Chapter 83: 0

The question of how she got pregnant made Song Yuan a little embarrassed, but she felt that the education in this area really needs to be picked up from a baby. It won't be long before Rong Ting is going to kindergarten. Strangers and children, he must be conscious of some things.
It took Song Yuan nearly half an hour just to explain how a woman conceived with Rong Ting.
In the end, Song Yuan was so dry, he said very seriously, "Boys are not the same as girls."
Although Rong Ting is ignorant, he is much more mature than many children of his age. Although the course of physical education is a bit difficult for him, he still understands what the mother wants to express.
He nodded. "I see."
Song Yuan was relieved, "So, I hope you can protect yourself and not hurt others. As a mother, I do my best to protect you, but if one day, those bad things happen to you, and Or if you see something very bad happening to someone else, my mother wants you not to be silent. If you are afraid, you can tell me, "she said with a little embarrassment," I am such a timid person, but I will be especially brave for you. "
Rong Ting looked at her and pursed her lips. "I know, my mother was already very brave and strong."
This is the first time that someone has praised her for being brave and strong. Song Yuan has some surprises and surprises. From childhood to age, everyone praised her for being cute, beautiful and kind, even her parents and mother didn't praise her for being brave. She always felt that the word timid as a mouse was used to describe her.
"No." Song Yuan smiled humbly, but couldn't help asking him, "Why do you say I'm brave and strong?"
"I think every mother is very brave and strong." Rong Ting pulled her hand. "My mother was painful, but she gave birth to me."
Song Yuan was touched by this.
No matter who said such words, it was not as touching as Rong Ting's words.
He knew she had hurt so much, and he felt bad for her, it was enough for a mother, it was worth it.
The next morning, Song Yuan took Rong Ting to see Wu Siyu at the confinement center. When they arrived, Wu Siyu's old justice was ready to leave to pick up Wu Siyu's parents at the airport.
The newborn baby slept in addition to eating and pulling. Rong Ting curiously stood in front of the cradle bed and looked at the sleeping baby.
This is the first time he has seen such a small baby.
Encouraged by Wu Siyu, he stretched out his fingers and gently and gently touched the baby's fluffy face. When he touched him, he quickly retracted his hands and looked at Song Yuan with a surprised look. "Her face is so soft Ah. Like marshmallow. "
Rong Ting likes her baby very much, but he doesn't dare to touch her anymore, for fear that he can't control his strength, he will accidentally hurt her.
Until leaving the Yuezi Center and returning home, Rong Ting was still emotional with Song Yuan, "She is so young, was my mother so small before?"
Song Yuan now recalls that she always felt that Rong Ting was still a baby for four or five months a few days ago. From the moment he was born to four or five months, she remembered, "You are younger than her and the baby was born. It's seven pounds and two pounds. You are lighter than her. I think about it, you should be six pounds and two pounds. "
"The weather was particularly good the day you were born. It had been raining, but it was fine that day, and everyone said it was a good sign."
"You keep crying with your eyes closed, and your voice is so gentle. Your father-in-law also said that you must be gentle in the future. As a result, after a few days, your crying became louder and louder, and your father-in-law didn't say that again. . "
Rong Ting listened and felt wrong, he looked at her in amazement and asked "mother, you"
Didn't the mother also have amnesia? How could she know these things?
Song Yuan then realized that he was unwittingly exposed.
However, she didn't want to hide from him, but she didn't know how to tell him. Now that he had asked so, with her coping ability, she couldn't find a perfect excuse quickly. Come to pretend, so she can only honestly reply, "Well, I already remembered the other day, but I don't know how to tell you."
The emperor's amnesia was fake and pretended, and the memory of the mother-in-law was real. After a while, Rong Tingyun didn't stabilize, and hugged Song Yuan's waist. Remember, do you remember that I am your child? "
Although the mother-in-law has been taking care of him, the mother-in-law also knows that he is her son, but it is different from remembering.
How could it be different? He couldn't tell for a while.
Song Yuan was so pleased to see him that the feelings of guilt and sadness that had flowed up had been diluted a lot. She squatted down and hugged him, and said "I'm sorry."
After saying sorry several times, her voice choked, "The mother-in-law was not intentional."
She wanted to tell him that she didn't mean it and didn't want him.
She wanted to tell him, I'm sorry, I haven't been with you for five years.
Rong Ting pulled out of her arms and looked at her red eyes, and tears also fell. He sighed, reached out his little hand, and clumsyly wiped her tears.
"It doesn't matter."
