Chapter 45: Start reading

In the evening, Tang Yibai did not wait for Mom and Dad. He went to a phone call and realized that today is the 25th anniversary of his parents' acquaintance. People are going out for a date and will not come back too early.
So they can't wait until Dad is back for dinner.
They put an electric hot pot in the restaurant, bought a lot of ingredients, and came back to cook the hot pot. In the summer, I hid in the air-conditioned house to eat hot pot. It felt like a cool word.
After eating dinner, I ate some fruit, watched TV for a while, and then Tang Yibai blew away Rui Ruifeng.
Rui Ruifeng still wanted to know what he was doing. He said with a compromise, "I can sleep on the sofa."
Tang Yibai shook his head. "My sofa can't hold you."
"I can bear it."
"I can't stand it."
Yes, he can't stand the fact that Rui Ruifeng still exists in this house after the night falls. Although Feng Ge used to stay in his house before, but the clouds didn't come before, it is different now.
In particular, the words Yun and Rui Ruifeng said were significantly more than what he said, which made him feel generous.
After the departure of Rui Ruifeng, the atmosphere in the room suddenly became a little subtle. The cloud sat on the sofa and watched TV absent-mindedly. At this time, Tang Yibai came back and sat next to her.
The cloud did not squint, but the attention was on him, but her fingers gently rubbed the edge of the remote control, a little nervous.
The two suddenly could be alone, and Tang Yibai was somewhat cramped. His two hands were on the thighs and looked at her face sideways. "You are today -"
A moment of opening the door interrupted his words.
Tang Yibai turned his head and saw his father and mother finally came back, but... it’s not the time to come back...
Dad didn’t notice that his son’s eyes were different. He just said,
Douban, my mother and I saw Xiaofeng outside, how can you not stay with him for the night?

"Well, it's not convenient." Tang Yibai is vague.
Ms. Lu came over and placed a small paper bag in front of the cloud. Then she sat down and said to the cloud. "A Hong Kong friend sent it. I don't need this brand. I haven't opened it yet. You won't disappoint it?" "
"Give me, give it to me?" The cloud was a bit flattered.
Ms. Lu nodded her head and answered it.
The cloud picked up the paper bag and saw that it was a set of cosmetics. She didn't know much about the brand – her makeup skills were not awakened. She gratefully looked at Ms. Lu, "Thank you, Auntie!"
Tang Yibai also glanced at him and saw cosmetics. He smiled. "Mom, the clouds are still young, natural and beautiful, without makeup."
The clouds looked at Tang Yibai strangely and said "You are dead".
Really, how can I be in the age of Auntie, and I have to take it out! Not only are you dead, you still want to kill me!
Ms. Lu squinted at Tang Yibai, and Tang Yibai seemed to hear the sound of his mother's teeth. He quickly got up and escaped. "I am going to take a shower!"
After the shower, Tang Yibai came out in a wet air and found that the clouds were no longer in the living room. The sofa was only sitting on the father and mother. He looked around and looked at it. Ms. Lu looked like she was behind her eyes and suddenly said, "Don't find it, she has already returned to the room."
Tang Yibai walked over the sofa as if nothing had happened. He saw the washed grapes in the white ceramic bowl. He squeezed a piece into his mouth. "I don't know what you are saying."
Ms. Lu tilted him and smiled. "With a wife who forgot her mother!"
"Cough, cough, cough!" Tang Yibai was shocked and screamed for a long time.
Tang Dad said, "Do you think that your athletes should be especially good at mental health? It seems that you have to exercise."
Tang Yibai gently stroked his chest a few times. After passing this breath, he lowered his eyes uncomfortably. "You don't want to talk nonsense."
Ms. Lu confidently said, "Oh," said, "I can't see this thing again. These eyes can be dug to feed the dog."
Father Tang said, "Wife, don't you be so bloody... What do you think of it?"
Ms. Lu asked: "In order to please the little girl, I have offended my mother. Did my son do this stupid thing?"
Father Tang shook his head decisively, "No!"
Tang Yibai was silent. Why is my mother like Sherlock Holmes?
Seeing his son is silent, Tang Dad asked, "You will not confess to her yet? Peas, you are not as good as your father."
