Chapter 49: I wanna be like you

A few days ago.
The corpses on the ground, the groaning/groaning sounds of people on the verge of death gradually weakened.
If it was a year ago that she saw such purgatory, she would be scared, afraid, and will continue to shout to her mother. However, as of today, she has long understood that no one can save her sister, and no one can save herself.
She knelt on the edge of the cliff.
Under the cliff is a deep darkness, plus the layers of branches and leaves buried, even if the sun is shining, you can't see the bottom of the cliff.
"Don't look at it, there is a black swamp under the cliff, and even the Da Luo fairy can't escape." There was a man's voice behind him, with the heat after vigorous activity mixed with blood, and a kind of transpiration Smelly smell.
Shui Shanruo knelt on the ground, her eyes were still staring under the cliff. She knew that the person beside her was a murderous demon who didn't blink, but she didn't know why, she was not afraid anymore.
"You said, if someone killed the most important person in your life, what would you do?" Shui Shanruo's eyes moved to her palm, her palm, and when she touched her sister's face a quarter of an hour ago. The remaining temperature.
She knew that her sister must not be dead.
Less than a day after escaping, she found that her sister had a layer of goose down silk, which was tightly attached to her skin and slowly thickened.
She remembered her sister's mysterious origin, and that magical bead, and there was infinite hope again in her heart.
My sister is so powerful that she will not die like that.
It all ended when my sister was thrown off the cliff.
The man behind him did not move. From the direction of Shui Shanruo, he could see the half of the knife tip shaking, and the blood above was still flowing. The man asked, "Do you still have important people?"
Shui Shanruo shook his head.
Really gone, fifteen years old, no gift, no blessings from loved ones, and finally the loved one also died, she is now truly alone.
"Then vengeance, kill those people, those you hate, those you hate, and those you want to kill, in order to honor your most important person in the spirit of heaven."
"If, can't get revenge?"
The man thought for a while, and then he saw that the robbers under him were already in the neat ruins of the corpses. The bodies were all kicked off the cliff, and the remaining blood stains did not need to be handled. The rainy weather has not passed in the past few days, and soon these blood will be washed away.
He slowly said: "Make yourself stronger, and then go to revenge, to kill those people, but to escape, but to escape, continue to make yourself stronger, and then go back and continue to kill."
"If, can't you escape?"
"If you can't escape, you will desperately, but you will die."
If Shui Shan slowly lowered her eyes, she muttered and repeated: "You can't escape but die, doesn't it seem that your efforts are worthless?"
The man stretched out his knife, and pointed the knife to the cliff under his feet: "If you want revenge, you don't even have the determination to die. If you take any revenge, you're afraid even before you start. Jump directly from here to accompany your dead sister."
Shui Shanruo turned his head and looked up at the man.
The man's face was still ugly, and the eyes of the brass bells stared at her, although the short brown material of the collar was good, but he was very uninhibited, revealing a large piece of bronze chest muscles.
"You... you are Xing Xie, you are Lu Mu's brother." Shui Shanruo raised his head and looked at him dullly.
The man nodded and asked, "Your sister Mei is more powerful than Master. Someone wants to ask, who killed her?"
Shui Shanruo clasped her hands together and lowered her head without tears falling. She replied: "Zhen Yi, a general of Zhenbei, if not General Zhenbei arrives in time, her sister will die without a body."
Men also know that there must be hidden feelings in it, but such a woman should have died like this, and the difference in it also made him feel a sense of melancholy. Although he didn’t think he would live for a hundred years, he wouldn’t die so easily. Looking down at the little girl under his feet, this might be the only trace of her stay in this world.
"Do you want Zuo Yi's life?" Xing Xie asked.
Shui Shanruo nodded: "Sister died, but he was only sentenced to exile. I am really unwilling, but I am very happy, so that I can have the opportunity to personally avenge my sister."
The man praised her when he heard it, "Your sister saved my brother. For your sister's sake, a family will give you a chance to let you personally avenge your sister!"
Shui Shanruo raised his face.
