Chapter 12: Don't hate me

After half the banquet, the parents of both parties have passed through the embarrassing period of strangeness, and slowly get to know each other. The topic of chatting finally talked about the married life of the two children from the national livelihood.
"In the future, Xiaoya of our family will have to be more forgiving of you. This girl, I have been spoiled since I was a child." Parents of both sides have also changed from boasting their children to each other and becoming ugly to each other.
"In-law, what are you talking about? Xiaoya will be my in-law daughter in the future, and I still have to spoil it." The title of both sides has also evolved from Teacher Shen, Madam Bai, to in-law.
Although the topic turned to himself, Mu Xiaoya still didn't interrupt, and continued to eat her own stuffiness.
"Yes, there is one more thing, we want to ask Xiaoya."
"Huh?" Mu Xiaoya, who was suddenly reached by Q, looked up in a hurry.
"You girl knows how to eat, and the adult is talking to you." Shen Qingyi gave her daughter a disgusting look.
Mu Xiaoya embarrassedly put down her chopsticks and smirked at her parents: "Auntie, what are you talking about, I'm listening."
"Also called Auntie." Li Rong looked at Mu Xiaoya and hinted with words.
"Ah ... Mom." Mu Xiaoya changed her name with a blush.
Li Rong was pleased, and then said with a smile, "Yes, I know your young people like to live by themselves. So I discussed with your dad. If you and Ogawa want to go out and live by themselves, We can help you prepare the house in advance. "
"???" Mu Xiaoya was taken aback. She never expected that Shirakawa's family would offer to let her and Shirakawa live alone.
Not only was she surprised, but the couple, Mu Ruozhou, were also a bit unexpected. Of course, they wanted their daughter to live by themselves after marriage, so they could move around more easily. But in the case of Shirakawa, how could the Bai family be assured that their daughter would take Shirakawa out to live alone. Think about it in other places. If it is Mu Xiaoya who has autism, they will not agree. Therefore, they never thought about it, nor did they mention it, but they did not want the Bai family to take the initiative to raise it.
"Yeah, Xiaoya, what kind of house do you like, I will let Baiyu go to buy it for you." Bai Guoyu also said.
"Yeah, I'll do it." Bai Ao nodded his head.
"I ... I ..." Mu Xiaoya turned to look at Shirakawa subconsciously, but saw that Shirakawa was lowering her head, still immersed in her own world, and gave no feedback on her sight.
"It's okay, you can decide. Xiaochuan must have no problem." At this point, Li Rong still knew his son. As long as Mu Xiaoya was near, where he lived was not important to Shirakawa. What's more, from the moment just now, his son suddenly started to stay again. If Mu Xiaoya was not even given the right to make this decision, how could he reassure the other party's parents.
Mu Xiaoya also knew that Shirakawa could not give any advice, so she thought about it and responded: "Mom, I want to live at home for a while, and after I become more familiar with Shirakawa, we will move out and live in the city. ?"
"Okay, of course." Li Rong was happy, and immediately agreed.
Although Li Rong had already discussed with her husband and was willing to let Mu Xiaoya take Shirakawa to live alone, she was still uneasy deep in her heart. She was afraid of Shirakawa's sudden outbreak where she could not see. Although she also believed that Mu Xiaoya would try to take good care of Shirakawa, but Mu Xiaoya had no experience in dealing with Shirakawa's disease. She was afraid that Shirakawa would scare Mu Xiaoya.
But these words were not good to Mu Xiaoya, she was afraid she said it, Mu Xiaoya would think they didn't trust her enough. Moreover, Professor Feng also said that giving them two more free environments would make Shirakawa feel more relaxed and beneficial to the recovery of the illness. So despite some reassurances, the three of them made the decision to let Mu Xiaoya and Shirakawa live alone.
But now, Mu Xiaoya is willing to live in Bai's house for a while to adapt to Shirakawa's condition, which not only gives them a transition time, but also said that Mu Xiaoya really seriously considered Shirakawa's condition. Where would they disagree, they were too late to be happy.
"That way, we will prepare the house first, and live whenever you want." Bai Guoyu said cheerfully.
After talking about the topic, the decision was made. The atmosphere at the table was completely relaxed at this time. The fathers of the two sides continued to talk about state affairs and people's livelihood, and the mothers of the two sides also talked about beauty skin care.峥 At this time, I felt a little hungry, picked up chopsticks and lowered my head to eat.
