Chapter 47: memory

Consciousness is so muddled, like sinking into a quagmire, no one can escape.
There are countless fragments in my mind, strange and familiar scenes alternate with each other. There are handsome young people who are holding the hands of a toddler little milk doll and smiling with joy, some sturdy men scold the little doll with a serious face, and some children cry in front of the young man with his eyes closed. A woman with a tear-stained nose and a more beautiful face gently strokes her round belly and speaks coldly to a child; there is a young man who is taller than his peers and has a stout body like a calf who is laughed at, a young man alone Sitting silently in the corner watching the room full of people teasing around a small girl doll with delicate facial features; there are tall, sturdy teenagers who are practicing martial arts with no expression, and there are servants shaking their heads and sighing, looking at the teenagers who are not at all feminine and pity of……
Who? who is it?
As soon as the picture turns, the little girl suddenly grows into a charming little girl. The little girl has willow eyebrows, apricot eyes and cherry lips, and her skin is like porcelain. Every day, the eyes of the people around them also look at the teenagers. Contempt every day.
"Miss Gu is beautiful, this ugly elder brother is her brother? How could it be possible!"
"The ancient Yun Longsheng nine sons are different, sincerely don't deceive me!"
"Some people are as beautiful as flowers, some are ugly as unsalted, are they talking about these brothers and sisters?"
The woman who gathered the crowds of admiration or admiration smiled softly, like a flower blooming to make people feel disappointed, while the young man with sharp faces beside the woman clenched his fists quietly and bowed his head silently. The woman who perceives the embarrassment of the young man smiles more coquettishly, raising her slender hand, plucking a flower and pinning it on her hair like a waterfall. The picturesque brows are more charming than flowers.
With the unparalleled beauty of the woman, the famous rumors spread by her brother, who is eight feet tall and hunky-backed, are rumored. Every time young people go to the street, they will be pointed and commented.
"Don't go out, lest you lose our Gu family's face!" The woman scolded him coldly in front of the person, and relentlessly restrained him.
Young people living alone in a courtyard are becoming silent, practicing kung fu all day and night, often sitting alone by the wild river in a daze.
The picture turned again, it was a rugged mountain road, and a few vicious criminals were chasing after a luxuriously decorated carriage.
The woman's horrified scream, the clang of weapons intersecting, and the roar of frightened horses echoed in her ears. Suddenly, a sharp pain hit her chest, and the young man flew out of the cliff!
The body lost weight instantly, and the heartbeat almost stopped beating. The fear of being enveloped in death came to my heart like the sound of wind whistling in my ears
"Huh..." Gu Feng, sweating profusely, sat up abruptly.
"Changfeng!" Shen Yanbei embraced him in surprise, and kept kissing the side of his face, and said with lingering fear: "You have shed a lot of blood..." The sharp corner of the stone poked a hole in the back of Gu Changfeng's head, and it flowed. His hands are full of blood.
Gu Changfeng was stunned, and his backhand firmly hugged Shen Yanbei. The strength was so great that he wanted to melt him into the blood.
Shen Yanbei took a cold breath, and found that the youth looked distressed, he held his face and kissed the white lips, kissed and softly soothed: "It's okay, long-seal, it's okay..."
"Yanbei..." Gu Changfeng blinked sour eyes and opened his lips to welcome him in. That expression made Shen Yanbei frown.
It is rare for young people to take the initiative, but unfortunately their emotions are not right. Shen Yanbei was so distressed that he whispered, "Tell me where it's uncomfortable, don't hold it in my heart." Gu Changfeng is not a weak person. He has never seen Gu Changfeng so gaffe.
"I..." Gu Changfeng's throat was dumb, "I just saw my memory..."
Shen Yanbei was overjoyed: "Did you remember?"
Gu Changfeng nodded and shook his head, his eyes a little blank. That is his memory. The men and women and women in the picture seem to be his family members, but...
The loneliness and pain implied in those pictures made him panic. His heart was very resistant to this memory, and he didn't want to remember it!
Gu Changfeng frowned and remained silent, Shen Yanbei lifted the broken hair from his forehead and looked straight into his eyes: "What's the matter? Unhappy?"
Gu Changfeng held his hand, his voice trembling: "If I can't remember..."
"What does it matter then?" Shen Yanbei looked serious, "You only need to know that you are my husband of Shen Yanbei, and don't think about others if you are not happy."
Gu Changfeng made a heavy "um" sound, the stone in his heart fell to the ground, and most of the depression in his heart disappeared.
"Do you feel any discomfort? Does the headache hurt?" A bandage was wrapped around Gu Changfeng's head, and Shen Yanbei felt that the white color was an eyesore.
"It's okay. It's just skin injuries. Don't worry about it." He suffered some minor injuries from the black bear's paw, but as long as he was able to adjust his breath for a few days, it would be fine. Day is fine.
Shen Yanbei didn't believe him, and brought the chicken soup that had been boiled and skimmed over: "Drink the soup and have a good rest."
Fearing that Shen Yanbei would not let him do any work as before, Gu Changfeng said hurriedly, "I'm really fine."
Shen Yan frowned at Beimeifeng, without a word, took a sip of the soup and then pinched Gu Changfeng's chin to directly block his lips.
