Chapter 490: : Sins suffered

"You don't understand. The latest and fastest update on February 8th, China.net" Xiao Yuanfeng shook his head, still reluctant to get out of his desk.
Rather than let his daughter see him now that he is not like a human or a ghost, he would rather be a dead person.
Acknowledging that he had died many years ago, and keeping the heroic image of integrity and sunshine many years ago in her daughter's heart.
Be the hero in her heart forever
He is timid.
So small that he would not dare to face her formally as long as he thought that his daughter might have horrified eyes when she saw him, and might have various contemptuous looks.
He is just like these days, looking at her from a distance, guarding her, and knowing that she is safe and healthy, he is also satisfied.
But he was not so satisfied. He looked at her from a distance, and he wanted to hear her voice, and when he heard her voice, he wanted to hug her again.
Human beings are such strange creatures. They will never be satisfied with the status quo. Once their wishes have been fulfilled, they will immediately have new ideas.
Seeing his father’s appearance, Xiao Qinghe felt distressed like a knife, and he said: "Dad, you come out first, you believe me. Now that medicine is so advanced, when we go abroad, I will definitely find a good cosmetic surgeon. You get back to what you were."
"Qinghe, can I really change back to my original appearance? Is it really possible?" Xiao Yuanfeng asked several times.
If he didn't want to recognize his daughter, it would not be so important for him to restore his original appearance.
But he wants to recognize his daughter, wants to hear her daughter use a nice voice, call him father, wants to hold her daughter in his arms, and tell her personally that she is his daughter. China Net
In this life, he has lived until now, his enemy is dead, and it is his daughter who continues to support him.
"Dad, it's okay, it's definitely okay." Xiao Qinghe helped Xiao Yuanfeng get up, and said again, "We will tell Ranran when your appearance is restored."
"Can I really recognize it? Will she really recognize me?" Xiao Yuanfeng was still very unconfident.
"Dad, you should know. However, she often asks me about you. Ranran often says, if she could see you, it would be great." After a pause, Gu Qinghe continued, "She grew up Living in Jian's house, Jian Zhengtian didn't show their mother and daughter a good face. Later, if she hadn't been protected by Gu Nanjing, she might have not known what Jian Zhengtian sent to do."
"I am sorry for both of them, mother and daughter, but I was unable to rescue them from the fire pit. If I came back that year, I would bring them back from Jian Zhengtian. Her mother would not She will be forced to commit suicide by jumping off the building, and she will not be used as a betrayal or as a chess piece."
At the mention of this incident, Xiao Yuanfeng thumped his chest with hatred.
He knew that it was his own child, but because he didn't want to be controlled by Jian Zhengtian, he didn't recognize their mother and daughter for several years. When he made up his mind to pick them up, he was conspired by others.
"Dad, you are not to blame for these. We all know that you are pretending to be the mother and daughter in your heart. If it weren't for a car accident and your original face was ruined, you would crawl back even if you crawled." His father's temperament, Xiao Qinghe was still young, but he remembered it clearly.
Xiao Yuanfeng said sadly: "These are neither excuses nor reasons. In short, I am useless to make the two of them suffer so much. If I have a little use, I cannot look at her mother. I have been in the deep water for so many years, but I can't save them."
He always knew that Jian Ran was his daughter. It was Jian Zhengtian and the Gu family who joined forces to give Jian Ran's mother to him, trying to threaten him to do things for them.
At that time, he was still too young. For the sake of himself, his fame and ideals, he did not want to be threatened by them, and still went his own way.
Later, Jian Zhengtian would help the fake Qin family father to get rid of him, and it had a lot to do with him not cooperating with them to do some nasty things.
But at that time, he didn't know who was going to get rid of him.
After many years of the incident, he slowly found out that it turned out that the person who really wanted to put him to death was not the Gu Jian family, but the old Qin family hiding in the dark.
He searched for many years before finding out. After many years of investigation, he found evidence, which proved that it was the old man of the Qin family who wanted to get rid of him, and he began to retaliate.
Who would have imagined that when he was ready to get rid of the old thing by his own method, the old thing was revealed to be just a fake.
Without him, the identity of the enemy has been exposed.
Just when he tried every means to go to the prison of the Jiangbei Military Region to see his enemy, he heard the news again that his enemy was dead.
He didn't have time to do anything, and the person who made his life worse than death died so easily.
In his anger, he found the most innocent Qin Xiaobao for revenge.
At that time, he was blinded by hatred. He only wanted to avenge himself and his daughter, but he forgot that he did that. What was the difference from Shen Yuan's beast.
Whenever he thinks that Qin Xiaobao was so badly wounded by himself and almost killed his life, Xiao Yuanfeng was worried and afraid.
He stammered worriedly: "Qinghe, Dad did something worse than a beast. If Ranran knows, she will not forgive Dad. So we still don’t tell her, I don’t want to ruin the beautiful image in her mind. ."
"Dad, do you really understand. No matter what you become, you are Ranran's father. As the saying goes, knowing mistakes can improve Mo Dayan. Ranran...she won't blame you." Speaking of this, Xiao Qinghe's There is no bottom in my heart.
"No, no...Don't tell her, just ask her to come and sit at home regularly, I'll look at her secretly and listen to her." Xiao Yuanfeng flinched again.
For him, he can still be satisfied if he can listen to the voice of his beloved daughter and take a quiet look at her.
He once thought that he could only live in the dark and be a walking dead in his entire life. He never expected to recognize his son, and to look at his daughter so close, to hear her personally say that in her In his heart, he is also a hero.
Once, he also felt that he was a hero.
When working in a government department, how many people give him gifts and red envelopes, but he has never received gifts from anyone.
He used practical actions to tell others what it means to lead by example.
Once, he could proudly say to himself that he was a hero.
But that car accident ruined everything about him.
In order to survive, he drank the sewage in the ditch, ate the sour and smelly food in the trash can, slept in the dark and humid haunted house, and fought with many rats.