They started to eat, but Mu Xiaoya was almost eating at this time. She turned to observe Shirakawa, and found that Shirakawa was still immersed in her world with her head down, and the bone dish in front of her was still holding her. fillet.
Would you like to wake him up?
Mu Xiaoya hesitated, shaking in the wake of Shirakawa and letting him immerse himself in his world. She remembered that Grandma Bai had said before that she said that Shirakawa had a scholar syndrome, and sometimes she calmed down and ignored people. It is likely that she was thinking about the problem. When he finished thinking, he would wake up.
Forget it, just let him think and wait for him to pack and take away. Mu Xiaoya thought so, but the chopsticks in her hand kept picking vegetables in the dish in front of Shirakawa, trying to awaken Shirakawa's consciousness with food full of dishes.
Shirakawa knew that Mu Xiaoya was helping him with the dishes. He was not immersed in his own world and was not thinking about problems. His hands were clenching his fists tightly, hiding under the heavy tablecloth, struggling to endure the noise that only he could hear.
About twenty minutes into the money, Shirakawa suddenly heard a harsh rattle, which was the sound of a lamp on the ceiling behind him. The sound of stabbing should be the sound caused by aging wires and poor circuits. The sound was harsh, his ears restless, his brain hurting for a while.
But Shirakawa knew that only him in the room felt harsh and uncomfortable. This kind of scene is familiar to Shirakawa. He has also had it several times before, and is annoyed by hearing somehow sound.
Just turn off the sound, and just turn off the light. If it was before, Shirakawa would stand up and cut off all the power in the room so that this annoying sound would disappear. But now he can't do it, he is trying to restrain his urge to do so.
Every time before, when he suddenly stood up and made such a move, the people around him always looked at him with strange eyes. Although he didn't care, he knew this look was bad. He could not care before, but today is different, and today he cannot go wrong. The family had told him before he came here that he had to perform well at this meal today. He must not make mistakes and not let Xiaoya's parents think he was bad.
He couldn't go wrong, and couldn't let Xiaoya's parents look at herself with strange eyes.
So from 20 minutes ago, he endured hard. He tried to make himself ignore the sound, but the sound of stabbing stabbing became louder and more frequent, as if an electric drill was going crazy Drilled into his head. He was uncomfortable, uncomfortable to think, uncomfortable blood flowing back, uncomfortable wanting to smash things.
No, you can't get sick, you can't get sick.
"Stab ~" sounded again, why the light is not bad.
"Stab ~~" It's so uncomfortable, when can I leave here.
"Stab it ~~" Xiaoya is near me, don't come near me, don't notice my abnormality.
Shirakawa bit his lip desperately, lowering his head and trying to hide his face, but couldn't hide the natural reaction of the body. He was sweating.
Suddenly, Mu Xiaoya noticed that she was wrong. She noticed that Shirakawa's shirt pressed against her skin was full of sweat. Although it is summer, but the air conditioner is turned on in the box, even if you eat hot pot, it is impossible to eat sweaty body. Where did the sweat of Shirakawa come from?
"Ogawa?" Mu Xiaoya wanted to touch Baichuan.
"Bang" Shirakawa hurriedly got up and ducked away, turning around to prevent Mu Xiaoya from seeing him. However, this movement made the sweat on his back more exposed, and the whole person seemed to have just been exposed to rain.
This change, where others would not notice, the face of the Bai family suddenly changed. As soon as they looked at Shirakawa, they knew that Shirakawa was on the verge of collapse.
"Ogawa, what's wrong with you? Is it uncomfortable?" Mu Xiaoya was going to pull Shirakawa's hand again.
"Don't come over!" Shirakawa didn't want Mu Xiaoya to see his illness. He pushed back without looking back. Mu Xiaoya was caught off guard and was hit by a pushed by Shirakawa on the table. Tea cups and bone dishes along the table fell from the table under a strong impact, and crackled to the ground.
"Xiaoya." Shen Qingyi hurried to help her daughter.
Suddenly, the painful voice of Mu Xiaoya, the shattering of the porcelain pieces, the exclaiming sound of Shen Qingyi, and the sound of stabbing that never disappeared finally made Shirakawa, who was trying hard to endure, collapse ...
"Ahhhhhhhhhh ~" Shirakawa slammed his single brain with mad hands and kept screaming.
