Chapter 638: : No absentee wedding

in the room.
As soon as Liu Yong left, Qin Yue's facial expression instantly changed, becoming gentle but not all gentle, more self-blaming and painful.
All along, at work, he can always plan for anything. No matter what kind of means his opponent uses, he can recognize his opponent's tricks and always keep himself in an invincible position.
For many years, he has been able to stand on the highest point and look down on everyone, but he has made mistakes time and time again when it comes to Jian Ran's affairs.
Is this what other people say that care is chaotic?
Because the more I want to protect Jian Ran, so that she will not be hurt at all, some people will try their best to hurt her.
A few years ago, she was taken by a caesarean section. He was not by her side, leaving her alone with so much panic, helplessness and fear.
This time, he was clearly by her side, and he could protect her, but she was seriously injured under his eyelids.
At this moment, thinking of the situation on the day of the explosion, he still feels like a knife. In the most urgent moment, he instinctively wants to protect his wife and children.
But he hugged Xiao Ranran, but couldn't hug Jian Ran... At the moment of the explosion, Jian Ran threw away his hand, just like Gu Nan Jingzhi made people hit them with a car many years ago, she chose to protect him.
She is obviously so petite, but she didn't hesitate to use her body to block the spreading fire, blocking the deadliest blow for him and Xiao Ranran.
Before going into a coma that day, she gritted her teeth and said to him: "Qin Yue, I'm sorry! I brought all this bad luck, so let me end it."
She said: "Qin Yue, I'm sorry! I'm so selfish and selfish, because I'm afraid of losing you, so please let me go."
She also said: "Qin Yue, I chose to divorce you. Actually, I don't want to divorce you at all. You don't know how much I like you. I love you so much that you are more important than my life. Because leaving you, I I don’t know what else I can do. It’s because I don’t know what else I can do. I can only let myself work, and only work can make me less painful and not always immersed in the pain of losing you."
She said: "Qin Yue, if you can, can you give me the three characters'Mrs Qin' when you erect the tombstone?"
Because being "Mrs. Qin" is the happiest time in her life, she wants to leave the world with this identity, hoping that he can fulfill her.
However, she didn't know that the divorce agreement was false, and the two divorce certificates were false. She has always been "Mrs. Qin" and his wife, Qin Yue, who cannot be changed in this life.
She said again: "My baby, I'm sorry! When you were young, your mother was not by your side, and now your mother can't continue to accompany you, but you must grow up healthy, and your mother will guard you from far away. ."
Finally, she also said that the person she is most sorry for is the baby in her womb, because of her selfishness, the baby has no chance to come into this world, no chance to see the beautiful sun, no chance to see the great rivers and mountains in the world.
She still had a lot of things to say to Qin Yue, but there was only darkness left in her world, and she felt that the life of the child in her belly was passing bit by bit.
"Baby, I'm sorry!" she said to her baby.
But she believes that her baby may understand her, and the baby should think the same as her. They protect their father and sister together. At least they must let the father and sister be well and let them both live well with their best wishes.
She said she was selfish and she didn't want to live alone, so she left him the chance of life.
She said the three words "I'm sorry" the most, she didn't know, that was what he hated most from her mouth.
He needs her, needs her to accompany him, needs her to enjoy his hard business kingdom with him.
Without him, she said she didn't know what she was living for, but she didn't know, without her, why did he live for?
The two hands hanging on his side were clenched tightly and then, Qin Yue gritted his teeth, trying to calm the pain in his heart that was rolling like waves.
After a long silence, Qin Yue's gaze shifted slightly, looking into the room from the door of the room.
In the room, Jian Ran was lying unconscious on the big bed.
The injury on her body is almost healed, but there is still no sign of soberness.
She was lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, looking quiet and serene.
If it wasn't for her face to be too pale, with no trace of blood, he might think she was just asleep.
Many times, Qin Yue thought she was asleep. As long as he waited a while, she would wake up, open her eyes and look at him, smile softly at him, and call his name softly-Qin Yue .
Except for her, almost no one called his name like this.
The elders, classmates and friends in the family called him Admiration, only she called him Qin Yue by first and last name.
He didn't know when he liked this name, he liked to hear the word "Qin Yue" softly yelled from her mouth.
Whenever he heard her calling him, he always felt that the relationship between them was closer. It seemed that this name only belonged to her, and he only belonged to her.
Just as he often called her by name and surname, he would feel that she was his and belonged to him alone.
"Jian Ran" He said hoarsely, and it took almost his entire life to call out Jian Ran's name.
He came to her bed and sat down, and carefully squeezed her hand into his palm: "Jian Ran, is your heart really so cruel? You don't want me, and you don't want our Xiao Ranran? You? Don’t you have a mother to see that she is only four years old?"
"After Xiao Ranran was born, she hadn't seen her mother until she was more than three years old. Seeing other children coquettish in her mother's arms, she always blinked her big beautiful eyes and asked me silently. Why do other children have a mother, and why does she not?"
"At this time, I can't meet her with clear eyes because I don't know how to tell her."
Speaking of the past, Qin Yue only felt that the pain in his heart surged more and more severely, like a never-stopping wave, so painful that he paused for a long time before he could continue to speak.
"Jian Ran, our wedding is scheduled for the 20th of next month. I will leave you twenty days to prepare. You can't miss the appointment."
The wedding has entered the final state of preparation. May 20 is the day Qin Yue chooses.
520 also the same I love you!
lifetime!
Even if Jian Ran does not wake up, he will carry her to attend their wedding.
She was absent for so many years in his life, and this time, in any case, he would not let her absent from their wedding.