Vol 3 Chapter 172: like

Many people have this kind of ambition. The ideal is too distant or unrealistic, or a tadpole with some greedy taste can be called ambition.
Qiao Niannu always felt that she had no ideals and no pursuit. Her life was planned, and she always followed such a plan in peace.
No one is born that way, but Min Jiangxian is actually a huge frame that makes people unable to resist. Qiao Niannu lives in this frame.
Now that this framework is gone, Qiao Niannu is even a little confused.
She has lived with Minjiang Xian since she was a child. In fact, Minjiang Xian is her real mother from an emotional point of view, and her relationship with Qiao Ruoyu always carries a sense of separation and strangeness.
Qiao Niannu's arrangement made Qiao Niannu a bit resentful, but she did not want to obliterate the feelings of the past two decades. No matter how indifferent or the cruelty of Min Jiangxian was, she had a very important position in Qiao Niannu.
So despite the absence of this framework, Qiao Niannu still did not intend to get out of this framework, and still did things according to the arrangement of Min Jiang Xian, but she now found that she had to go out of this framework.
In the arrangement of Min Jiangxian, as long as she arranged it, then Qiao Niannu and Li Rong must be together. Any other obstacles are meaningless ... Minjiang Xian thinks so, but Qiao Niannu does not think so, although she also willing.
Qiao Niannu, at this time suddenly found that he also had some ambitions. It would be great if he and Li could simply live together without having to bear any ethical pressure.
"Don't you want to tell me something?" Cui Yingying looked at the silent Qiao Niannu, and it was always Qiao Niannu that had problems. Cui Yingying made some narration, and she hoped that Qiao Niannu could take the initiative.
"What did I say to you?" Qiao Niannu froze, she is not a woman who likes to talk to her heart, not to mention a stranger who is not very familiar with her identity and is too mysterious and complex, although she feels in her heart Many things have been accumulated.
"We are sisters, of course, to talk between sisters." Cui Yingying gently patted the back of Qiao Niannu's hand. She did not notice her movement and put herself in the position of her sister without a doubt.
Qiao Niannu never thought that everyone was a woman of Li Dao. She should live in harmony, sisters, and other issues. In her view, her and Li Dao's affairs are just her and Li Dao's. Caring for An Zhishui, or Cui Yingying in front of her, has nothing to do with them, but feels that Cui Yingying's gesture means that Qiao Niannu is still a little unhappy. After all, she is all Li Li ’s sister. Cui Yingying is Li The routing woman, then she should be the eldest sister.
"Okay, I'll ask you another question, why do you like Lee Route? You fell from the sky, Lee Route saved you, and you just made a promise ... This seems a bit absurd, that is the Cowherd and Weaver Girl Dong Yong Seven Fairies and Tian Luo The frog prince Snow White's routine. "Qiao Niannu has been questioning this.
Cui Yingying laughed absurdly, and seemed to think it was a matter of course that he liked Lee, and then shook his head in disapproval of Qiao Niannu's doubt.
"Unless Li Rong hates himself, I have no reason to dislike him," Cui Yingying said.
"Are you the female Xinghua side of Li Rong's personality?" Qiao Niannu said, then laughed at his absurd thought.
"Of course not." Cui Yingying also smiled and shook her head. "When joking with someone, showing your smile often means real love. Can you talk about why you like Lee Route?"
Qiao Niannu took a sip of juice in silence, revealing some confusion, and never seemed to think about it.
"The real contact between Li and Li ... was actually started from an accident. At that time, I had just arrived in Zhonghai. He and his classmates dressed like terrorists were scrambling on the street and caught me on the spot. I recognized him ... that was our first direct contact in the true sense. "Qiao Niannu thought of Li Rong looking at his eyes, raised his hand obediently, and smiled involuntarily. stand up.
"In fact, I already knew him ... before I had seen him in person, I knew that there was such a person that I should take care of him, because his mother did not take care of him, but she should have taken care of him. His time and thoughts were spent on me. I think I should make up for his mother. I will be good to him in the future. I need to help him and take care of him, just like my brother ... I really treat him as my brother. Judging from this, I always feel that there is such a younger brother waiting for me to take care of his life in a place I don't know. "Qiao Niannu smiled and smiled. Some things that will help him when he needs them are enough. "
"What happened later?" Cui Yingying listened carefully. She was not omniscient. She knew more about the future than the past. Her feelings for Li Rong were different from anyone. She She was sure of this, so she was able to care about the feelings of other women and Li Rong calmly and with interest.
"Later ... Later, I suddenly knew that this brother was my fiance." Qiao Niannu's cheeks were red, and she could not help thinking of the feeling of astringency and anger at the time, but this feeling slowly deteriorated, "I was very Angry ... I do n’t know why I was angry. Now think about how my brother suddenly became a fiance? Later my mother told me that if I told you at the beginning that you have a fiance, now you will not going to be mad?"