It's so noisy, don't make any more noise, disappear, all the sounds disappear.
Shirakawa grabbed everything he could catch and desperately smashed at the wall lamp that kept making squeaks. But he couldn't hit it anymore, and the more he couldn't hit it, the more he hit ...
After a few crackling crackles, the table full of dishes soon shattered in half.
"Xiaochuan?" Mu Xiaoya screamed to stop Shirakawa. Shen Qingyi was afraid that her daughter would be hurt again, and she pulled Mu Xiaoya with her husband to prevent her from passing by.
"Baiyu, stop Xiaochuan." Bai Guoyu shouted in a voice.
Bai Ye needed to be reminded by his father. He had already rushed over for the first time. He forcibly hugged the manic Shirakawa and prevented him from grabbing the dishes on the table.
At this time, the waiter rushed in, and was shocked to see the tiles on the ground.
"Hurry up, turn off the light." Li Rong yelled eagerly to the waiter at the door.
The waiter did not know why, but still obediently turned off the lights.
As soon as the wall light went out, Shirakawa's struggling movement immediately eased.
"It's okay, it's okay, the lights are off." While pacifying his younger brother, Pai looked at Baichuan's hand that was cut because of scratching the porcelain piece.
"Go to the hospital." Bai Guoyu sighed.
Shirakawa's hand was just a skin trauma, and it was okay after a simple bandage. But Shirakawa's mood was very bad. He sat in a chair outside the emergency room, and no one shouted.
The crowd had no choice but to accompany him.
Bai Guoyu, while distressing his son, felt ashamed of Mu Xiaoya's parents. He never thought that Shirakawa would suddenly get sick when the parents of both parties met for the first time, and also pushed Mu Xiaoya, which made parents feel relieved to give their daughters to them.
"My dear, I'm sorry." Bai Guoyu apologized for his son.
"It's okay, Ogawa didn't mean it." Mu Ruozhou waved his hand, but the expression on his face was not as easy as what he said.
"My dear, Ogawa usually has very few cases. Today is a special situation. It may be that there is a problem with that lamp." Li Rong also explained. But she felt that her explanation was pale. There was something wrong with that lamp. What could be wrong with that lamp? The problem is Ogawa.
Bai Yan didn't speak. He leaned against the wall of the corridor and stared at Shirakawa and Mu Xiaoya from afar.
"Does your hand hurt?" Mu Xiaoya asked softly, sitting beside Shirakawa.
Shirakawa ignored and lowered his head as if he hadn't heard it. But Mu Xiaoya knew he heard it because she saw Shirakawa's eyelashes move.
"When you pushed me just now, you hurt me." Mu Xiaoya said intentionally.
Shirakawa shuddered, and he looked up eagerly, his eyes full of fear and blame.
"But if you don't talk to me, I will be even more uncomfortable." Mu Xiaoya then said slowly the second half.
"I ... I ... I didn't do it on purpose." For the first time, this was the first time I explained to Shirakawa after countless onsets from childhood to large.
"I know, can you tell me what happened just now?" Mu Xiaoya thinks that Shirakawa will not get sick for no reason.
"The lights ... noisy." As if there was still a feeling of uncomfortableness at this time, Shirakawa's brows frowned tightly. "My head hurts."
"Does it still hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore." Shirakawa shook his head.
"Then go home and rest?" Mu Xiaoya stood up with Shirakawa's hand, trying to take him home.
Who knew that Shirakawa's face suddenly turned white, and he was reluctant to stand up from his chair, explaining eagerly: "I ... I didn't mean it."
"I know." Mu Xiaoya couldn't understand why Shirakawa suddenly got excited again.
"Don't go." Shirakawa held Mu Xiaoya's hand tightly, her eyes full of begging.
Mu Xiaoya stunned.
"Don't go, don't hate me, I won't be sick in the future." Talking, Shirakawa's head gradually lowered again, as if he had made a very unreasonable request, even he dare not expect it Mu Xiaoya will agree. But he took Mu Xiaoya's hand, but did not let go of it.
Painful ache in the heart, these few words of Shirakawa seemed to be struck hard in her chest.
"I won't go, I'll go home with you." Mu Xiaoya crouched down and coaxed softly.
"really?"
"Isn't it okay? When my parents agree, we will live together."
Want to live together? So you didn't mess up, right?
Shirakawa bent a corner, revealing two dimples hidden deep.