Chapter 31: contradiction

It took Zhou Yizhi a long time to recover from the shock. Hearing his words, the circles of his eyes suddenly turned red.
She actually had some speculations about whether her brother was also reborn, but because she never found any clues to confirm her thoughts, she didn't think about it anymore.
After all, for her, she avoided thinking about it. She didn't know how she would face the older brother from the previous life standing in front of her.
Or it can be said that the thing she is most afraid of is, if her brother is also born again, will he be grudge against herself and stay away from herself because of the things of the previous life.
But just now she got his promise.
He seemed to know herself better than herself, and knew all her fears, worries and weaknesses.
Zhou Yizhi was dumb for a long while before digesting the fact that each other was rebirth.
The sky gradually dimmed, and the people outside dispersed. No one passed by beside them. Xue Xi held Zhou Yizhi's hand with one hand, warmed her hand, and touched her cheek with the other hand, and said: "The day I first entered the house, you were sitting at the dining table. Are you actually waiting? I have dinner, but I am embarrassed to take the initiative? The butler is actually you who let him come?"
Zhou Yizhi nodded, and then felt a little embarrassed: "Because when you entered the house in the last life, you didn't make a good impression on you, so that day I also told Aunt He to make something you like to eat. I plan to surprise you... "
Xue Xi rubbed her forehead and smiled: "It seems that there is only surprise but no joy."
"I can see it, you seem to think I am giving you a laxative." Zhou Yizhi choked silently.
But she secretly said in her heart that there is a reason for her brother to be so cautious. After all, she would do this kind of thing in her previous life.
She looked up at the person in front of her with a guilty conscience, and complained: "As a result, before I had time to say a few words to you, you turned around and went out."
Xue Xi nodded: "I didn't know that you were born again, but I was worried that you would hate me the first time I met."
Zhou Yizhi's nose was sour, he hugged him, and said softly: "I don't hate it...I like you, but what do you mean by cancelling each other out? What do you mean by giving me seven days to think about it?"
"Don't you like me in this life?" Zhou Yizhi looked up at Xue Xi, waiting for his answer.
Xue Xi looked at her with her whole person in her eyes, without hesitation, and said, "I like it."
To be honest, Zhou Yizhi just took a sigh of relief in his heart, for fear of hearing the answer that he didn't want to hear. Although he was very sure in his heart, there is probably no one in this world who likes him more than the person in front of him.
But about some feelings did not know when they had already quietly deteriorated, from caring to possessive, so that she also wanted this answer more than she thought.
Fortunately, this person is calm enough.
Zhou Yizhi was a little happy, a little proud, but tried to suppress it, and said: "Then I need to confess first?"
"I like you, you know." Xue Xi said softly.
He thought for a while, and then considered Zhou Yizhi: "But I hope you can clearly distinguish the difference between like and guilt."
Zhou Yizhi understood what he meant, but it was inevitable that there was some slight pain in his heart.
If you were someone else, you might feel that the feeling you gave was pure guilt, and that the late feeling was not pure, so you might misunderstand her.
But if this person is the one in front of them, there will never be those misunderstandings between them.
What he thought was not "she did something wrong to make up for it" but "would she be out of breath if she felt guilty".
He is always thinking for her.
Zhou Yizhi wanted to give him an affirmative answer immediately, telling him decisively that it was not because of guilt, but because he really liked him. But saying this now is too unconvincing, and he may not believe it.
What's more, she has never liked people, and has never felt the emotions of moths fighting fire. This is the first time in two lifetimes. She didn't want to take it out hastily to exchange his enthusiasm and affection.
She also wanted to pay him something equal.
So Zhou Yizhi opened his mouth, just "um", and asked: "Do you think I love you because of the kindness of my previous life?"
Xue Xi did not speak.
Zhou Yizhi looked at him and tried to tell him all of his thoughts frankly: "Actually I don't know, I don't know what I am out of. But seeing you talking to other girls, I will be very Annoyed, I will also panic when I see you are not jealous..."
"...I want to stay with you, stay together, want to kiss, and try to do other things. But I don't know if these are likes. It sounds more like possessive."
Zhou Yi said these words while thinking, speaking very slowly.
Because the neighborhood was very noisy, only Xue Xi could hear what she said.
Xiaoxue rolled up under the street lamp.
Xue Xi listened to her saying these words, gave a soft "um" and suddenly smiled.
His eyes were different from the usual gentle and peaceful smile, but with a certain contented bright color, shining with a thin light, as if some hope was ignited, and he looked at Zhou Yizhi deeply.
"What are you laughing at?" Zhou Yi later realized that he had said something shameful.
Her face suddenly turned red.
He plunged his face into his arms at once.
But Zhou Yizhi thought, silly brother, it's too easy to be satisfied.
The street lamp stretched the shadows of the two people. Seeing that the snow was getting bigger and bigger, the two people walked back.
Untied a knot in her heart, Zhou Yizhi's heart relaxed a lot. She dragged Xue Xi's waist and refused to let go, looking like she was being dragged away by Xue Xi. Couples talk about love in this way regardless of occasion, and no one casts their eyes too much on them, except that they can't help but fall on their faces.
"So I'll give you seven days, you think about it." Xue Xi continued what he said just now, said.
Zhou Yizhi laughed and asked, "I still say I like you after seven days, what should I do?"
Xue Xi pressed her raised head into his arms, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and said in her ear: "Then, I won't let you go back."
Zhou Yizhi raised his head excitedly when he heard the words: "Really? What are you going to do to me?!"
"Can I climb the bed?" Zhou Yizhi couldn't help but flex his hands: "Although the body is not an adult, but the mentality is already an adult, it's okay to sleep together, but there is a problem -" She glanced at Xue Xi: "You kiss too much Bad, I think I have to practice a few times."
Xue Xi:...
Zhou Yizhi was about to stand on tiptoe.
Although Xue Xi said that after seven days, if she didn't repent, then there would be no chance of repentance. At this time, she should push her forehead away. But I don't know why, he looked at her slightly watery lips that came up to her, awkwardly, lowered his head, and made a light print on the corner of her lips.
Zhou Yizhi was caught off guard and almost smashed her foot.
Xue Xi picked her up.
Zhou Yizhi's face is always hot when he plays a rogue.
"Hurry up and go home." She licked the kissed place and said.
In fact, it took more than 20 minutes for the two to be honest with each other. The driver was still waiting in the parking lot. Zhou Yizhi rushed over and stomped his feet outside the car door, shaking off the snow on his body.
Xue Xi walked over and opened the door for her.
As soon as the two of them got in the car, the driver of Zhou's family turned his head and looked over. He just opened his mouth and asked where he wanted to go. As a result, he saw Zhou Yizhi's movements unnaturally sitting down by the window, looking out the window, clenching his hands into fists, unconsciously Biting her thumb, in the cold, her cheeks were so red.
Xue Xi took off her coat and shook outside the car before entering.
driver:……
Is it a quarrel? The driver couldn't help thinking about why the young lady was so excited.