Chapter 75: I'm not afraid

When the parents of both parties got the news and rushed to the hospital, Mu Xiaoya had no problem, instead Shirakawa, who was standing by her bed, looked more like a patient. .
"What's wrong?" Shirakawa called the notification. He only said that Xiaoya was hospitalized, and said nothing else, but the parents on both sides were anxious enough.
"Dad, mom, elder brother, you are all here." Although Mu Xiaoya was wearing a sick suit, she was rosy and smiling, and it was reassuring at a glance.
"Xiaoya, what's the matter with you? Why was you suddenly hospitalized?" Shen Qingyi saw her daughter without any problems, and she let her mind down half.
"I'm fine, it's ... pregnant." When it comes to pregnancy, Mu Xiaoya stroked her abdomen with her hands unconsciously.
"What ?!" The sudden good news made five people froze at the same time.
After a brief silence, Li Rong took the lead in reacting.
"Huai ... pregnant?" She excitedly wanted to lean over, but the position beside the bed was firmly occupied by her son. She couldn't get over, so she had to stand outside and go straight to Mu Xiaoya's stomach, "when? Matter, months? "
"It's only been three weeks." Mu Xiaoya answered.
"It's only three weeks. It's okay. The child is growing fast and will soon grow up." Li Rong was happy that there was something incoherent.
"Then why did you suddenly come to the hospital?" Shen Qingyi was also happy, but when she was happy, she was still thinking about her daughter's sudden arrival at the hospital.
"Yes, why did you come to the hospital, and where is it uncomfortable?" Li Rong also recovered her reason. If she only came to the hospital for examination, there is no need to be hospitalized.
Mu Xiaoya glanced at Shirakawa and said in a gentle tone as much as possible: "The doctor said that I had some nutritional imbalances, so the response was relatively large after pregnancy."
"The nutritional imbalance can be big or small. Otherwise, you and Ogawa can move back to live. I will let the kitchen prepare you a meal for pregnant women." Li Rong suggested.
"Mom, no need. Maybe I've been too busy lately. I didn't have dinner today. That's why. The doctor said, as long as I pay attention to rest in the future, the three meals will be fine." She lives at home, but really wants to eat pregnant women's meals every day, she definitely can't stand it.
"It's better to move back and live. You are pregnant now, and Ogawa will take care of you alone. We can't rest assured." They said so, but they all knew where Shirakawa would take care of people. Before they moved out to live, Mu Xiaoya was taking care of Shirakawa, but now Mu Xiaoya has to be taken care of by others. Naturally, they can no longer live alone.
"Yeah, you move back to live." Shen Qingyi also joined the persuasion camp.
"Mom, I know you're worried about me, but I don't want to move back to live for the time being, and Ogawa has taken good care of me. Look, this time, wouldn't he just send me to the hospital in time." Hear His own name, Shirakawa looked up, but still did not speak.
Since entering the door, Shirakawa has never said a word. If it was a year ago, everyone would not be surprised. But now Shirakawa's face is pale, his expression pale, and he looks as if he's frightened. What's wrong with it?
"But ..." Li Rong had to say more, but was suddenly interrupted by Bai Yan.
"Let's talk about this later. It's so late. Let's let Xiaoya rest first." Bai Yan passed a hint to his father.
"Yes, yes, what's the matter, we will talk to the doctor tomorrow, we will go back today." Bai Guoyu immediately understood.
It was already half past ten in the evening, and the time was indeed too late. Considering that pregnant women needed to rest, everyone decided to leave temporarily, and there was nothing left to talk about tomorrow.
After the two families left, Shirakawa still did not speak, and it seemed that after the doctor announced that he was pregnant and that he was not in trouble, Shirakawa never spoke again. He just sat quietly by the bed, holding his hand.
"Ogawa, come up." Mu Xiaoya moved inside and patted himself on the side. She lives in a single-person ward, with a large bed that can lie down together.
"I didn't take a shower." Shirakawa shook his head, his voice sounded husky because he hadn't spoken for a long time.
"If you don't sleep, lie down and talk to me." Mu Xiaoya advised.
Shirakawa hesitated, then stood up and lay beside Mu Xiaoya, Mu Xiaoya leaned against Shirakawa's chest.
"Did I scare you today?" Mu Xiaoya's voice fell, and Shirakawa's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, like a drum beat.
"Can you talk to me?" Mu Xiaoya guided patiently.
"Am I very useless?" Shirakawa suddenly asked, "You fainted. I can't do anything but be afraid. The whole world seems to be covered by a huge cover. I want to break free to find you, but But nothing can be seen or heard. "
"But in the end you took me to the hospital."
"That's because you're awake." Shirakawa held Mu Xiaoya's hand and stroked his face. "As soon as you talk, the cover is gone."
"Then you promise me one thing, OK." Mu Xiaoya heard the blame in Shirakawa's words.
"Ok."
"If I faint again next time, don't let that cover cover you, you have to remember ... Send me to the hospital safely, and I will be able to wake up." Mu Xiaoyarou said.
"Okay." Shirakawa didn't know if he could do it, but he was willing to work hard.
"Ogawa, we have children. Haven't you said that you are not happy?" Mu Xiaoya wanted to say something happy to shift Shirakawa's blame.
"Did he faint you?" Shirakawa asked.
