Chapter 68: Shingo Extra

Wooden rope
When I bow my head, not because of fear, but more about compassion for life.
At a very young age, I already knew that I was a monster.
As the woman said, I am a monster that is not willing to accept, because she killed me so many times, once failed.
Looking at the ragged look of the house, and the woman's swearing look, I still hold a glimmer of hope, after all, she is the only person in the world who might love me.
The woman said, I am a demon abandoned by hell, so I can't go back to hell. In fact, she doesn't know. For me, life is hell.
Until one day, the time has come.
When I saw it for the first time, she was obviously ready to sit back and ignore it, but she didn’t know why she turned back.
I think, I have never forgotten that scene in my life.
I know that her return and help are nothing but pity, but I don't care, as long as her eyes are on me.
Before that, I thought that I would always suppress my inner devil, and I wouldn’t let them out in this life, and I wouldn’t let people know.
But I am wrong.
When the disgusting people fell in the language, my heart was angry and full of killing.
Correct! I am a monster! so what? All those who are offended should go to hell!
I released a foreign object and let go of that moment, I felt a little relaxed.
In the future, no one can stop me from coming down!
monster? demon? As long as it falls around, what does it matter?
At that moment, I understood that I was ready to go to hell, but I was greeted by heaven.
The time is getting better and better for me, even so incredible. The good thing at the beginning is built on compassion. I can feel it, but the more I get to the back, the better she is.
She will never know, when I was with her on the playground, when she slowly came to me, what was in my mind.
People are really greedy, I suppress the that wants all the time.
I am not stupid, and it is inexplicably good for me, certainly not because of that kind of love.
I can't afford it, I can only come step by step. One day, I will occupy all of her world.
When I understand what the feelings of my heart are screaming at the moment, I know that I am already in again.
What does it matter?
I hope that I am a bright and cheerful woman, then I am.
At the time of the Institute, I began to understand a truth.
The time is not as I understand, her warmth is not as good as I imagined.
Under her smiling appearance is an indifferent heart, she will hardly pay attention to things that are not related to her.
This made me excited for a long time, I am a special period for her.
Slowly, I began to get in the first step, and I proposed to sleep together for the first time. Although it was calm on the surface, my heart was awkward. I looked away and feared what she saw from my eyes.
I did not expect that she did not think so much, and directly agreed.
This makes me both happy and sad. I am happy because I am one step closer. When I am sad, there is no such awareness at all. I know that in her mind, my position may be closer to my daughter.
As time went by, I found something, and the monsters in my body seemed to have something to do with this place.
But I am not particularly strong to investigate, I know what I want.
And what I want must be built on my ability.
Sometimes it will be stupid, obviously I have exposed so many flaws, but she has not noticed it once.
But there are some things that I will not reveal flaws in my life, and I will not let the time know.
I will never know when I have been in my life. I have been dead many times.
When she pushed me out at the last minute, let me wait for her, she will live.
I am not a child, how can I believe this?
Without her, what is the meaning of my life?
Wooden rope
It is also a dark life. When I was a child, I never thought about ending this life, but now I can't wait to lose consciousness in the next moment.
Because at that time, there was hope in my heart, so a person in this world can make me feel warm.
But now, I understand that what is true despair.
The man left with all the warmth in his body.
When I opened my eyes, I was disappointed. I thought that after I died, I would not feel sad, but I found that I was still conscious.
Just, is this?
I looked at the gloomy time and couldn't believe my eyes!
However, I found that I could not hold each other.
I am dead...so I can't hold it?
Looking at the time of this look greedily, I can't wait to get her into the bones, so that I can no longer be separated for the rest of my life.
When I suddenly sat down, I stood up. At this time, I realized a problem and it became smaller.
It’s true that it’s not a mistake, even if the clothes worn on the body are washed white, and the faces are not the smiles of the past, but I am sure that it is time.
Did not say a word, just looked out the window.
I looked over her eyes, and it was a group of girls who laughed and laughed.
here is?
Time has said that she is not a big lady, is this the place she used to live?
Or said, I am back in the past?
Anyway, it’s good to stay at the time.
I leaned on the past, although I couldn't feel the temperature on my body, but the heart that fell for a few days finally fell.
If this is just an illusion before death, I have to grasp this illusion.
Before I close my eyes, I always feel that my mood is not right. Although I don't know what she should be like before, I was very sensitive to other people's emotional changes when I was young. When I fell into a cloud, the whole person took it. Full of negative emotions.
I looked at her frowning brows, but couldn't do anything, even the simple touch of the action could not be done.
I looked at the time and fell, suddenly burst into tears, I couldn't wait to prevent it, and I burst into tears.
This is the first time I saw her crying like it was like crying all the grief and grievances. I caught my hands and hands, even if I couldn't touch anything, but I still let the action lighten.
Why are you crying?
For a moment, I began to suspect that I really returned to the past, not the illusion before death. If it was an illusion, how could my subconscious mind allow it to cry so sad?
The crying of the time is so real, and the heart that has calmed down has begun to feel painful.
"They will definitely go to hell! Certainly!" Suddenly, they stopped crying and said with a sigh of relief.
