Chapter 39: Child's tears

After sending off the police, Belle stubbornly asked Su Yutan: "Do you think my father is a bad guy?"
It seemed that she would not give up without her answer.
Su Yutan felt inexplicably familiar with her gimmicky look, and if she saw her young self.
She used to be so embarrassed.
"Belle thinks, what are good people and what bad people?" Su Yutan asked Belle.
Belle bit her lip, tangled a bit, and replied, "Good people are good people and bad people are bad people."
"We won't talk about anything else. Belle can think about it. Dad teaches you to lie and teach you to intentionally oppose your mother. Is this a good thing or a bad thing?"
Belle looked at her wryly, tears slowly erupted in her eyes, and her head bowed extremely sadly: "Other people's fathers are good people, why are my fathers bad people? Oh ... I don't want bad people to be my father ... "
That day, Belle cried almost choked, and when she finally fell asleep in her mother's arms, her face was still full of tears.
Jiang Miaomiao lowered her head and wiped the tears on Belle's face little by little with her fingers, in a gentle expression, with infinite desolation.
She stared at Belle in her arms and said to Su Yutan, "After Belle had been awkward with me for a month, I once thought that she was also hypnotized?"
Su Yutan answered the question promptly, fulfilling her desire to confide: "Why dismissed this idea?"
Once Yao Zhijie's death, this case can basically be ended, and she no longer has to worry about stance issues as before.
Jiang Miaomiao laughed with ridicule: "After three years ago, I no longer know nothing about hypnosis. If a person is in a state of hypnosis, the psychiatrist can detect it at the first inspection.
"I couldn't find evidence of being hypnotized three years ago because when I went to check, my hypnosis had been lifted.
"If Yao Zhijie used the hypnosis method to deal with Belle again, as long as I mentioned to the lawyer or judge in the custody lawsuit, he would probably have to go to jail.
"Yao Zhijie is very careful and pays attention to things. He will not use the same method again. Because this time, if he does, he may not have a chance to lift hypnosis again.
"Again, does he need hypnosis for a child like Belle?"
Su Yutan agreed: "That's right."
To deal with Belle, Yao Zhijie only needs to coax, cheat and scam, and there is no need to hypnotize Belle at the risk of going to jail.
"Yao Zhijie has the right to visit. I can't stop him from meeting with Belle. I also suspect that Yao Zhijie is making a ghost, but Belle refuses to communicate with me. Yao Zhijie is too cunning, and I can't catch any evidence. Is it very Useless? "
Su Yutan comforted her: "It's not your fault. Social workers have a lot of authority you don't have, and there are specialized technical staff to support behind it, naturally it is easier to find evidence than you."
Jiang Miaomiao gave her a grateful smile and said, "When you came to me, I only gave you a lot of videos and didn't say anything extra. Do you know why?"
Su Yutan Waner asked his face frankly: "Why?"
Jiang Miaomiao looked at her and smiled gently: "Because I have passed the" Parental Qualification Certificate. "I know the work of social workers better than Yao Zhijie and believe in their ability.
"I don't need to sue him in front of you, because the social worker won't believe the words, I said it for nothing.
"I just need to provide you with a video recording Belle's changes in the past six months, and you can naturally see the problem from it. When you see the problem, you will naturally trace the truth. What you find out is better than what I said Is much more useful and effective.
"In addition to coaxing people, Yao Zhijie knew too little about the true knowledge of children, so he was so arrogant and thought he could hide the sky and use social workers to help him rob Belle of custody."
Su Yutan smiled and shook her head: "Thank you for your trust in social workers. You are not afraid that I am an exception in social workers. Can't find out the truth?"
Jiang Miaomiao said: "If that's the case, I can only think of another way. But I think that I have been unlucky for so many years, and I will never be so unlucky ..."
Thinking about her experience, Su Yutan also regretted it for her.
Jiang Miaomiao looked down at Belle's sleepy face, and remained silent for a while.
Then she sighed softly, and her eyes were full of tears: "The study materials of the study said: Don't let the child touch the dark side of life too early, because the child's subconscious and original consciousness have not yet matured, and they can easily be hurt by these dark things , Causing subconscious trauma.
"So, no matter how much I suffered at Yao Zhijie, I never said anything bad about Yao Zhijie in front of Belle. Because I don't want Belle to be embarrassed, I don't want her to see and hear her parents hate each other. , Do not want her to suffer in the love and hatred of adults.
"I thought it was a tacit understanding between me and Yao Zhijie. After all, he showed so much love for Belle.
"But I didn't expect that Yao Zhijie was so badly damaged ... I finally let Belle know the cruelest truth."
When coming out of Jiang Miaomiao's house, Su Yutan was in a heavy mood.
Jiang Miaomiao has endured so many years of death that he doesn't want his children to know the dirty and cruel deception and betrayal between men and women prematurely. But now, her years of hard work still fail.
