Chapter 619: : The meaning of 131224

Listening to Xiao Ranran's soft voice, Jian Ran only felt that something passed through her heart, and the tears that could not be easily stopped with a sore nose rolled out again.
She wanted to harden her heart and pretend that she couldn't see the baby, but she couldn't do it, just like she couldn't forget Qin Yue.
She squatted down and held Baby Ran in her arms and rubbed her head: "Baby Ran, I'm sorry! I'm sorry mom!"
"Mom, Ranran don't want you to say sorry! Ranran wants you to accompany Ranran!" Although Xiao Ranran didn't understand many things at a young age, she knew that children with father and mother were the happiest.
Before, when she did not have a mother, her father, grandparents, and little aunt, each of them loved her very much, but some people would still say that she was so pitiful.
Because other children have mothers, but when she was born, her mother flew away, so others thought she was so pitiful.
She wants to be a happy child, so she shouldn't be a poor child as others say.
"Mom, I love my father, I love my mother!" Xiao Ranran hugged her mother's head and kissed Jian Ran with her soft lips. "If my mother leaves Ranran, she will cry!"
Her voice was soft, a childish voice peculiar to a child. It was supposed to be an innocent voice, but it also contained crying.
"My baby, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" Apart from the three words I'm sorry, Jian Ran didn't know what else she could say. Her daughter was so sensible that she was heartbroken.
She was afraid of losing Qin Yue, Qin Yue didn't want to lose her, and the child didn't want to lose her mother even more.
She still had her and Qin Yue's children in her womb. How could she cruelly let the children lose their father before they were born.
After the child is born and grows up slowly, ask her where is her father?
At that time, did she have the courage to tell the child that her mother was pregnant with you and divorced her father, so you never had a chance to see your father.
If the child asked her why she divorced her father?
So how should she answer?
Does she want to tell her children that she divorced her father because her mother was afraid of losing her father.
This is a contradictory answer, but it really happened to her.
Because she was too afraid of losing Qin Yue completely, she gritted her teeth and endured the pain and filed for divorce.
Divorce also loses Qin Yue, but this loss is different from that kind of loss.
After the divorce, she is no longer his wife, but she can know the news of him, know that he is doing well every day, and fortunately to be able to look at him from a distance, that would be even better.
"Jian Ran, do you want to understand?" For the last time, Qin Yue gave her one last chance to consider and let her choose.
"I..." She was still scared.
How to do?
The thought of returning to him would make her lose him forever. Just thinking about it made her heartache so much that she couldn't breathe.
She dare not!
Jian Ran did not answer, that is, did not want to understand.
"Ranran!" Qin Yue called Xiao Ranran in a calm voice
"Dad?" Xiao Ranran raised her little head and looked at her father. There was worry in her big beautiful eyes, so she was worried that her father would lose his temper and make her mother cry.
"You take mom to the study." Didn't she want to work, he let her go to work, but she could only work by his side, and she could never let her leave him for half a step.
"Okay!" Xiao Ranran took Jian Ran's hand and took her to the study.
As long as mother doesn't leave father, as long as father is no longer fierce to mother, as long as father and mother change back to the way they were before... Thinking of them returning to the way they used to be together, Xiao Ranran is so happy, so happy that she is jumping around.
But there is still something in Jian Ran's heart. If this knot cannot be opened, she will not be able to live with Qin Yue in peace of mind.
"Qin Yue, we..."
"Go to the study and think about it. If you don't understand, don't think of this door." The overbearing and authoritarian Qin Yue is like a tyrant. He has the final say and can't tolerate others' resistance.
So, just like that, Jian Ran was left with Qin Yue.
He gave her a death order and asked her to think clearly. If she didn't know her clearly, she wouldn't let her out of the study door.
Jian Ran was sitting in front of Qin Yue's computer and accidentally bumped into the mouse on Qin Yue's desk. The sleeping computer woke up, and her picture appeared on the computer screen.
In the photo, she is wearing a white shirt with denim overalls, and a white sweater embroidered with a bear on the outside. Her long black hair is randomly tied into a ponytail...
Looking at this photo, Jian Ran was unconsciously attracted by the self in the photo.
Jian Ran in the photo has a bright smile, energetic, and looks so confident.
If she remembers correctly, her dress was just married to Qin Yue, and he had just taken up the post of President of Innovation and Technology not long ago. Because they settled a big order, the company organized her to dress when traveling to Bihai Villa.
Over the past so many years, she still remembers so clearly, because what happened that time made her memory too deep, so beautiful that people do not want to forget, so she kept it in her mind.
Because those good memories were given to her by Qin Yue, she still remembered Qin Yue telling her-her backer was the president.
He also said to her-her past has nothing to do with him, he only cares about her future.
The bits and pieces of that trip were so deeply engraved in her mind, so she could remember it for the first time.
However, she did not remember that Qin Yue helped her take pictures.
But looking at the background of the photo, it was a colorful rose flower, she knew under what circumstances the photo was taken.
After so many years, Qin Yue still keeps her photos, and uses her photos as the computer startup screen.
Jian Ran's heart trembled again, both excited and worried and afraid.
She clicked the mouse, and a dialog box for entering the password appeared. Jian Ran tried to enter the password, and it was Qin Yue's birthday.
The password is incorrect.
Jian Ran lost Xiao Ranran's birthday again, and once again prompted that the password was entered incorrectly.
Two times wrong, Jian Ran thought about it seriously, she entered her own birthday again, this time still prompted that the password was entered incorrectly.
It's not Qin Yue's birthday, it's not Xiao Ranran's birthday, it's not her birthday... Then is there any other special number?
After thinking about it, Jian Ran couldn't think of what kind of numbers were special to Qin Yue. She knocked them out and entered six numbers, and the password was right.
--131224.
This number, on the second day of their wedding, Qin Yue gave her a bank card, the password of the card was 131224.
Jian Ran remembered that 131224 was Christmas Eve on December 24, 2013.
Abandoned by her family that day, she was alone in a bar drinking sullen wine.
Later, she learned that it was also the first time she and Qin Yue met that day, and she vomited Qin Yue when she was drunk.