: I beg for 1 strength

It's been tough recently.
At the end of April,
My mother's leg broke, and I really ended a relationship at that time. I returned to my hometown from a far away, sinking into a terrible reality; I want to take care of my family, I want to make a living for the second elder, and Take care of your trivial and boring emotions.
Sometimes I look around,
I feel everything is messy.
Middle-aged people are stretched...it turned out to be the case.
I started to adjust my work schedule,
Go to bed early and get up early.
Actually, I don't like to go to bed early, I like to go late at night.
But I can't sleep until the afternoon, I need to get up and cook for the family, and I don't have the energy to stay up late; I wake up at 6 am until 11 pm, and my battery is exhausted.
It seems that life is quite fulfilling:
For example, my phone exploded, my car crashed, the computer could not be turned on, I was almost hit by someone, I fell, and fell on my handle. Recently, I was detained by six points for an inexplicable ulcer in my mouth...
I know,
The world has always been worth it.
But the world is really hard.
Recently chatting with friends, he asked me not to play with friends usually?
I said no.
I don’t have the extra energy to maintain social relationships, so I don’t even have someone to talk to.
Think about it,
The people who are closest to me are those of you who are reading these words.
even,
I can't go to the readers to say this.
Because only when I am the author and you are the readers... Only under this pure concept, I dare to secretly talk about trivial, useless, nonsense.
There must be a lot of masters who don’t like to see this kind of thing.
After all, everyone reads books.
Instead of listening to me complaining.
But as far as I am concerned, you are my closest and intimate people under the pure concept. Some people say that writing is to peel off your flesh and blood and expose your soul to others.
I don’t know what others do,
At least this said my heart.
This is the first time I have cut myself open and show them one by one.
Many paragraphs in the book are full of private goods, that is my three views; many of the characters in the book are either people I have met, or they are part of my own personality evolution.
Glad everyone can like the characters,
that's me.
I'm also glad that everyone will hate the characters,
That's me too.
and so,
I see you as confidantes, like old friends.
I am very weak recently,
I begged a little strength to get through this level.
If you don’t dislike it, then thank you very much. If you dislike it, then you are really sorry.
Sometimes I look out the window,
The greenery is in sight, the wind and the birds are singing, the cuckoo's cries are long and long, and it takes a long time to sit.
Sometimes I hear a melody,
Then the whole person sank down and looked at the houses outside, and they found that the houses were shaking like waves of water, and the world was full of unreal feelings.
I want a headset,
Very expensive but also nice.
There are magical things like music in this world, and I hope they can calm the anxiety in my heart.
But I haven't been willing to buy it.
All right,
No more complaining.
Actually, I'm all over.
I was not weak in May,
I also stood up for the whole of June... Now I finally seem to be out of trouble, but I can't hold back.
But ~EbookFREE.me~ just this one!
Anyway, thank you for seeing this text.
At the end of June these days I try to catch up as soon as possible!
Not for the rewards of the big brothers!
In July I will pack myself up, because the buddy is about to usher in the end.
Yes,
Although I wrote a whole piece of nonsense, there is still some content in it.
At last,
I hope everyone is happy.
Be sure to stay away from anyone who consumes your happiness, or things.
I'm a waste and fat Timo,
See you in the next chapter.