I saw this scene, and there was a feeling of distress and disillusionment.
There are very few childish aspects of the time, and right now, when I look at the time, I look at the whole body, but at most fifteen or six years old, the child is normal.
I followed and stood up, whether it was an illusion or not, I just need to follow the time.
"Oh..." The sound of knocking on the door sounded. "When the time falls, the Dean calls you in the past!"
When I wiped the tears on my face, I looked very distressed. So hard, my eyes were already swollen, and now I am definitely swollen.
When I opened the door, I saw a chubby girl standing outside. When I saw the red eyes, my eyes flashed proudly.
Inexplicably in my heart, I suddenly began to believe that I was in the past.
I understand myself, if this is an illusion, my subconscious will never allow such a person to exist!
I stood in front of the time, but found that the other's eyes did not change. When I fell, I left and left.
I just reacted, and I am now no different from the air.
Looking back and looking at the time, fortunately, the time does not mind.
"When you are falling, you are good! Don't hate others! They are not worth it! Time is falling..." Because I was very close, I heard the mourning of the time...
The heart is inexplicable, and the time is such a light person. Is it because of the growing environment?
I really want to hug and fall, you don't need to hate anyone, because there is no need to care about the dead.
Wooden rope
Is this an orphanage?
When I fell to the so-called Dean's room, I saw several large characters in the Sunshine Orphanage.
It knocked on the door.
"Come in!" A voice with anger came out.
The hand that fell on the door trembled twice.
I want to say, don't be afraid, I am next to you. But the hand that stretched out to appease the time fell.
Crazy in my heart! Is it really just watching it?
"Look at what you have done?! Do you know that the couple are sponsors of our orphanage!" I looked up and saw a middle-aged woman screaming at the moment.
When I fell down, my tears only fell, but I couldn’t even give a hug.
"Mother of the dean, they are not good people..." The time was sobbing.
The woman looked mad and stood up with a bamboo block not far from the table.
She actually wants to hit the time!
When the bamboo fell, I realized that this might not be a gift, but a nightmare.
Nothing compares, the person you love cries in front of you, but the right to wipe away tears for her is not more painful.
There is nothing better than your lover in front of you, biting your teeth, not snoring, screaming, but you have no ability to stop in front of her.
I thought that I didn't participate in any life in my life. I was desperate in my heart. Actually, I am really dead? Is here?
In the following time, I began to understand why the time and time would reject the approach of others and begin to understand why the time and time never touched the body.
I never thought that it was such a life that fell through.
I know the time, the gentleness, the sunshine, and never know that the childhood of her life is so dark.
The time is still in the corner, but I have no way to kill those who bully her.
Full of anger, nowhere to vent.
When I know the reason why the children are bullied, why is the heart cut like a knife, why did it happen to be good at the time? why? Clearly...
Obviously, she was bullied and culprit, and she was as thin as the original, as pitiful...
But this girl named Wenhua is not the same as her own living environment. She lives in a group of weak people, so she is weaker and more pitiful. Not only is she not crowded like herself, but everyone protects her. Get a strange satisfaction.
At the same time, unlike the people who have been abandoned, the time has grown beautifully from small to large, and it has been cleaned. Many couples want to adopt, and this time has been pushed out.
Time has never been adopted successfully because there will be accidents every time.
How can I protect you?
Looking at the more and more gloomy face, I felt desperate for the first time.
"Do you know? Is the space you are in now the track that should go?" Suddenly a small, familiar voice appeared in the ear.
This is... that stupid flower?
"You?" Although I don't know where I am, little flowers should not appear!
"I?" It is still a kind of crisp childish sound, but it has a gloomy taste.
"You certainly don't know, the lover in front of you will be shackled in the future. You will be killed by a man and you will die." The voice is getting lower and lower, and the words of the export make me feel awkward. The urge to die each other!
"What do you want?" I tried to calm my feelings. Since the other side knows so much and said it at this time, it must not be so simple to irritate me.
"I want you to promise me one thing." Sure enough, the voice immediately stated his condition.
"As long as you promise, I can send her to another space where you can meet her."
"I promised." I don't have to hesitate. I don't want to watch everything happen. I can't imagine seeing someone fall in love with another person. Will I be crazy?
"Slow!!" The voice cheered in an instant.
Originally, I have already determined that this is not the second thing fat flower! As soon as this sentence comes out, I am a bit uncertain.
"The rest of the day, I will be with her." The voice is getting weaker and weaker, my consciousness is beginning to be confused...
"When you wake up, you will think of everything..."
"Master!!" A sobbing child's voice echoed in the ear.
I opened my eyes with difficulty, and then I saw a bright red fat flower on the small bone, pumping the ground.
Suddenly sweating, it seems that this product really does not remember anything.
And I remembered it.
Two small ones saw me woke up, and the moment came over. The fat flower immediately gave up the small bone and pulled my sleeve. "Master... You can wake up. If you are dead, what can I do with the bone?"
The heart has been solved because of the time and things, and I have relaxed a lot. Now I have to wait for it.
I took a look at this fat flower, or decided to add two small meals at noon. Without it, I would never have a chance to meet.
only……
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