Vol 77 Chapter 821: Bo Hancheng, her life-saving benefactor, a lie in the name of love.

The emotions that happened once cannot be continued, but ... but they cannot be forgotten!
"Xi Mubai, I loved you ..."
Opening again, Luo Zheng couldn't control himself. It was such a word, admitting this fact.
At the same time, she was thinking about something and slowly explained: "The paintings of Li Gehua, I was very fond of when I was young. Later, although I recognized the wrong person and regarded you as a Li Ge, but for nine years, I loved it wholeheartedly You ... maybe because of the song. More because of your people ... "
This point is regarded as the beginning of the farewell for the period of the previous life.
There is no need to deny that even if the self in the past life knows that Xi Mubai is not a song, there may be some disappointment.
But after disappointment, he chose to forgive.
Just as Xi Mubai himself said, nine years said that long is not too long, but it is definitely not short ... At that time, she bet on everything, can chase one person with nine years, and offer the most beautiful and bright years.
Except for the beginning, it was because she misunderstood that Xi Mubai was Lige. During the remaining years, she still loved Xi Mubai, and it was no longer due to Lige.
After all, Xi Mubai did not paint anymore and did not touch the paintbrush anymore. She regretted that the other party no longer painted.
More, still respect his decision.
Therefore, she loved Xi Mubai, really loved it!
Hearing the words, Xi Mubai's tense heart shrank, and tears fell again, only to feel the robbery of the two worlds wrapped in his heart, and finally a little smoke disappeared.
In the past few years, since I understood Luo Zheng's intentions and knew that Luo Zheng admitted to the wrong painter, he did everything possible to hide it, so that Luo Zheng would not know the truth.
But at the same time, suffering from unbearable torment, I feel that Luo Zheng's feelings for himself are mixed with the factors of Lige, and are not so pure.
Even later, he was getting deeper and deeper, and he developed an illusion that this was his stolen feeling!
Over time, he often thinks so, and occasionally sleepless at night, does not want to let Luo Zheng leave him, and is afraid Luo Zheng does not love himself.
Fortunately, at this moment, it was finally completed.
After learning the truth, she still admits herself that she loved herself before, not the artist Li Ge, nor Bo Hancheng, just herself!
Soon, Xi Mubai realized afterwards and realized what was happening, and his heart was tight again.
Loved, she said loved, not loved.
"Luozheng, Lige is wrong because of my greed and I don't want you to leave. But, you said it personally and loved me. Why don't you forgive me now? Are you ... still hating me? Luo Zheng, I ... "
"Xi Mubai hates a person because ... she still loves it. And I don't hate you anymore. Now that I know the truth, I feel relieved even more. I can't say that I can't forgive."
Luo Zheng said casually, his heart was calm, mixed with a bit of confusion.
In fact, as long ago as before, Xi Mubai stopped the car accident instead of himself and was dying in the hospital.
At that time, she had already decided to let go of the grievances of the previous life, the two years of entanglement, should have come to an end.
Therefore, after the car accident, she never went to the hospital and never looked at Xi Mubai.
Just because love and hate are broken, there is no need to meet again.
At that time, she had already guessed that the hidden truth of the previous life, Xi Mubai may love herself, which must be suffering.
That being the case, he almost gave her life, and the two can be regarded as offsetting the debt of debt, and never owe each other!
Unexpectedly, the truth I know now is more bizarre than I imagined ... But even so, she has decided her heart and does not want to change it.
"Luozheng, I don't understand, why is this the case? Is it because, you fell in love with Bohan City ..."
Xi Mubai refused to let go of her obsession, especially unbearable. Luo Zheng's appearance was light and light.
It was as if she had completely laid down everything, and would not allow herself to participate in her life again ... it was as if the mountains and rivers were so far away that the two would never meet again, just like strangers.
For the rest of his previous life, he stayed in the ancient temple, praying over and over again, looking at the gods and buddhas, standing under the bodhi tree, recalling the two of them as usual.
All the time, he was suffering because Luo Zheng hated himself to death.
Later, when my relatives said, Luozheng may start to rebirth ... Due to the rebirth, he may not have a memory, and Luozheng will certainly have a memory.
Therefore, he was afraid again, afraid that Luo Zheng hated himself, would not love himself any more, and tortured each other to make a living.
It was at this moment that he discovered something very wrong.
It turned out that the most unacceptable thing for him was that she had no sorrow and joy, and she had to turn a blind eye to herself, and even hatred was a luxury.
Pitying him, he wanted to regain the love of husband and wife in the previous life, but she was breaking the bond, and wanted two people to lead the way!
why? He asked himself, the biggest change might have happened ... She fell in love with Bo Hancheng.
"In the past life, if it wasn't for Bo Hancheng, Mu Nianqing couldn't calculate everywhere, and ended up with a miserable end! He has already ruined our life, and now he has to ruin a new life? Luo Zheng, even if you don't love me, you should not love him ... "
Xi Mubai's eyes were hazy, and she lost her usual gentleman's manner, and even hated Bo Hancheng.
At the same time, he remembered something in his heart, clenching his fists tightly, depressed.
Regarding the previous life, he was telling the truth, but it is not all ... There is also a part, since it is Bo Hancheng, he chose to hide it.
Now it seems that maybe it is right, he admits that he is psychologically selfish.
But, he loved Luo Zheng deeply, and spent all his hard work, and finally met again, unwilling to have any trouble!
What's more, in his heart, the tragic ending of the previous life is indeed inextricably linked with Bo Hancheng.
Luo Zheng bit her lips silently, her eyelashes trembling, like butterfly wings: "Love him? I don't know, I really don't know ..."
She didn't know how much more remains of Bo Hancheng's love ... after all, it was really absurd. Through Xi Mubai's narrative, if this is the truth.
Well, she didn't need to hate Bo Hancheng anymore.
It suddenly occurred to him that before the death of his previous life, Bo Hancheng appeared in front of him and lied that he was the Luojia bodyguard. There was no truth.
In this life, she fell in love with the Bo Han City, a big reason, is the life-saving benefactor.
Nowadays, it's all a lie, it's a joke.
Well, the so-called love is just an illusion.
Thinking about it this way, Luo Zheng looked at Xi Mubai again and suddenly lowered his lower lip: "Xi Mubai, I don't love you anymore, not only the reason of Bo Hancheng. More, I can't love anymore ..."
In my mind, there seemed to be a picture about her previous life. She broke free from Xi Bai ’s palm and said truthfully:
To this day, I have to believe that fate is really fooling. Do you remember? The last time, I I do n’t want to ask you, you have loved me for ten years ... "