Chapter 28: I won't let go

If Shui Shan knew that he was dreaming again.
Every dream is a similar scene.
The mother-in-law led her younger brother in the front. She kept chasing in the back, but she couldn’t keep up. She cried out of breath, shouting the name of the mother-in-law, but the mother-in-law never looked back. .
The dream this time is the same.
But she didn't chase it anymore. She smiled at the two faded backs, and said gently, "Farewell."
Life is alive, and life is farewell to death.
In the dark, she didn't sleep well.
She has never been accustomed to darkness. After going through many things at the age of nine, she has always lit the lamp at night, and someone must accompany her to sleep with her. At that time, she was still very dependent on the concubine. Rare care always suffers from gains and losses. Sometimes the mother concubine went to accompany her brother and she ran to sleep with the elder sister.
She has two sisters, both of whom were born to Chen Fangfei.
Chen Fangfei's life is ordinary, her father is a talented person, her mother is the daughter of the butcher's family, she has two older brothers, she is the youngest daughter, and she is also the most loved, because she knows the word hyphenation, but also quite favored by her father, Chen Fangfei Originally a concubine, she gave birth to a second daughter three months after the concubine and father became married, and it was the second daughter who made her a side concubine.
At that time she was very insecure. The mother-in-law never thought of her when she went to take care of her younger brother. However, there were always accidents. Once the mother-in-law returned, she accidentally asked where she was. The maid answered and she looked for Missy went.
Yes, her sister is the eldest girl in the family, but she is not the governor. She is the heir, and she will be the governor three months after birth, and her two sisters are born to the side concubine. The older sister, who is three years older than her, is very spicy, but she is also very kind to her half-sister, not a kind of kindness, but really loves her as a sister. heart.
She was dragged by the concubine from the elder sister's bed.
When the day was already a child, she slept sweetly in the arms of her sister, and suddenly the door was violently pushed open.
Since the age of nine, her sleep has always been very light. A slight noise will wake her up. When she opens her eyes, she sees the mother princess rushing in angrily, reaching out and grabbing her right hand. Dragging her off the bed and throwing it on the ground, she hadn't had time to react from the pain of her knee being knocked, and a slap in the face fell heavily on her face.
She felt like she was spinning around on the ground like a gyro, and finally fell to the ground like a doll. She reached out and touched her nose, and the thick blood ran directly on her hand, and her teeth knocked on her tongue. The smell in the mouth also spread.
Before waiting to hear the voice of the concubine, she was caught again, and this time, the concubine's slap did not fall on her face. The elder sister who got up from the bed held the concubine's wrist with one hand. Sister has always been hot-tempered, and on the weekdays, Princess Chen was respectful and respectful to her mother. Even when the elder sister dared to refute her mother-in-law, she heard the elder sister's suppressed anger: "If you hit my sister again, I will tell the father, Let him judge!"
Her ears roared, and there was something past her ears. The elder sister's forbearing voice seemed to come from the opposite bank, separated by the flowing river, which was a bit inaudible.
Then came the sharp voice of the mother concubine: "This palace's own daughter, this palace loves to fight as much as you like. How dare you concubine's son give up to his mother?"
Disobedience is a felony, and the eldest sister would not dare to bear such charges anymore. She lowered her head and knelt on the ground, forcing her anger: "Mother princess don’t blame Ruoer. Today, her daughter is alone and even lonely. She specially invited her to come of."
The concubine forced her anger, and she looked sideways at Shui Shanruo, who was still lying on the ground, and yelled, "What are you doing lying on this floor, the ground is very comfortable? Not happy!"
She was shaking, half of her head was still groggy, and her feet were shaking a few times. The maid beside the concubine was about to come over and help her, but she listened to the concubine's stop: "Don't help her!"
In the last corner of her eyes, she saw her sister's implied gaze. She seemed to say something to the maid beside her. She shook her head and made a separate mouth shape to the elder sister. The elder sister saw it, and finally she was helpless. The maid who lived next to him, hesitated a moment, and finally shook his head.
She went forward with confidence, and she was stopped by the order of the concubine before she even entered the concubine's house.
"How many times have I told you, don’t go close to the and her daughter, they don’t have good intentions, a few dolls and sachets bought you up, are you my daughter, kneel outside, kneel to Think clearly!"
After that day, she had a high fever again, and it took a few days before she faded. During this time, the concubine visited her twice, but soon she was busy to clean up the mess left by her brother, even the medical officer said to the concubine She was seriously ill and probably couldn't survive it, but was also dismissed by her mother-in-law impatiently: "I am not clear about my daughter, it's very tough, I can't die!"
She did not die.
As long as her mother-in-law is certain that she will not die, she will live well, and her mother-in-law has never cared about it.
There was no pain, but her chest was breathless like a stone. She struggled painfully, not wanting to be immersed in this never-ending annoying past, and then she woke up.
It was dark in front of her eyes, her hand was pressed against her heart, her eyes were wide open, she turned her head hard, and then she saw a trace of translucency in the window and the door crack, she touched her side, no one, hurriedly got up, body The clothes were soaked in sweat, and she ran out violently, pushing the door open.
It was still day outside the door, and a large bright sun was mixed with heat waves. She breathed in with a big mouth, and when she couldn't see where she knew, she was a little panicked under her heart, and she shouted the name of the only person she knew. : "Merlin...Sister Merlin!"
Her Meilin sister is gone!
Lu Mu saw her expression of crying, she was barefoot, looking around with her hair disheveled, it looked very pitiful, thinking of her sweet smile along the way, now only fear was left, and he looked a little bit vague. Xinxin, thinking of the idea just now, let Zuo Yi call her in.
The girl was holding the corner of the dress. She lifted her eyes, her shriveled face was all magnificent. She stretched out her thin hands and grabbed Lu Mu's hand: "Sister is gone, isn't it?!"
Lu Mud didn't want to lie to her: "She didn't leave, she just watched you fall asleep and walked around the city. She wants to leave, and after three days, don't worry."
This sentence was like a big stone thrown into the water, and suddenly made her stunned. Then she said happily, "Okay, I will go where my sister goes."
The girl's expression was like catching the last life-saving straw in the world. The thing she was most afraid of was being abandoned, but she was always abandoned. In any case, she would not let her sister drop her.
Lu Mu thought about it, or told her the truth directly: "Women Mei didn't plan to take you away. She said that she would leave here in a few days and would not come back, but don't worry, I am here, no People dare to bully you."
Before the words were finished, the girl turned and ran out. Zuo Yi saw that she was barefoot and clasped her wrists. She grumbled: "Girl, your sister just went out for a walk, and she will come back at night. "
Lu Mu comforted her: "Your sister hasn't got the customs clearance, she won't leave here."
What is Li Jun doing now?
After teasing the horse, she asked for a dress. After the woman she saw on the road, she combed the simplest one. The two knives on the waist were put into the space by her. She asked Lu Mu for something. Now the coins are going out for fun.
She still had a little curiosity about the ancient people's livelihood in China. Unfortunately, after looking all the way, she became less interested.
Everything is backward.
The backward way of survival, the backward economy, and the glorious world of the past at a glance. What is the point of her coming to this ghost place? !
At the moment when she looked blankly, on a noisy street, a voice brought her completely empty heart back to the present: "Beautiful glass vase, one of ten copper coins, come pick and buy now!"
The author has something to say:
Tonight is another night shift. Bless me to relax this night shift, Amen...^-^