"You think about it, I don't think I will be angry, but I will accept the fiance's existence just like my brother, so I won't be angry?" Cui Yingying guessed, looking as if she was really just talking to friends about some private and interesting things. , Showing a smile that was clear to the chest.
"That's it." Qiao Niannu couldn't help laughing, "I'm used to her arrangements ... so when she said that, I thought it was true, so I accepted it. But to be practical Acceptance is not so natural ... I started paying extra attention to him. "
"Then you fell in love?" Cui Yingying said unsurprisingly, her husband is of course her pride, and she is not surprised that a woman would fall in love with him after paying special attention to her husband.
"When the focus of one's life begins to completely surround another person, it is only natural to be afraid to like this person ... as long as he is not the kind of person he hates, like many secretaries are obsessed with their bosses Because of the relationship between work, everything about the life and work of the boss has become her focus. As long as the boss is not a man who does not meet his own standards of preference, ambiguity will naturally breed. Squinting his eyes and looking out the window: "He was listening intently in the classroom, I was watching outside the window, he was performing on the stage, I was watching off the stage, he was running in the stadium, I was watching in the crowd, he I fell asleep on the bed, I sat on the roof in a daze, he was working hard, I was watching him silently ... Gradually I found that I became more and more accustomed to this, I like it more and more, even if I do n’t have time to go in person Doing these things and looking at those pictures will always complain that the angle of the picture is not good, or is annoyed to take so many pictures of him with other girls, and Who watch their photos when with him, was surprised to find himself at that time seemed strange, but let envy looking at photos of yourself ...... own envy from themselves a ...... "
Qiao Niannu shook his head with ridicule, but Cui Yingying nodded, "I'm not envious, I'm just thinking about the feeling at that time, and want to feel the feeling at that time again."
"You are right ... until one day, I finally found that I would smile involuntarily when looking at him, get angry when I saw him with An Zhishui, and couldn't help feeling that I was qualified to be with him When I did that, I actually quietly accepted his identity as a fiancee. It was n’t exactly when, nor did I deliberately make a determination, that ’s how the relationship is, there is no need for a stormy experience or a shared experience. The ups and downs or happy ri, feel that the other party is the kind of person he likes, and slowly fall in love with it. "Qiao Niannu sighed with regret," It's just not like him and Anna Nan, I and He wasn't destined to do so, at least I felt more and more that it was impossible for me and him to be together. "
After speaking, Qiao Niannu's soft eyes seemed to have lost all the luster, and suddenly dimmed.
"You and Li Banzhuang are totally different people ..." Cui Yingying smiled lightly, still mild, but with some confusion about the other's confusion.
"Of course." Qiao Niannu knew that Li Banzhuang was totally unscrupulous. In order to be with his elder brother and practice any exercises, he left human relations behind.
"You have always emphasized with me that it is impossible for the husband to accept this kind of relationship between you ... but you have not thought about it, this has nothing to do with Li Banzhuang's choice."
Qiao Niannu frowned and looked at Cui Yingying for unknown reasons.
"It's very simple. People are always susceptible to the influence of their closest people. Although children's and parents 'ideas are often very different ... but in many things, or many children will inherit their parents' worldview, outlook on life, and The more the values ​​become, the easier it is for them to become an adult when they become adults. "Cui Yingying paused and said slowly:" In the world of Li Banzhuang, her brother is her only criterion, and her brother has the greatest influence on her. Her method and style of doing things are in many ways learning from her brother, and she will also consider whether her brother can accept it as an important criterion for her choice ... Her choice means that it is actually in In a sense, Li Rongzao is acceptable. Li Banzhuang believes that he can be with his brother because his brother believes that under certain circumstances, he will accept her.
"You mean ... you mean ... Li Ronglu can actually accept this kind of thing?" Qiao Niannu looked at Cui Yingying with surprise. Based on her knowledge of Qiao Ningnu, Li Ronglu was completely unacceptable.
"If you think about it, if one person sends the message to another person, it is absolutely impossible for you to get my permission. This is not transferred by any will or event. Will this person persist? This is not despair. Struggling is not to say that the iron pestle is ground into a needle, and persistence will triumph, but it is the final choice made for a long time by the feedback from her brother. "Cui Yingying stood with his hands on the edge of the table," Actually you The most worrying thing is not that Qiao Niannu can't be with him anymore. Your bottom line is that Xie Xiaoan wants to be with him. You are just afraid that Li Dao will know the truth. In the end, Li Dao will give up Xie Xiaoan. "
Qiao Niannu's heart jumped suddenly. Facing the eyes of Cui Yingying, her eyes seemed to be able to tear Qiao Niannu's chest and expose Qiao Niannu's heart.
"Rest assured, the husband will definitely accept Xie Xiaoan, even if you are her sister." Cui Yingying turned and left.