The man lifted Shui Shanruo from the ground. This little girl was too light and too weak. It seemed that as long as she stretched out two fingers, she could squeeze her to death. Your chance depends on whether you can grasp it."
Be a gangster and learn to kill.
These are just the most basic.
Shui Shanruo still remembers that Xing Xie brought that group of people with wanton and rampant figures. She did not like this kind of people in the past, because this kind of people were free from the control of the court, which was to increase the burden on the court and to the ordinary people. People who bring disaster.
But the days before she was fifteen, she lived for others. After fifteen, she decided to live for her sister, for herself, and living methods like punishment and evil were not necessarily bad.
Although wanton may pay a price, she no longer cares about it. She has lived to this day in a difficult way. She has once renounced herself, she has been self-deprecating, and she has never been wanton.
You want to be careless, because she didn’t care much about the loved ones, the loved ones and the most important people who were once loved are dead, and now her life is random, it’s okay to die, it’s just Just go with my sister.
When she left, she picked up the scattered things from the carriage.
It’s not a rare treasure, just some rouge gouache for women, and a few batches of fresh fabrics, but most of them are torn into two sections, and there is a small glass bottle in the scattered fabric. But the bottle also split into two sections.
Xing Xie frowned: "You are doing these things very much. There are many jewels robbed from a certain house. If you like it, you can pick whatever you want!"
The girl broke the things into a package, turned around and smiled at him: "This is from my sister."
It was sent by my sister, so keep it forever.
"Can you ride a horse?" Xie Xie asked.
The girl nodded: "Yes."
Then he rode on Chitu's back, perhaps knowing that his master was dead, Chitu's emotions were not too high along the way, but for the small master Shui Shanruo, it did not resist.
Moving forward, Shui Shanruo glanced at the cliff at last, and she knew that once she and Xie Xie embarked on this path, she was destined to end her life. She said to Xing Xie: "Principle son..."
Xing Xie interrupted Shui Shanruo with a gesture, his enemies called him a murderous demon, his men called him the master, his friends directly called him the old punishment, and no one ever called him the son of a laborer, This is very uncomfortable, he said bluntly: "If the girl does not dislike, you can call a big brother."
"Brother Xing." Shui Shanruo changed his attitude.
"What's the matter?"
Shui Shanruo: "..."
After walking for a while, the bandits behind Xing Xie looked at the little girl with strange eyes, not interested in her. Such a bean sprout would be of interest unless the brain was abnormal.
They were curious that among the men Xingxie used to accept, there was never a woman. Will this little girl break this rule?
Shui Shanruo finally said: "Brother Xuan, if one day I die, you don't need to bury me, please, please throw my corpse off that cliff."
It's so dark and cold below, and my sister must be lonely below.
Xing Xie was silent for a while and finally answered cautiously: "Well, if that day, a certain family is still alive."
Shui Shanruo said again: "Also, I don't want General Zhenbei to know that I am here with you. Anyway, my sister died because of him after all, and I don't want to see him again."
Xing Xie nodded: "Girl, I can see that you don't have much hatred for Brother, so I promise you, but if you are one day, you are not good for Brother, a certain family will not let you go."
Shui Shanruo smiled and said: "I only need Zuo Yi to die, and I don't care about anything else!"
Xing Xie always believed that this little girl could not bear the life in the wind and rain in the bandit den, and she would cry and quarrel and leave in a few days.
Unexpectedly, she persisted.
Daily hard martial arts, an adult man does not necessarily persevere in the exercise. She even insisted on a little girl, and sometimes she didn't say a word even if she was hard and tired.
The wooden pile in front of the door has been split by a dozen with her wooden knife. Her tiger's mouth is full of calluses left after excessive knife practice. Of the twelve hours a day, she is practicing sword for seven or eight hours. Sometimes She will cook some delicious food for everyone to eat, and she will also score an hour to practice makeup and dress up in the remaining time.
Shui Shanruo loves beauty.
