Chapter 91: Preface

Just off work today, I accidentally turned to my article, and I was surprised that there were even friends who jumped in the pit.
In February last year, I modified the computer so that there was no problem of automatic shutdown when playing games, so I fell into the deep pit of Jiansan, fell into it, and couldn't climb out.
In this game, I met many cute friends and met many nasty people, but now it has become my memory.
Speaking of this, the game has a particularly strong sense of substitution. It is a game that is easy for people to enter the game. The sense of honor, relatives and friends, and gangs are the most inspiring things about Jian San.
From February last year to August this year, I played a total of just a year and a half of the game. The friends and relatives I know around me are also very unique. Every time I accept the love of others, I will always die inexplicably. Dead to the fifth term ╮(╯▽╰)╭, there is also a brother who is not good at swordsman, and a little lover who always likes to step on a few boats and is enough to make trouble on 818.
Of course, I also had two loves in the game, men, summed up, I don’t know if it’s my illusion, the men I met in the game all feel very good about themselves, always feel that women will give up their family for them Give up work and give up everything to run with them or give them money, yes, my first love is to show up, the second love is a dream to eat soft rice, probably I never believe in men, so once who stepped on To my bottom line, in the end I will disappear without hesitation.
For the little lover, both are sisters, and I have really liked it.
However, the difference between the game and the reality is that the game has no future, so it is more and more casual. I always feel, how come I am happy.
I thought I could not stop this game.
But because of this game, I have become more and more indifferent to the things in reality. I forgot my friends playing around with me. I wrote novels. I forgot to give Li Jun and the little girl a beautiful ending. This story I I was thinking about a fairy tale at that time. I have forgotten many things after the storm.
Anyone who has read the novel knows that I am a nurse.
Because of the game, I started to be unable to concentrate at work. Most of my life seemed to be in the game. Not long ago, a postoperative patient left the indwelling needle tube connector off. More unfortunately, her coagulation function was impaired. At that time, a lot of blood had shed on the sheets. Although measures were taken later, it did not cause much harm to the patient, but after that day, I was still complained.
Colleagues' blame and pressure from superior leaders are more uncomfortable in their hearts. This time it is just like this. If there is another time? What if the patient has irreversible consequences in my hand because of my lack of concentration?
I will have a conscience in my life.
I went back to that day and cried all night, looking at my bloated body after sitting for a long time in front of the computer, looking at the pimples on my face, and thinking about what happened these days.
People, after all, live in three dimensions.
I always thought that Jian A, which I couldn't drop, suddenly dropped A.
That night, I looked for my loved ones, and I took a picture of one night in Qixiu, saying goodbye to them. In addition to the three friends and friends I have known for a long time, I left WeChat. I deleted all of the information, including the so-called love, Uninstalled the game and quit phone addiction.
After that, I started to put all my energy into my work. I didn't allow myself to make a mistake or neglect. I signed up for the gym. Many people said that I changed a lot, and the work became very serious and careful.
I am very happy.
Player Bing Xin tears, A on August 14, 2017.