"No." Mu Xiaoya replied without thinking. She didn't want her child to be hated before she was born.
"Then please." Shirakawa snorted in reply.
Mu Xiaoya is speechless, so what does it mean to be happy? It seems that in the next ten months, she will have to cultivate Xiaochuan's affection for children.
The pregnant woman was drowsy, and Mu Xiaoya fell asleep without talking for a while. Shirakawa, however, couldn't sleep, and opened his dark eyes until the morning light shivered.
In the early morning of the next day, the two of them came again neatly, but Mu Xiaoya was not alone, but finally returned to Baijia Villa with Shirakawa. In addition, today is Rong Rong's birthday. Under the double happiness, the two happily ate together for a birthday banquet.
"I originally thought that when Grandma Ogawa's first birthday was over, and I had to make up a wedding for two children, this time was delayed." Speaking of the wedding, Li Rong couldn't help but regret it. wedding.
"The wedding is actually not important." The parents of the Mu family didn't care much about the situation. In their eyes, as long as their daughters are happy.
"My dear mother, I don't agree with you. Why is the wedding not important? If Xiaoya is my daughter and the parents of the other party say that they will not have a wedding, I will definitely not agree to their marriage."
"You blame me for agreeing too easily?" Shen Qingyi teased.
The parents on both sides reacted for a while and suddenly felt like there was something wrong. It seemed that the parents on both sides adjusted each one, and then couldn't help but laugh again.
"Let ’s stop arguing, people haven't spoken yet." Li Rong asked Mu Xiaoya, "Xiao Ya, when do you want to have a wedding?"
"Me?" Mu Xiaoya thought for a moment and said with a smile, "I hope to do it later."
"Why?" Everyone was puzzled.
"If I can, I want my child to be a flower girl for me." Just thinking about this picture, Mu Xiaoya feels that life is complete.
"Then do it later." Li Rong thought that Mu Xiaoya's idea was wonderful, but it was not enough to be a flower girl if she was just a child. And gave me a grandchild? "
"..." Bai Yan's expression froze. "Don't you already have it?"
"Ogawa's is Ogawa's, yours is yours, and my birthday wish for this year is that I hope you quickly find someone to get married."
Although Mu Xiaoya has not been urged to marry, she heard Fang Hui and Liang Nuo Nuo complain for a while. The content of the complaint was very similar to what Li Rong said, which made her sigh the same world Mom.
"Xiaoya, is there a suitable girl around you? Tell me about your brother?"
"..." Mu Xiaoya froze for a moment, never thinking of how it would fall on her head.
"Are you single?"
"Yes, there are ..." Fang Hui and Liang Nuonuo were both alone.
Obviously, Bai Xiao didn't expect Mu Xiaoya to succumb, and a glance passed.
"But emotional things can't be reluctant." Fang Hui had met Bai Yan, and at the first sight, Fang Hui slobbered. At that time, Mu Xiaoya jokingly said whether to help her matchmaking. As a result, Fang Hui came up with a sentence: Your eldest brother in the family, the skin is very good, and the figure is good, but the aura is too strong, even if you get married. Would you like to ask if he would like to have a short relationship?
Such a scum girl, how dare she introduce her to harm Bai Yan.
"It's okay, let's get to know each other first, young people can get along slowly."
I don't know what happened. After dinner, Mu Xiaoya suddenly took the job of helping Bai Yan introduce the subject.
Shirakawa didn't sleep last night. Today, the whole person's mental state is not good during the day, and he was a bit sleepy during dinner. Mu Xiaoya originally thought that when she took a bath, Shirakawa should have fallen asleep, but no one knew Shirakawa was still sitting at the bed waiting for him.
"Why haven't you slept yet?" Mu Xiaoya looked at the dark circles under Shirakawa's eyes with distress.
"I have something to tell you." Shirakawa replied.
"Then you say that." Shirakawa couldn't hide his heart. He wouldn't fall asleep without talking.
"I think of a way to keep me from getting sick." Shirakawa's eyes lit up.
"Really?" Mu Xiaoya thought she had heard it wrong. So many ways in the medical world can't think of it, Shirakawa thought about it?
"Um." Shirakawa nodded heavily. "I thought about it all night last night, and today I thought about it again during the day. I finally knew why I was sick."
Shirakawa watched Mu Xiaoya and slowly said, "Because I'm afraid, you will die."
From the eyes of Shirakawa, Mu Xiaoya saw her sudden change of expression. She wanted to speak out to soothe and say that she would not die. You think about it, but her throat was dumb.
"But now, I'm not afraid." Shirakawa's mouth smiled with relief, "Grandma said that when people die, they can't see or hear anything. When I got sick, I couldn't see anything either I can't hear you. So if you die, I will die too, and I won't be afraid if I think about it. "
"Xiaochuan ..." Mu Xiaoya finally found her voice. She took Shirakawa's hand and said against her mind, "I won't die, don't think about it."
"Well, you won't die, neither will I." Shirakawa looked exactly the same as he said. It was an unprecedented ease, and it was a joy to recede from all panic.
So if he dies, Ogawa will re-close himself. And if he didn't die, he would smile at him like he is now?
"Okay." Mu Xiaoya suddenly didn't want to think about things that far away, as long as Shirakawa was happy now. As for three years later, if there is another window in Shirakawa's world, then give it to their children, as well as the rest of the Bai family.