Tang Yibai was a little depressed. "I have time to fall in love now."
Ms. Lu smiled. "When a man is twenty-two years old, he has no money. He has no right. He has no career. Can he do anything but fall in love?"
"I have a career. Dad, Mom, I like swimming very much. I hope to do my best wholeheartedly. I can stand on the podium of the Olympics one day. Do you really support me?" Tang Yibai said, even more Depressed.
Father Tang quickly appeased him. "We will always support you!"
Ms. Lu is keenly aware of a key question, "So you intend to sacrifice your feelings for swimming?"
Tang Yibai bowed his head and did not speak.
Ms. Lu leaned on the sofa and stretched her limbs and said, "Just do it, just don't regret it."
Tang Yibai did not sleep well that night. When I close my eyes, I always see the clouds. I see her wearing a beautiful dress and ask him if she likes her. He wants to say like, especially like, but he really can't say it. Being a person can't be too greedy, fish and bear's paw can't have both. If he has made a choice, he can only persist, and he can't turn back anyway.
Competitive sports is such a cruel career, his golden time is only two or three years left, and it is a lifetime to miss it. He has lost a dream, and later he finally found it back. How can he bear to bury it again?
If, after he passed the peak of his career, she was still in the same place, then he would pursue her without any hesitation. If she already...
Regret?
There was no regret in his dictionary, only insistence without regrets. He believes that there is no right or wrong choice, which one is right, so there is no regret.
But don't you really regret it? this time?
Why don’t you regret coming back so urgently? Why would you sneak a cup of pomegranate juice? Why can't I always approach her when I can't help myself? Why does she have a small gesture in her eyes that can evoke the slightest sigh of his heart?
How could he fool himself?
However, he has made a choice anyway.
So... don't approach her later.
Thinking of this, the heart actually inexplicably hurts, shallow pain, lingering sadness, wrapped in silky silk like a lingering night. He rolled over and half of his face buried on the pillow, sighing silently.
Tang Yibai returned to the team the next day, and the clouds did not see him. She knew that he would soon enter the Asian Games pre-match training. The next time he went home, he would wait for the Asian Games, and even his birthday would be in the national team.
In the morning, she had breakfast with Aunt Tang Uncle Lu, and Uncle Tang stunned for his son’s departure from the small land. The cloud understood him very well. After all, the son is in the city, only a few tens of kilometers apart, but the result is always a month or two, and when the aunt's encounter with such things is enough to be depressed.
Aunt Lu’s mouth does not say, and my heart must be reluctant.
After breakfast, the cloud went to his room and found a booklet for them.
Since becoming an official reporter of the newspaper, Yun has prepared a super-large notebook, the main function is to post the manuscript that he has sent. The area she is responsible for is mainly the few items in the water. Tang Yibai’s appearance rate is still high. She pointed out the manuscripts about Tang Yibai in the booklet.
Tang Dad and Lu Mama squeezed their heads and looked at their son from another angle.
The cloud whispered on the side, "Tang Yibai is particularly good in the circle, and the reporters like him very much."
Ms. Lu glanced at her eyelids and gently swept her. "Do you like it too?"
This happened to poke the heart of the cloud. She coughed and replied, "I, I also like this kind of athlete."
Ms. Lu nodded. "This book is first loaned to us and will be returned to you in a few days."
"Okay, even take it."
Time slipped silently to the end of August, getting closer and closer to the Asian Games. The National Swimming Team will hold a press conference to announce the team members’ training and the expected participation arrangements. The athletes who participated in the event were all well-known. Tang Yibai's performance was good, and he was just sent to the Australian foreign training by the national team. It is obvious that he is highly valued. Therefore, some media are concerned about the status of Tang Yibai.
However, he did not appear at the press conference.
Before coming, Rui Ruifeng asked him very strangely. "Why don't you go to the press conference? Is Wu always not letting you go?"
Tang Yibai replied, "No, I don't want to go."
"Why don't you want to go? Don't you want to see the clouds?"
"I don't want to."
There is something wrong with Rui Ruifeng. "You don't want to see her? Is it because this is not going to be a press conference?"
"Ok."
