Chapter 844: Confusion (12)

Chapter 844 Confusion (12)
"I only ask you. If you see Xiaoxiao's pain and want to live, and the pain is because of you and me, will your conscience be stable?" Wang Xia asked aggressively.
"Also, can't you think about me? I'm her sister, the person she has trusted the most. If you let her know that I do this with you, what do you want me to do with her? How to face her? What would she think when she saw me: I trusted you so much and treated you as my closest sister, and you slept with my favorite man. Do you think she can bear it? This is for her It is a double blow! Do you want her to hate me to death?" Wang Xia threw the heaviest bomb, "Do you really want her to die?"
"Can you not use your saint's standards to impose on us ordinary people?" In the last sentence, Wang Xia was almost hysterical.
Fang Zhiqiang was speechless. What Wang Xia accused him of, every word, hurt his heart, and every sentence was right. He has always been like this, always insisting that he is right and insisting on his pedantic and ridiculous The standard, thinking that this is right, is good for everyone, but the result has been repeatedly hurting everyone.
"I'm sorry." Fang Zhiqiang said difficultly, except for these three words, he really has nothing to say.
"I won't tell Xiaoxiao, it won't make her uncomfortable, and it won't increase your pain. But I really can't face Xiaoxiao, please forgive me. Some natural character defects are like this, and I want to ask you more. Persuade Xiaoxiao, let her stop giving anything to me, I really don’t deserve it. This world is so big, and there are so many people who are suitable for her. Let her hurry up and find a truly beloved person, as for me. , Just treat it as a memory, don’t think about it in the future, let time slowly change and forget it.
Fang Zhiqiang said, stood up,
I really want to go. You also go back early, pay attention to safety, take care , After confirming, call me."
Fang Zhiqiang said, walked to the bar, closed the account, and staggered out of the cafe.
His heart hurts. It hurts really. Who doesn't want to have a couple of lives and live this life peacefully, but his feelings are destined to be a mess of chess, and all the games he has played have been lost. He loved Nie Qian, but ended up in such an unbearable ending; he loved Yaxin, but in the end Yaxin was forced to leave a foreign country; does he love Xiaoxiao? But I don't even dare to admit it, and I don't even have the courage to see my heart clearly, because once I admit it, it will bring more harm. He even thought that if he didn't get out of that mountain from the beginning, he would follow his father's wishes and find a female teacher or nurse doctor to get married early. Maybe he is now a husband and father, and there won't be so many twists and turns. , It will not cause pain to so many people.
Wang Xia followed him and walked out, watching Fang Zhiqiang's figure walking away step by step in the darkness, suddenly she couldn't help shouting, "Fang Zhiqiang!"
Fang Zhiqiang stopped and slowly turned his head to look at her: "What's the matter?"
Wang Xia approached him step by step, as if she wanted to see him clearly. After a long silence, she finally asked: "Fang Zhiqiang, if there is no Xiaoxiao and no one else, would you be willing to start with me? , Will you fall in love with me?"
This is what she asked after exhausting all her courage. Although Wang Xia was bold, she was not even as good as Li Xiaoxiao in terms of male and female relationships. After she had a relationship with Fang Zhiqiang, she had been asking herself in pain, but finally couldn't help but asked this question.
Fang Zhiqiang was taken aback for a moment, and nodded instinctively: "Yes."
A woman like Wang Xia is actually hard to refuse. If she is replaced by Feng Sister, Fang Zhiqiang can't take a second look even if she says that her soul is out of his body. But Wang Xia is different. Not only does she have a glamorous appearance and a hot body, she also has a bold personality. She also lives in the soul of a fragile young girl. She is jealous and longs for warmth and security. Let me ask which man can resist. And Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Xia have known each other for so long, knowing that she is righteous, generous, and straightforward, and has countless advantages in her personality. In a word, if there is no Li Xiaoxiao, Wang Yaxin or others, maybe Fang Zhiqiang will really be seduced by Wang Xia. To fall in love with her.
"You are a very, very good girl. I didn't know you enough before. You deserve to be loved. Don't close yourself easily, and don't think that there is no good man in the world because of my mistakes. I'm just a scumbag. , But you will have better and more worthy feelings in the future."
Wang Xia smiled, with a very sad smile: "Qiangzi, I am very grateful to you, thank you for saying this to me, it makes me feel that even if you are assholes, things between you and me are still different from animal instincts. Yes. In my heart, I still want to give myself to feelings instead of desires. Whether you are comforting or telling the truth, I accept it. Do you know? I am very envious of Xiaoxiao, envious of her belief and persistence in love, envious of her desperate Courage. I didn’t believe in feelings before, and I wouldn’t be tempted by others. After meeting you, it may be the restart of my life... But the facts have proved that it was just a part of my turn. I will return to the future. The original journey, you do not belong to me, nor do I belong to you, although I really...like you very much, maybe I didn't realize it before.
"I hate your pedantic and rigid, hate you smoking, hate your unruly behavior when you come out, and especially hate your vacillation of feelings, don't even know what you like or want, and hate you for hurting Xiaoxiao. But I I don’t know why I like you like this..."
Wang Xia took a deep breath, and then said: "But it really can only be that. I only like you so much. Compared to Xiaoxiao, it is still far behind. I still hope that you can treat Xiaoxiao well. , Don’t refuse her, let alone hurt her. Of the three of us, one of us must be happy. I hope you can give Xiaoxiao the happiness she wants."
"I'm leaving." Wang Xia waved, "Qiangzi, I liked you. Goodbye."
Her posture was like saying goodbye. After saying this, she immediately turned around and disappeared into the darkness without stopping, leaving Fang Zhiqiang standing there for a long, long time.
Fang Zhiqiang drove the car, leaving the windows open along the way, and the wind from outside was constantly pouring in, almost blowing his tears down. He never dared to drink anymore, but he really hoped to get drunk happily, forget everything, and let his fate go with the wind.