He said, "I know, after my mother, I always thought about it, am I not good, or am I not smart, why does my mother do not want me, why she did not take me away, and later I saw The things you left for me, I understand that my mother-in-law is the best mother-in-law in the world. She didn't love me. I came here to meet you again. I always watch you quietly. I can see Come out, my mother really loves me. "
Song Yuan was very sad. She sat on the carpet with her face covered, and sobbed and wept from the beginning to cry.
From the moment she recovered her memory to the last second, she hardly ever revealed her true emotions.
She always thought that she was home and her child was here.
Those repressed emotions came to mind under the childlike words of Rong Ting. At this moment, she thought of many, many people, and many, many things, and finally she remembered the original one.
Rong Ting was originally at a loss. He reached out and wanted to hug her, but he didn't know why. He lowered his arms and just looked at her quietly.
He thought that the mother should not need comfort at this moment. He thought that the mother should be happy again today.
Sitting at his desk at night, Rong Hong looked at the pair of diamond earrings, and his heart was in pain.
what do you want
Everything she wanted he would find a way for her. But what if she wants to leave him forever
At that time, what was the last position he sent out sincerely
Those five years of unforgettable thoughts
Full of tiredness and pain inside, Rong Hong turned to bed on the opposite side, and finally fell asleep stably. Since reuniting with her, he rarely dreamed again, dreaming that she had just left and disappeared when.
He was handling government affairs as usual, and when he was having a headache for the war ahead, the eunuch who had been with him for many years trembled in. When he entered, he knelt in front of him, his head buried low, and his body was trembling. Over the years, the has also followed him to see more storms and alternations of imperial power. What happened to make him so dysfunctional?
"Emperor, empress, queen queen mother" said the eunuch, and he gave a heavy nod, "queen queen mother"
He heard that there was already an ominous foreboding here, and he tossed out the review he was reviewing, frowned and stood up in front of him, "What happened to the queen?"
Two months ago, there was a report from the front, and Meng Qingzhang was killed. He always wanted people to hide from her, but such a big thing could be concealed for a while, and he couldn't conceal it for a lifetime. She knew that the day Meng Qingzhang died, he thought she would cry like before, but that day was different. She acted very calmly, and only said one thing.
This is not like her at all. He would rather have her crying, and rather she would look at him and question him with the eyes of hatred, than this peace.
The was afraid to answer him, and the more he did, the more afraid he was. It's strange that all his fears come from her over the years.
He knew that something must have happened, and he did not dare to delay for a while. When he arrived at Kunning Palace, he saw all the eunuchs and women in the palace kneeling.
At that moment, many thoughts flashed through his mind, and each thought made his steps heavy.
So she disappeared silently.
Like crazy, he didn't believe everyone around him. He had to find it by himself and searched every corner of the palace. He didn't believe she would be so cruel. Rong Ting, who was still in the middle, seemed to notice it. What, has been crying.
He didn't know how long he had been looking, until the end it was ridiculous to think she was hiding in the water. It was very cold that day and he jumped into the lake.
The lake was so cold that he couldn't find her.
After that day, he was seriously ill. After waking up, he vaguely knew that she was gone, but he was not willing to admit this fact. He let all the undercover agents go to her, and the cruelty in his body at that moment The factors were triggered, and he even wanted to torture the people in her palace severely. The reason why he didn't do it in the end was not because he was kind, and he didn't have such kind of kindness. He just had an illusion, fearing that she would be sad to see someone in her palace injured when she returned.
He later went to the Cold Palace, because before the palace was entered, the summer was very hot. She said with a smile, and did not know whether the Cold Palace in the Royal Palace would be as cool as the air-conditioning.
Even though his trusted guards had turned the palace over, he still wanted to see it for himself.
He met Li Fei in Leng Gong. Before he left, Li Fei stopped him. She was no longer crazy, and the whole person seemed calmer.
She hesitated and asked, "Is something wrong with the Queen Mother?"
Even if the news is blocked, this time in the Royal Palace is still frustrating. Li Fei received less information in the Cold Palace. I only heard that it seemed that the queen mother had an accident. She did not believe it, but she saw the indifferent empress Lose weight and lose some belief.
From the incident up to now, even the he trusts has not dared to say this in front of him.
"One day ago," Li Fei knelt on the ground, her head lowered, and her voice was a little dumb. "The queen lady has seen me and she gave me many books."
"Probably knowing that the queen lady will not hurt me, so I dare to hurt her."
He had no interest to listen to the rest of the words, returned to Kunning Palace, hugged the sleeping Rong Ting, and looked at this huge palace, she could no longer see her figure. He was buried in the blanket and his eyes were also famous.
When he got up the next morning, his saw him kneeling on the spot when he saw him.
He lowered his head, only to find out that his hair wasn't always white.