Gu Changfeng blushed when the delicious chicken soup was put in his mouth. Shen Yanbei licked his lips and warned, "Be good."
Gu Changfeng's face turned redder, and he hurriedly picked up the spoon to drink the soup by himself.
Shen Yanbei was only satisfied, but he thought of the dangers before, and was extremely depressed: "Go out and play, I don't know where the bear is, so bad!" The good mood is gone, and the wife is still injured. uncle!
"It's better for us to meet than other villagers." With the size of the black bear, ordinary people are more ugly than good.
This makes sense, and the anger in Shen Yanbei's heart rested a little: "I have notified the village chief to let the villagers go up the mountain to be careful in the future."
"What happened to the black bear?"
Shen Yanbei said unhappily: "Dead, slaughtered." Gu Changfeng slashed the black bear with a slash, and the black bear that was blind ran madly, and finally died of exhaustion. It's not that the hunting and killing of protected animals is not allowed in modern times. He didn't have any mercy on this cannibal animal. Zhou Yu told the village chief to call the villagers to take the bear back and kill it. Every household was given a bit of black bear meat, and he kept the black bear skin and bile.
Gu Chang's cover reveals hesitation: "Can this bear eat?"
"It can be eaten. I left a bear paw, and I will stew it for you tonight." Shen Yanbei helped him to lie down, "I will call you when dinner is over."
"I'm not sleepy." Gu Changfeng was a little embarrassed. He just woke up, where could he fall asleep? The most important thing is that he doesn't want to recall those messy people and things.
Shen Yanbei looked at him solemnly: "You are injured."
"I want to look at you." Gu Changfeng's calm black eyes met him.
Shen Yanbei's eyes softened suddenly, and he kissed him on his lips, and said in a helpless and indulgent tone: "You really can't help it."
Gu Changfeng blushed unconsciously.
Finally, Shen Yanbei moved a reclining chair to the kitchen and asked Gu Changfeng to lie down and watch him make capers.
Take the emerald green beans off the shelf, wash them and control the water, then cut a part into small pieces, add a little salt and put them in an airtight container. Then add three large bowls of water to the pot, put a few star anises, and a handful of Chinese pepper. After the fire is boiled, pour boiling water on the beans. After the container was filled with boiling water, Shen Yanbei put the lid on. In order to prevent air leakage, he deliberately buckled the container upside down into a basin filled with water.
"This is a simple version of capers, which can be eaten the day after tomorrow." Shen Yanbei explained, "make another one that can be stored for a long time." As he said, put a few star anise, pepper and a little salt into the brush and burn it. Stir-fry in a dry pan for a while, then add water to a boil, turn off the heat when the salt has melted.
The remaining beans were stuffed into the sauerkraut jar, Shen Yanbei poured the dried pepper water down, and finally sealed the jar mouth.
"The beans will slowly ferment in the water, and you can eat them when the strong sourness comes out." Shen Yanbei put the sauerkraut jar in the shady corner and turned to Gu Chang and said, "Okay, go have a rest."
Gu Changfeng looked at him quietly: "I don't want to sleep."
Shen Yanbei raised his eyebrows: "I will read to you."
"Okay." Gu Changfeng responded, eyes full of expectation.
So the two went back to the bedroom.
Shen Yanbei took a book and sat on the edge of the bed, while Gu Changfeng lay on the bed and watched him.
This is a storybook, bought by the original owner, and Shen Yanbei roughly turned it over. It is about the love story between Fairy Rabbit and the farmer.
"Cough cough!" Shen Yanbei cleared his throat and began to tell the ancients' bedtime stories. "There is a diligent and simple farmer in Changjia Village called Chang Sheng. He returned from work in the field and picked up one by the river. A fluffy little white rabbit..."
The young man's voice is clear and mellow, and the story of the story is ups and downs and fascinating. Gu Changfeng gradually became fascinated by it.
"...The two of them carried the white heads together and became the envy of everyone." After reading a book, Shen Yanbei felt a little dry in his mouth, but when he glanced at Gu Changfeng, his eyes were clear and there was no sleepiness.
After throwing the book away, Shen Yanbei got up and went to drink water. When he came back, he tilted his body and lay on Gu Changfeng's side.
"Close your eyes and sleep with me for a while." Shen Yanbei stretched out his hand to cover his eyes.
The smell of youth lingered at the end of his nose. Gu Changfeng felt at ease, and he said softly, closing his eyes obediently.
"Really good." Shen Yanbei smiled and kissed his forehead, and closed his eyes. Originally, he just wanted to close his eyes and take a nap. He overestimated his mental strength and physical strength too much. The room was quiet and peaceful, his whole body relaxed, and he fell asleep after a while.
Hearing the sound of shallow breathing, Gu Changfeng slowly opened his eyes and looked at Shen Yanbei's sleeping face full of remorse.
After walking so long in the morning, I was busy cooking for them later, and I was scared for him later. The young man was tired enough, but he didn't realize that it made the little temper to ask him to coax him.
Sideways touched Shen Yan's north lip, Gu Changfeng's eyes were deep: "No matter what identity I am, I am your husband."