Tang Yibai will not tell Rui Ruifeng that he just dare not face her. Every time he sees her, he is no longer calm and rational, and can't help but approach her. The emotion is always on the verge of losing control.
In this case, why bother to meet.
Although he always thinks about her.
Rui Ruifeng attended the conference with a question of a stomach. After the conference ended, Yun stayed to find him alone. She asked, "Why didn't Tang Yibai come?"
"He doesn't want to see you."
The clouds looked at Rui Ruifeng in a wrong way. "Really?"
"Well," Rui Ruifeng’s expression was a bit strange. "What did you do to make him unhappy?"
The cloud is somewhat wronged. "I don't know. We haven't seen it for a long time, and we don't talk." It's ironic. She always looked forward to seeing him, but he didn't want to see her at all.
Ridiculous, she also brought a birthday present to him...
The more the cloud wants to be wronged, the more red eyes are. She took out the gift box wrapped in lavender plastic paper from the bag and hesitated that there was no need to send it.
When Rui Ruifeng saw the plastic paper printed with "happybirthday", he asked, "Is this a birthday present? Is it for Tang Yibai?"
The clouds are licking their mouths and don't want to answer this question.
"What is inside?" asked Rui Ruifeng.
"A pair of goggles." Inexplicably think of the pair that he sent her when he first met, and the cloud always remembered his smile. When she chose a gift, she struggled for a long time, and finally chose the goggles.
Rui Ruifeng thought thoughtfully, "Is it a girl who likes to send goggles when she gives a boy a gift?"
"Well?" The cloud heard a different meaning. "Is there anyone else who sent Tang Yibai swimming goggles?"
"Yes." Rui Ruifeng said, I feel that everyone is very familiar with it, so I told Tang Yibai and the two-three things of the synchronized swimming team to the cloud.
The clouds are listening to it, and it’s all hurt. So he gave her the goggles just because he didn't know how to deal with it?
Even if it’s just a little bit of goodwill from a stranger, it’s stronger than this truth...
She pulled her head and looked stunned.
Rui Ruifeng said, "This birthday gift will help you bring Tang Yibai. After seeing the gift, you will be able to reconcile. He is not a stingy person."
"No." The cloud only felt sour, and she smacked the beautiful packaging, took the goggles out and gave it to Rui Ruifeng. "Give it to you?"
"Well? Is this not good?"
"I don't want to give it to Tang Yibai anyway. If you don't want it, I will throw it."
"Don't throw, waste. Give it to me, you are a fan, it is reasonable to send things to the idol." Rui Ruifeng said, took the pair of goggles.
"Well, don't tell Tang Yibai."
"why?"
"In short, I don't want to tell him, I don't want to tell him that I asked him."
"Okay..." Rui Ruifeng looked at the red eyes of the clouds, and some asked with no confidence. "Do you want to cry?"
"Who wants to cry!" The cloud turned and walked away.
When Rui Ruifeng returned with a swimming goggles, she caught up for lunch. He sat with a good friend, Tang Yibai, Zheng Lingqi, tomorrow, and Yangyang. I will see the new goggles that Rui Ruifeng holds in his hand tomorrow, and he asks, "Feng Ge, which girl is sending you?"
"Clouds."
In a word, the other three boring heads all looked up and looked different. Tang Yibai snorted and asked, "Who?"
"Clouds, she is my fan, what's so strange?"
I will ask tomorrow, "Is there a crush on the peak brother, will the cloud sister love you?"
"Maybe," Rui Ruifeng shrugged. "Some troubles, Yuan Shitai refused me to fall in love."
Tang Yibai suddenly lost his appetite. He put down the chopsticks, "Cloud," the name is in his mouth, some sweet and somewhat sad, he took a breath and asked Rui Ruifeng, "Have she mentioned me?"
"No. We talked for a while and she left."
"You must have made a mistake."
"Really, I still ask her if she wants to interview you. She said it doesn't matter, she just left." At this moment, Rui Ruifeng really wants to praise his acting skills.
Tang Yibai felt like he had opened a mouth in his heart and screamed in the cold wind.
Isn't this the result he wants, the two don't see each other, their respective peace of mind?
Why is he still so sad?