Chapter 683: Encounter in Lhasa (15)

Chapter 683 Encounter in Lhasa (15)
"Qiangzi, you must be very sad? You obviously love each other, but you can't be together." Li Xiaoxiao was not too jealous, only Fang Zhiqiang felt distressed.
"Yeah, obviously love each other, but why can't we be together? Maybe, this is reality. Reality will never be so benevolent and not as beautiful as imagined. Life may have poetry and distance, but more It's elusive. I have been thinking about a question, Xiaoxiao, I also said to Yaxin earlier, do you think God is fair to you?" Fang Zhiqiang asked Li Xiaoxiao.
"Why do you ask this? If you let me say it, I think God is not fair to me. For love, I gave everything, I love with all my heart and no reservations, I will strive to pursue my love and my happiness , But the person I love doesn't love me. I got it, except for pain, but pain." Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said quietly.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. He knew who Li Xiaoxiao was talking about, but he did not answer.
"I was kidding, how about you? Do you think God is unfair to you?"
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and said: "I am not a person who complains about others, I am also a very optimistic person, but I think about my life myself, I really can't think of what God is fair to me. And Those of you who grew up holding a golden key are different. I live in a small mountain village, a poor mountain village that can’t even eat enough. You’ve been to our place, that’s what it looks like more than 20 years later. , Can you imagine how poor there was more than 20 years ago? From a few years old, I have to learn to take care of myself, and when I am older, I have to start working to help my family. Fortunately in misfortune, I have a good parent, and I also have a good family, because there is only one child in my family, so I reluctantly went to a university. In order to go to this university, I worked harder than ordinary people. I am us. The only college student in that village has suffered too much."
"All the people in our hometown think that going to university means that they have become more prosperous. I didn't know until I graduated from university. Actually, it is not. Although the outside life is wonderful, it is far more difficult than in the mountain village. After graduating from university, I found If you don’t have a job, even if you find a job, you can barely make it. Later, I took a civil service exam and went back to my hometown to take a job. It’s beautiful, isn’t it? Government officials, in the eyes of our fellow villagers, work in the government. That is the official, the official official. In fact, it is a fart, nodding and bowing in front of the leader all day long, to be the first to be the same, to learn to intrigue. Moreover, the salary is only that small, and you will always live in that small town. Inside, I don’t even know what the sky outside looks like. In those three years, I was decadent and desperate."
"Then it will be about Nie Qian. You know about me and Nie Qian. After talking about six or seven years of love, all I got is a betrayal. Like you, I have given everything I have. At least you have To no avail, and what I got was a betrayal, an astronomical debt for me. For this debt, I was mad at my mother. For this debt, I gave up my iron job and joined my dad. To sever the relationship between father and son, for this debt, I delivered courier and sold vegetables in Shanghai, lived in the basement, and suffered so much. I myself dare not imagine the hardship I had suffered in the past two years in Shanghai. Nie Qian’s affairs have not passed yet. When I was in the most difficult time, Bi Luochun also betrayed me, my best brother, took my money and ran away. At that time, I really thought of death, and I began to doubt life."
"Finally, my life improved. I met Wang Yaxin. I believed in love again. The relationship between Yaxin and I was a lot of hardships and finally came together. I originally thought this was my life novel. I thought the beginning and the process were tragic, but at least the ending would be a good one. But I underestimated the author of God, in fact, the novel he wrote has just begun. His old man's pen has just begun. The marriage between Wang Yaxin and I was not happy. It only brought pain to me and her. After half a year of suffering, in the end, it could only be a divorce. As you said, we can’t be together when we are in love. The most painful thing in the world. I have come to the present. This is my life. Over the years, the pain I have experienced may not have been experienced by others in their entire lives. I want to say that God is fair to me, but I really can’t find out what God does to me. I’m thinking, God must be testing me, testing my bottom line, that’s why I teased me again and again. I was a little scared. What the is the joke that will be made to me next time in life?" Fang Zhiqiang said with a sneer.
"Qiangzi, don’t be sad. No matter what, you still have friends like us. At least, you are far better now than you used to be. Now that your company is so big, your life has begun to improve. . And, at the very least, I’m still by your side, as well as sister Liu Yan. Don’t you always stay by your side? Indeed, life is indeed unfair to you, and I feel sorry for you. You have experienced too much There are a lot of things, but we should always see some good things. Cheer up, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang said all this, he didn't cry, Li Xiaoxiao shed tears first, and comforted Fang Zhi with tears. Strong.
Fang Zhiqiang suddenly turned around and saw Li Xiaoxiao’s tears. He was moved inexplicably, and said with a smile: "Fool, I'm talking about my life, why are you crying? Although my life is miserable, it is not yet miserable enough to be heard. The point of sadness and tears, right? Stop crying. If you cry again, I have to comfort you."
"Who...who cried, I was just...just blown by the wind." Li Xiaoxiao was embarrassed by Fang Zhiqiang's words and said quickly.
"Sometimes I think about it, I really don't know what it means to be alive. Look at this city." Fang Zhiqiang pointed to the other side of the river and said: "How beautiful, feasting, beautiful neon lights, endless crowds, endless streams Vehicles, cosmopolitan cities, beautiful. For young people from other places, this is paradise, because this is synonymous with dreams. Every young person who comes here comes with a dream. Everyone here Persevering young people are holding on with a dream-seeking heart. But, what about my dreams? The most tragic and painful thing in life is not to love each other and not be together, but to lose the dream. Wang Yaxin is gone. , My dream seems to be lost."