Chapter 644: Home (six)

Chapter 644 Going Home (6)
Fang Zhiqiang stood there blankly, watching Wang Yaxin's car leave, he quietly sat on the steps of the hospital, lit a cigarette and smoked quietly.
Things changed so quickly that he was overwhelmed, and his brain couldn't keep up with the speed of thinking.
He loves Wang Yaxin, he does not want a divorce, he never thought about divorce, even if Wang Jingyu said that all day long, even if Xue Kai sent him those photos that made him faceless, he never thought about divorce. In this matter, I didn't even think about blaming Wang Yaxin because he loved Wang Yaxin and because Wang Yaxin was his wife.
However, the sentence Wang Yaxin asked today "Are you happy?" made him unable to answer. In fact, he knew the answer very well. From the very beginning when he met Li Xiaoxiao at the hotel, after Li Xiaoxiao asked him this sentence, he would always answer Ask yourself, have you ever been happy? Ask yourself if your current life is the life you want? But the conclusion of the facts is that it is not. He was not happy, not happy, and more grievances and uncomfortable.
Marriage is more than just love. For marriage, it is because of love at the beginning, but after that, love is actually only a small part of married life. After being married to Wang Yaxin for half a year, he found that he still could not fit into Wang Yaxin's home. There is no doubt that Wang Yaxin loves him, but in Wang Yaxin's heart, her son Wang Jingyu is the first priority, even more than her own. There is nothing wrong with this. In which mother is her son not the first priority?
For a while, Fang Zhiqiang didn't care. Even if Wang Jingyu had regarded him as an enemy, even if he had lost all patience with this child now, Fang Zhiqiang would not mind a child or blame another. Child, it's just uncomfortable. It’s just that whenever Wang Yaxin put all his body and mind on the child and he couldn’t get close at all, Fang Zhiqiang would find a problem. In this family, no matter what he did, he always looked like an outsider and couldn’t blend in. Home, and will never be able to integrate into the lives of Wang Yaxin and Wang Jingyu. The longer the time, the more obvious this feeling, and the longer he has no sense of belonging to the family, and less and less the warmth of home. Sometimes Fang Zhiqiang himself can't figure out what this marriage in this family means to him.
When Wang Jingyu hated himself for disgusting himself, he began to hate this family again and again, he began to hate this family, he didn't want to go home, but also began to escape home, these are all instinct, do not love him Love Wang Yaxin has nothing to do.
But when he went home this time, he saw his father’s old age, his physical exhaustion, and his father’s hardships alone. He began to feel distressed. And after he witnessed his father's strong resistance to this marriage, he saw that his father was mad at the hospital because of this marriage. He complained about his father, and at the same time, from the bottom of his heart, he felt tired and exhausted about the wedding.
He once remembered that he said something the same to Li Xiaoxiao. He said that he and Li Xiaoxiao were not appropriate. He told Li Xiaoxiao that marriage is more than just two people loving each other. Support, this marriage is destined not to be happy, and it is destined to end in failure, and now, I seem to fit my words very well. He also remembered what Wang Yaxin said to him at the beginning. Wang Yaxin said that she was not suitable for him and would not be happy together because she was different from ordinary women. He did not understand it at the time because he didn't care, but now , Seems to show that Wang Yaxin is right, she is wrong. Their marriage is indeed unhappy.
Fang Zhiqiang's unhappiness is not just for himself, because he knows that if he is tired of this marriage, Wang Yaxin will only be more tired. Being disappointed in this marriage, Wang Yaxin will only be even more disappointed and even more unhappy.
For Wang Yaxin, being caught between Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Jingyu, she was the most uncomfortable and painful. Today, Fang Zhiqiang's father's attitude brought Wang Yaxin not only grievance, but also a kind of injury.
It is not that these Fang Zhiqiang do not understand, on the contrary, he has always been very clear. And he couldn't solve this problem, he couldn't solve Wang Jingyu's problem, because Wang Yaxin couldn't not want his son, couldn't give up his own son, and his son was far more important in Wang Yaxin's heart than his Fang Zhi. And Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t solve his father’s attitude, and he couldn’t do without his father. In Fang Zhiqiang’s heart, maybe even if he didn’t want this marriage, he couldn’t give up his father. This is the most basic bottom line of life. . And Fang Zhiqiang has never been an unfilial person.
Fang Zhiqiang was smoking a cigarette quietly. He didn't know what to do. All the circumstances verified what Wang Yaxin said. They will not be happy together. If they continue, they will only become more uncomfortable. But Fang Zhiqiang doesn't want to get divorced, but if he doesn't get a divorce, how should we go on this day? Fang Zhiqiang couldn't find the answer himself.
After sitting on the steps and smoking several cigarettes quietly, Fang Zhiqiang stood up and walked to the hospital ward.
When Fang Zhiqiang walked into the ward, he realized that his aunt was there.
"What are you doing back? Get out." Fang Zhiqiang's father stared at Fang Zhiqiang and cursed.
"Auntie." Fang Zhiqiang looked at his aunt respectfully.
Aunt Fang Zhiqiang looked at Fang Zhiqiang. Before Fang Zhiqiang could react, his aunt slapped Fang Zhiqiang in the face. Fang Zhiqiang was able to hide, but he did not.
After the fight, he didn't touch his face, and just stood there like a kid who had done something wrong.
Aunt loved him since he was a child, and he has only one aunt.
"There is a saying that parents are here and don’t travel far. You can go out. It’s okay for young people to go out and work hard, but you’ve been away for two years, two years, and never come back. There is no phone call. Your dad won’t answer your call. , Don’t you know my phone number? You have never asked a question about your dad’s situation, no phone call, no greetings for the New Year and New Year holidays, and you have never asked whether the elderly are in good health or not, say no If it sounds nice, even if your dad is dead, you don’t know it. When you come back, your dad has been in the soil early. Your dad worked hard to raise you up, provide you with food, wear, and go to school, but you can see yourself , What have you done to your dad? Have you done a little bit of your responsibility as a son? You also went to college. Where did your college go? Don’t you know basic etiquette, benevolence and filial piety?
Aunt Fang Zhiqiang directly scolded With Fang Zhiqiang.
His aunt went to junior high school back then, which was remarkable at that time. In fact, his father and his aunt both went to junior high school. This is considered a high degree. Later, he became a teacher in a village elementary school. For a lifetime, compared with ordinary villagers, his aunt was considered an intellectual. After all, she had been dealing with books all her life.