Chapter 1948: : My childhood friend, where did I go wrong?

"If it weren't for you, there would be a case for me to investigate?" Chi Yishen's words refreshed Chi Yangyang's understanding of him time and time again. Before seeing him, she still held that he might be threatened to do bad things. Thought, it still seems to be her too
Naive, naive to stupid, "I'm afraid you haven't felt that you did something wrong until now?" "I just chose a different path from ordinary people. I live as I want. Where did I go wrong?" Chi Yi Looking at Chi Yangyang with a deep smile, like watching a child who is incapable of himself, and also like watching a little fool who hasn’t learned anything, "Chi Yangyang
, Wake up, you are already an adult, don't look at this world with such naive eyes. You have to understand that this world is inherently weak. If you do not become a cannibal, you will only become food in the end. "Do you think I look at the world with a naive look now?" "Chi Yishen's words shattered Chi Yangyang's three views time and time again, but she still hoped that he could remember the principles he taught her to be a human being, "Do you still remember how you taught her?
How do I behave? "
When she was very young, he often told her that the world is beautiful and life is beautiful, so she must be a kind and good person who is useful to society. Because life is like a mirror, if you smile at it, it will smile back at you.
She always remembered his teachings and looked at the world with kind and beautiful eyes. Even if she learns that her parents have been killed, she still thinks that this society is beautiful, and still thinks life is beautiful. What is not good is just one or two bad people... "Why don't you remember, I let you be a kind person, let you Be a person who is useful to society." Chi Yishen was still smiling, but his smile was different from before, with a hint of sarcasm, "I used to coax children, but there was no
Thinking of you still remembering, you said you were stupid or not. "The truth you taught me has become a kid's word?" "In an instant, all the entanglements in Chi Yangyang's heart seemed to be slowly dissipating, and the hand holding her heart tightly seemed to be loosening slowly, making her inner fear and anxiety uneasy.
Fewer and fewer.
Chi Yishen nodded: "Yang Yang, when you grow up, you should look at the world from an adult's perspective." "I don't need you to teach me how to see the world." The person in front of him is heinous. The drug criminal Chen, he is no longer her father Chi Yishen, Chi Yangyang knew very well in her heart, she got up, "I have nothing to talk about with you.
You are ready to accept legal sanctions. "
"Chi Yangyang!" Chi Yishen cried out Chi Yangyang, who wanted to leave, and said again, "Life is only a few decades, so you can do whatever you want and live according to your true inner thoughts. Tell me, What’s wrong?
Chi Yangyang stood, and he sat, suddenly looking down at him:
A selfish person who doesn’t follow the law always has a hundred excuses and reasons to defend himself. You don’t know what you’re wrong. Where, stay here, someone will tell you you are wrong
where is it. "In the past few decades, I lived carefully. I am a good son in the eyes of my parents, a good husband in the eyes of my wife, a good father in the eyes of my daughter, and a good subordinate in the eyes of my boss...I am sensible and obedient. I lived what everyone wanted me to live, but I was not happy at all. In the past decades of life, I have never felt what real happiness is. I am like a robot with no emotions. I do what others think is good. In the past two years, I have been licking blood from the knife. I may die at any time, but it is very exciting and I am very happy. I no longer have to worry about the eyes of others, and I no longer have to tell me what I can do or cannot. Do, i live by
Feel free, this is the meaning of my life, even if it is short, but I am willing. "Chi Yishen spoke with enthusiasm and enthusiasm. You can hear his words from the bottom of his heart and absolutely no performance.
"You really can't save!" Chi Yangyang didn't want to look at him any more, and didn't want to waste his words with him, turned around and left. However, Chi Yishen’s voice sounded behind her like a curse:
Yang Yang, you are my child, and my blood is flowing in your body. The things you inherited from me are carved in your bones. You will be more and more like me, in the future there will be
God, you will understand why I did this, and you will understand what kind of life is the real life. "
"No, no, I'm different from you, we're different." Chi Yangyang covered her ears, she didn't want to listen.
Even if she is his daughter, even if there is his blood flowing in her body, but she is different from him, she is different from him in nature, she is absolutely impossible to become as cruel as him.
"Yang Yang, I believe I won't wait too long that day, I am waiting for you..." He smiled, his laughter was cold and evil.
"No! No! I won't become you!" Chi Yangyang ran like a scourge, she was going to leave here, away from the person who scared her.
She is her, she is an independent individual, she will never become Chi Yishen.
"Little four eyes..." After going out, Chi Yangyang hit a solid wall of flesh. Hang Jin put her in his arms and called her name over and over again, "It's okay, it's okay, Everything has passed, it has passed." His warm breath surrounded her, making her cold body and flustered heart warm up little by little. She buried her head in his arms and said softly: "I know it's okay. Because those are my nightmares, and it's time to wake up now.
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"Little four eyes!" Hang Jin rubbed her forehead with his chin, patted her back with the palm of his right hand, softly comforting, "No matter whether it is a dream or not, don't be afraid. I will be with you, no matter where I am be with you."
"Yeah." Chi Yangyang nodded and hugged his waist firmly, so that she would feel his body temperature and let her know that he was indeed by her side.
Hang Jin hugged her up: "There is nothing to do with us here. Let's go home now."
"Yeah." Chi Yangyang asked him to hold him, and gave a soft hum.
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As soon as he arrived at the parking lot, Hang Jin’s cell phone in his pocket notified that he had received a new message. He took out his cell phone to check it, and then put it back: "The third sister is back to the capital."
Chi Yangyang whispered: "Because of my business, you didn't accompany the third sister well this time, sorry!" "What nonsense, I will spend a lot of time with her in the future." Hang Jin opened the deputy. Driving the car door, put Chi Yangyang in the passenger cabin, fasten her seat belt, and lightly bit her on the face before he walked around to the cab, "Little Siyan, you don’t have anything. I must have thought about it. Go home and give me a good rest for two days. We will go out for our honeymoon in two days."