Chapter 12:
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My Feelings Can Wait
- Min Ran
- 2397 characters
- 2021-03-04 09:57:45
After breaking up in the last life, Jing Xun blocked Ji Yuyan, and soon the WeChat account was also abandoned. Since then, Ji Yuyan has completely lost the last touch with Jing Xuan.
Jing Xiu only glanced at Ji Yooyan's mobile phone interface to see through Ji Yooyan's intentions. She remained calm and said in a flat tone: "Yes. I will ask me to show you Xiaoxiao later. Haven't you already added friends?"
Ji Youyan instantly became depressed, took his phone back, and changed his words again: "No, it's really worthless."
She touched the darkened phone, pulled out a generous smile, and convinced Jing Xiu: "If you really don't like to owe me favors, please come and go, next time you give me something." said this. In other words, she blushed a little, and she was probably the first person to ask Jingxun for a gift so cheeky.
Jing Xiu laughed almost inaudibly, unexpectedly speaking easily: "Okay."
Before Ji Yuyan was happy, Jing Xiu continued: "Then I will ask Xiaoxiao to give you afternoon tea in the next few days. How about cakes and espresso coffee?"
"Wake up," she said coldly.
Ji Yuyan felt bitter on the tip of his tongue just listening, and reflexively refused: "Huh? No need."
Jing Xiu suppressed the lips he wanted to raise, and in a very negotiating manner, he agreed, "Okay, it doesn't matter, then you can tell Xiaoxiao what you want." Before Ji Yuyan could respond, she finalized the matter and asked: "Any thing else?"
Ji Yuyan shook his head blankly.
"Thank you then, go and rest, good night." After speaking, she closed the door gently.
Ji Yooyan looked at the door of the room and reacted in a daze for a moment, and laughed blankly. Although she seemed to be stunned again, and she asked for a WeChat opportunity to be dismissed at will, but she was almost certain that Jing Xun gave her the particularly bitter Black Forest cake on purpose.
Jing Xiu was scornful to her. This discovery made Ji Yuyan's heart sinking in the bottom almost flying away.
She stroked the cold door panel, said "good night" softly, and returned to the room contentedly.
She leaned on the bed and took the e-book to read, but she was always restless. Switching one book, another book, she finally compromised with herself.
Close the e-book for a tablet and log in to WeChat. Ji Yuyan trembling fingertips opened the video link Ruan Ningwei sent her.
The video was played more than she thought, and there were so many barrages at the beginning that she couldn't see the picture clearly. She closed the barrage and watched quietly by herself.
As the pictures flowed, the past that had passed years was clearly and visibly repeated before her eyes.
It was when she and Jing Xiu met each other for the first time, separated from the crowd; it was the jerky and awkwardness of their first dormitory conversation; it was during the pre-match training, she hugged Jing Xiu, who had suffered from heatstroke, with fast eyes and hands; it was her It was Jing Xiu who devoted himself to correcting Jing Xiu's out-of-tune, it was Jing Xiu who tirelessly taught her dance moves; it was hundreds of days and nights in and out at the same time, it was Jing Xiu who saved himself from the edge of elimination time and time again.
They reddened their eyes and laughed happily, facing the camera with undisguised sincerity and closeness.
Ji Yooyan's breathing began to heavier. At the end of the video, Jing Xun stretched out her hand towards the elimination stage. She flew over and paused at the scene where she hugged Jing Xun, with moist eyes.
She clicked on the barrage, and the dazzling red "囍" was all over the screen.
Ji Yuyan finally lost control of his emotions, and tears fell on the screen drop by drop along his cheeks. She raised her hand to wipe her tears, gritted her teeth and refused to make a sound.
After breaking up in her last life, she had tortured herself in her heart countless times. She was so good and so happy in the beginning, why did she end up so hard and so unhappy in the end. Once she died and lived again, the more she invented the answer.
It's all her work, and her fault.
There will be a recording to meet someone tomorrow, and she has no capital to cry today. So after Ji Yuyan entered the glass room and put a cold towel on his eyes, he didn't have the courage to click on the other video links that Ruan Ningwei sent her. Instead, he clicked on a novel she sent as a bedtime story.
