Chapter 646: Go home (8)

Chapter 646 Going Home (8)
Fang Zhiqiang just lay on the hospital bed that night, almost slept all night, just lying on the hospital bed like this, thinking a lot of things in his mind. For him, it was too cruel to force him to make some decisions.
He got up early the next morning. After getting up, he went out to have breakfast for his father, then he washed his father's face with water, and then fed his father breakfast. After everything was set up, he waited until The doctor came to check the room, and after the nurse started to take some drips at work, he said goodbye to his father and went out.
After going out, Wang Yaxin's car parked outside the hospital. Wang Yaxin had been waiting outside the hospital for almost an hour. He called Fang Zhiqiang early in the morning, and Fang Zhiqiang didn't come out until he was completely busy.
Fang Zhiqiang opened the door of the co-pilot and sat in.
"Is your father better?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"It's better. Now as long as you are hospitalized, there is basically no major problem, and you can be discharged in about a week. However, this year's New Year will definitely only be spent in the hospital." Fang Zhiqiang said.
"You didn't sleep last night? Take a look, it's all dark circles and swollen eyes." Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang with distress.
"You too, have dark circles."
"Well, I didn't sleep either."
"Yes, I can't sleep either." Fang Zhiqiang nodded.
"Zhiqiang, this is the divorce agreement I got out overnight. Take a look." Wang Yaxin took out a divorce agreement from her bag and handed it to Fang Zhiqiang, while Wang Jingyu had been sitting alone. Sitting in the seat, watch the cartoon with your phone.
Holding this divorce agreement, Fang Zhiqiang kept hesitating, and finally said, "Ya Xin, do you have to get a divorce? Is there no solution to this matter?"
"Then tell me your solution?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"I don't know, but, I know, it will be better after a long time." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.
"How long is the time? One month or one year? Or ten or twenty years?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"I...I don't know." Fang Zhiqiang was speechless.
"None of us are children anymore. There are certain things that we should be more rational about. We actually knew from the beginning that the two of us are not suitable, but we are all too emotional, thinking that as long as we love each other, we can be together. But, the facts have proved It’s wrong. After marrying me, you have been unhappy all the time, but you have never said it, you have been pretending to be happy, I see it in my heart, and I also hurt in my heart. Marry me, you have always You are enduring grievances, you are angry, you are always unhappy. I want to change, but I can’t change, I can’t change anything. Xiaoyu is my son, he is my life, I can’t abandon him forever It's impossible." Wang Yaxin said.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent.
"You can't abandon your father. For the two of us, these two contradictions will never be able to reconcile. The longer the time, the contradiction between us will only get deeper and deeper. Wait until that day, and wait until the contradiction between the two of us changes. It has become resentment. I can’t imagine that there will be such a day, and if this continues, it seems that this day will be inevitable. Rather than wait until one day when the two of us become enemies and then leave, it is better to separate now, at least, now Separating, we still have a good impression. Without marriage, at least we still have love." Wang Yaxin continued.
"Could it be...Is it really necessary to get a divorce? Is there no way to solve it? We have only been married for half a year." Fang Zhiqiang was a little hysterical.
"I don't want to get divorced either. Do you think I want to get a divorce? Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I want to live like this for a lifetime? But in this situation, you tell me, how do we both live? You tell me the truth now, are you tired? Do you really want to live like this? I can tell you for sure, I love you, I love you, but I am really tired, I really don’t want to live like this again Going down, I'm tired, and I can't hold on anymore. Are you tired? Do you want to continue? Tell me the truth." Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang and asked.
Fang Zhiqiang opened the window, lit a cigarette, and smoked quietly. After a long time, he said, "I'm... tired too. I don't have the strength to love anymore. I really want to know that in this situation, someone else How would I choose? I don’t know why a beautiful thing ended up like this."
"I don't know. If I knew, I would not choose to get married at the beginning. Getting married only harmed you and also harmed myself. The six months of marriage brought you and me, not happiness and sweetness, which brought you and me. It's just pain and suffering. We are all tired in half a year, how long can we last? For marriage, I am afraid and tired, really." Wang Yaxin sighed and said.
"Yeah, marriage is really a terrible thing. If you don't get married, how good is it to stay in love?"
After speaking, Wang Yaxin was silent, and Fang Zhiqiang was also silent. The two were very calm, except that their eyes were full of tears.
"Sign it, we should be more rational. If we continue to be more emotional, I really don't know what our lives will become in the end." A long time later, Wang Yaxin took a pen and handed it to Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang took the pen handed over by Wang Yaxin, looked at the words in the divorce agreement, and did not write for a long time.
"After the divorce, you and I... can I see you again?" Fang Zhiqiang suddenly turned to ask Wang Yaxin.
"No, goodbye, it will only be painful. After the first time we separate, if I can prevent us from seeing each other, maybe we two will be completely broken, or maybe we will not have the current pain. If we separate , Then separate forever. It is better to miss each other than to miss each other. Never seeing each other will be the best choice. If you meet again, do you think it will be happiness or pain?" Wang Yaxin asked.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin, and finally said quietly, "Yaxin, although I don't like you who are rational at this moment, you seem so unkind, but you are...always right."
"It would be great if I can always be rational, but when I meet you, I always cannot be rational. Love is blind, and blindness makes you and I pay the price. I know the result but I still rush in without turning back. Come on, let us all be free." Wang Yaxin sighed and said.