She will carefully describe the makeup on her face, but not towards the mature charm, but to the cute depiction unique to her age. Her temperament is also very cute on weekdays. Those and white eyes blinked and the criminal evil Not many of his men are so hard-hearted that they basically raise her as their daughter.
However, even the most demanding criminal evil had to admit her talent for martial arts. This little girl was indeed a good seedling, and she could tie up with his bandits six months later, and on that day, she begged them. Travel together.
Xing Xie agreed.
He was very curious. Was the little girl who was behind the lady Mei facing the person, did she succeed?
It turns out he thinks too much.
On that trip, after he and several of his men captured a murderer who had killed an innocent family, one of Xie Xie's men handed her an edged knife.
At the same time, Dahan said: "Girl, if you are afraid, then blindfold and send the knife out."
Shui Shanruo shook his head, his big eyes blinked, and showed a shy smile to the big man, then whispered, "Brother, it doesn't matter, I'm not afraid."
This was the first time she held such a sharp knife. From small to large, she didn't get a real knife until this moment. Thinking of the flying knife left by her sister, a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.
Although several were lost in the fight, seven flying knives remained.
She held the knife in her hand with the tip of the knife slanting downwards and walked straight towards the murderer.
When she was young, she also wanted to learn martial arts, but unfortunately only revealed this meaning, the slap of the concubine fell on her face, and at the same time, the sharp voice of the concubine came: [You are the lord, not Concubine to have children, do you want anything? What you have to learn is qinqi, calligraphy and painting, not the lowly things that the rough guy learns to use the sword and the gun! 】
She also secretly learned from the eldest sister. After being discovered by the concubine, she was kept hungry for two days in the fire room. If it wasn’t for the eldest sister to go over the wall to see her give her a meal, she would be hungry. Half dead.
Now, no one can control her, and no one can control her.
The murderer is not conscious of death.
This man saw a little girl and couldn't help but want to laugh.
Such a little girl, it seems that the harmless little girl wants to kill.
However, before he said a word of contempt, the knife in the hand of the little girl stabbed him into the abdomen.
Shui Shanruo recalled the lethal position his sister had taught at the moment of gossip.
Chest heart, lungs, liver in the right upper abdomen near the ribs, kidneys between the ribs, neck.
These parts, she poked on the wooden man no less than ten thousand times.
She drew the sword from the murderer's abdomen, and then poked it again. This time it fell to the murderer's liver. This knife continued, and blood finally poured out from the population.
She closed her eyes and remained calm when she opened them again.
With the last knife, she stabbed into the man's chest.
Xing Xie's applause remembered that he walked to the girl's side.
The girl kicked the man whose body was still twitching to the ground.
The man has lost his breath.
"Girl, good job, you are braver than I thought!" Xuan Xie praised.
For the first time, Shui Shanruo did not have the unexplainable uneasiness and fear that he thought he used to think. Although his hands were a little stiff, it was not as unacceptable as he imagined.
Perhaps, when she saw Sister Merlin's first murder six months ago, she was confused.
She still remembers that at that time, her sister held the knife with both hands, and at the foot were the bodies of a dozen Liao army soldiers. She turned her head up, and there was a bright sky behind her.
She couldn't bear to blink.
That beautiful, wanton beauty seemed to fail her no matter what happened.
For more than half a year, she has been thinking, what will happen if her sister is her, if her sister is in this position?
My sister will never be like her.
Xing Xie once said: "You can choose to ignore what you don't like or dislike. If you can't avoid it, cut it all with a knife in your hand. Anything that is difficult to solve can be solved by killing."
Although she disagrees with the view of criminal evil, but now, she wants to try to see if the wanton life will make her happier, so that no matter what she faces, she will never collapse in despair.
Facing a bunch of rough guys cheering towards her, she lowered her head and looked at the knife in her hand.
Finally I can't go back.
She didn't want to go back.
Sister, I want to be like you.
End of the second volume
The author has something to say:
For the transformation of the little girl, it is not good or bad, you ask the protagonist where?
She is still evolving under the cliff, we watch to disturb her.
Nanzhao Fengyun