Before Ruan Ningwei entered the circle, she was the goddess of the Chinese department of a key school. Ji Youyan glanced through two chapters and confirmed her writing skills in her heart.
Flat and straightforward, but fascinating.
The third chapter of the novel wrote about the beginning of their two-month training at that time-three days of military training mixed with Su Tuo. In the midsummer season of July and August, the program team was worried that everyone would be tanned, and the venue was humanely selected indoors. Although there is no air conditioning, but without the sun's scorching, training comfort has been improved by more than half. As someone who has received military training all the way, three days is nothing to Ji Youyan, and to most people, it is nothing.
But Jing Xuan, who has always been spoiled, fainted due to heat stroke.
At that time, it was the hottest time of noon, and all the staff were practicing standing and correcting their bodies in the hall. Standing behind Jing Xuan, Ji Yooyan saw that Jing Xuan was not quite right, and he was faltering. He immediately stepped forward quickly with his hands and hugged Jing Xuan who was falling down.
Ruan Ningwei described that it was the first time Jing Xuan was tempted by Ji Yuyan.
The corners of Ji Yuyan's lips rose unconsciously, denying from the bottom of his heart: That's not the case.
Although, it seems to be related.
Later, when she was tired of crookedness, she asked Jing Xun when she found that she was a little moved. Jing Xiu put her pillow on her arm, selling Guanzi and asked her to guess.
She jokingly asked if it was love at first sight, Jing Xiu bit her shoulder lightly and scorned her: "You think it's pretty."
So she continued to guess if it was the time to catch her by herself. She pretended to exaggerate: "Did I appear like a hero at the time, appearing in your spinning world, saving the world you are about to fall, and making your heart beat in an instant.
Jing Xiu laughed out loud and said bluntly: "Quickly stop boasting, I was so dizzy at the time, how can I think about this."
Ji Yuyan wondered, oh, it's so uncomfortable, how can I still think about these beautiful things.
But Jing Xiu said: "However, it is not completely unrelated."
Jing Xiu said that when she woke up after heatstroke, in the darkness of the room, when she saw herself painting and painting under a small lamp at the desk, she suddenly became confused.
It may be that the uncomfortable mind is too fragile, it may be that Ji Yuyan's focused look is too charming, or it may be that the breeze and the moon at that time are too beautiful.
Ji Yuyan was a little unbelievable: "You tested me again if I knew French. You found out that I lied to you before. I thought it was a deduction."
At that time, she found that Jing Xiu was awake and was concerned about whether she should drink water, but Jing Xiu asked her why she didn't go to training. After all, at this stage, giving up training is equivalent to giving up shots.
Ji Yuyan handed her the water and joked that he wanted to be lazy.
Jing Xiu guessed her intentions, thanked her, and then asked her what she was doing. After learning that Ji Yuyan was writing the song, she curiously asked if she could listen to it.
Ji Yooyan held the guitar and sang to her for a short while, when Jing Xiu suddenly asked her: "Is this a folk song?"
After she answered her instinctively, "Is that so", she reacted with hindsight: Jing Xiu just asked in French.
Sure enough, the the opposite side bends her lips slyly, raises her eyebrows and asks her: "Didn't you say you can't speak French?" Jing Xiu went to the next dormitory in the middle of the night to speak French and asked her inexplicably, "You Can you speak French?", she denied at the time.
So the moment Jing Xiu broke through the lie, Ji Yooyan was panicked, and only felt like he was done. She was found lying just a few days after she met. An arrogant girl like Jing Xiu might not tolerate a little sand in her eyes.
Unexpectedly, Jing Xiu smiled when he heard the word "deduction item", and gave her a kiss, and said softly: "It's a bonus item."
Ji Yuyan asked her why again, but Jing Xiu refused to say it again, but said sweetly, "I will tell you when I have a chance in the future."
The mobile phone alarm clock rang timely, reminding Ji Yuyan that it is time to take a good health and beauty sleep. There is still work tomorrow, so there is no room for error. Ji Yoon closed the page sensibly and lay down to rest.
Before falling asleep, the phrase "later" reverberated in her mind repeatedly.
Later...she can still wait until after this now, right?
The second day was a busy schedule.
Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun both got up early in the morning. After hurriedly eating breakfast, they hurriedly rehearsed the opening show in the hotel exercise room. After that, the entire program crew was transferred to Lingzhou International Film and Television Center for rehearsal before the formal recording in the afternoon.
According to the process, Ji Youyan and Yang Anran took the rehearsal behind Liang Zhen, and Jing Xuan made his final appearance after Su Lihang. After the rehearsal, Ji Youyan stayed here to watch Jingxuan's rehearsal.
Compared with the action in the movie "Big Industry", the opening show of Jingxuan and Zhou Cheng's opposite scene is naturally a lot simplified and a lot less visible, but Jingxuan's movements are as smooth as clouds and flowing, and his momentum and acting skills are even more supportive. The whole scene was upset.
Apart from admiring Ji Yuyan, he worried about Jingxun's body.
Lin Yue said that Sister Kai urged her to go back to get her hair done. Ji Youyan got up and walked to the lounge with her feet up. After passing by and communicating with the director, Jingxun and Zhou Cheng were drinking water in the audience. She stopped her footsteps and praised her appropriately: "The two teachers have worked so hard. They are very exciting. I couldn't bear to blink my eyes after the rehearsal."
While talking, she looked closely at the expressions of Jing Xiu and Yao Xiao. Jing Xiu looked calm, and Yao Xiao's expression was also very relaxed.
Zhou Cheng modestly said: "Teacher Ji, you passed the award, I just cooperated, mainly because Mr. Jing performed well." After speaking, he looked at Jing Xuan, thinking Jing Xuan would cooperate and say something.
Unexpectedly, Jing Xiu only replied with a lack of interest: "Ms. Zhou is humble."
Ji Yooyan didn't care when he received the cold reception. She confirmed that Jing Xiu was not trying to force herself, and said with interest: "Both teachers are too modest. Then I will go backstage first."
On the way back to the lounge, Lin Yue quietly looked at Ji Youyan, and saw that she was once again neglected by Jing Xiu, but instead smiled without anger, she swallowed the words that came to her lips.
Sister Ji is afraid that she is not a joke, right?
Back in the lounge, Ji Yuyan let Sister Kai toss her hair while reading the script that the contestant reported yesterday, taking notes in her heart. After lunch, I did not have time to take a break after putting on my makeup, so I was dragged by the director to a small meeting of mentors. After finishing the game process, the recording started without stopping.
At the beginning of the show is the tutor show. The actors come on stage in turn from the backstage channel. The tutors and assistants are waiting for instructions beside the channel. Liang Zhen and another actress were instructed to go to the stage, and the other instructors and actors leaned indifferently in the corner, cooperating with each other to review the script.
Five minutes later, Liang Zhen finished his performance and the front desk burst into neat applause. The scene instructed Ji Youyan and Yang Anran to be ready to play.
Lin Yue took the warm jacket that Ji Yoon took off, and followed in the footsteps of Ji Yoon on stage, to the platform diagonally opposite. Here you can see the performance at the front desk without being in the mirror.
The lights at the front desk dimmed, indicating that the performance was about to begin, and everything seemed to be quiet for an instant.
Lin Yue felt as if someone was walking behind him, approaching her, and the shadow under her feet was shaking and changing in the corner of the light.
She subconsciously wanted to turn around and take a look. Just turning her head to the side, she realized that Jing Xiu had also been on the platform without knowing when.
In the next moment, the front desk lights came on, followed by a ring of bells, and then Ji Youyan calmly sounded with a cheerful voice: "Okay, I see, thank Sister Qin, I will work hard."
Because of surprise and doubt, Lin Yue didn't even have the mind to watch Ji Youyan's performance, so she couldn't help but peer at Jing Xiu beside her with her left light.
Jing Xiu was holding the desk with one hand, standing tall and straight, watching the performance on stage motionlessly. Very focused.
The light on the stage is like the day, under its reflection, everything seems to be invisible.
Lin Yue discovered for the first time that Jing Xuan could also have such a gentle expression.
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Jing Xiu laughed: Don't think I don't know the hookup between you and Xiaoxiao.
On routine and anti routine.
Ji Ji’s grudge: Are all the demons who scan the code and find in the comments? ¬_¬`