So far, Belle can only learn to grow in pain and learn to face it.
Fortunately, she has a good mother. She is not desperate about life and people.
On Friday night, Su Yutan received a text message from Qiao Wangchuan: "I'm going to see the little pigeon tomorrow. Would you like to go with me?"
Su Yutan raised her eyebrows slightly: Qiao Wangchuan was finally willing to take care of her again?
Qiao Wangchuan never contacted her again after having dinner at the Halibut restaurant that night.
It is also difficult for her to take the initiative to contact him, so as not to have suspicions such as welcoming and rejecting.
"I want to go. Is it convenient for you?" She also wrote back.
"There is nothing inconvenient. What I said counts, I still hope that the young pigeon has his mother's love. See you tomorrow in the old place."
"Same place."
Su Yutan finished her message and was a little excited: she could see the little pigeon again.
She also secretly relieved. Qiao Wangchuan didn't find a topic to talk to her embarrassingly. Maybe she received her suggestion that day and accepted it? So ... that's fine.
On Saturday, Su Yutan and Qiao Wangchuan met in the underground dishhouse of the reproductive service center as usual.
Qiao Wangchuan wore a black sweater with a dark gray suit and a black overcoat. He put his hands in the coat pocket, still calm, but his temperament seemed more introverted and restrained than ever.
Qiao Wangchuan smiled slightly at her: "I haven't seen you in so long, you look good."
Su Yutan gave him a smile and politely said, "You look good too."
The two walked towards the nursery area.
Qiao Wangchuan said as he walked, "I thought about what you said in the restaurant that day, and I also consulted Dr. Lu. I also ... respect your choice."
Su Yutan didn't know how to answer for a moment, and had to continue to be polite: "Then ... thank you."
"In the future, we get along like ordinary friends, okay?"
Su Yutan had no reason to say no, and nodded: "Okay!"
It has been 22 weeks and her hair, eyebrows and nails are clearly visible.
Su Yutan put her hand on the belly of the machine "pregnant woman" and clearly felt the fetal movement.
She noticed that throughout the visit, Qiao Wangchuan's right hand was hidden in a coat pocket.
She looked at his right hand in a weird way.
What happened to that hand?
Obviously he is not left-handed, he has to use his left hand for everything, doesn't he find it awkward?
Qiao Wangchuan also noticed her movements, and a little smile filled her eyes and asked her, "What are you looking at?"
Su Yutan asked directly: "What's wrong with your right hand?"
Qiao Wangchuan raised his mouth and said, "Guess?"
Su Yutan looked at the ceiling and said with no expression: "Just don't say it." She is not a person who is so curious that she can't sleep without an answer.
In 3018, the New Year's Day in 3019 arrived.
Before New Year's Day, Avril moved back to her home.
Before leaving, she said to Su Yutan, "You go and see Anuo recently! My family is not allowed Jiajia to deal with him, Anuo is very sad. You ... enlighten him, say ... those things ... It's not his fault. "
"Okay!" Su Yutan agreed to Ai Weier, but smiled bitterly in her heart.
How to enlighten Arnold?
It is a fact that his mother did all the bad things; it is also true that the Ai family did not wait to see him because of his mother; he was not a friend of Jiajia because of his mother;
These things are indeed not Arnold's fault, but they have an inestimable impact on Arnold's life.
She called Dr. Qiao, asked about the size of Arnold's shoes, and found a good-selling children's shoe on the Internet. It was a New Year's gift for Arnold.
On the second day of 3019, Su Yutan met Anuo again in the children's amusement park that met Cui Linlin.
When seeing Su Yutan, An Nuo let go of his father's hand, rushed to hug her leg, and looked up to her and said, "Aunt Su, I miss you so much!"
"Aunt misses you too!" Su Yutan picked him up, nodded, and nodded in appreciation. "Anuo weighs a lot. It seems that I eat well every day?"
Anuo smiled, nodded heavily, and said proudly, "Well! Anuo is well behaved, not at all difficult to raise."
Su Yutan smiled and exaggerated him: "Good boy!"
She had a hard time holding Arnold, so she put him down, held his hand, and greeted Qiao Dongfeng: "How are you doing recently?"
Qiao Dongfeng looks a little shy. After listening to her question, he smiled slightly: "Not good. But compared to Weier and her family, I'm not much."
Su Yutan couldn't help sighing, and could only say, "Take care of yourself and give Weier some time."
Qiao Dongfeng nodded, his eyes gloomy: "I understand. I wait for her decision."
Both were in a heavy mood and fell into silence.
Keeping an eye on them, An Nuo showed off his new shoes to Su Yutan vigorously: "Aunt Su, look! Look!" He pointed to his shoes and said, "This is Gamma's favorite Shoes! It's my New Year's gift from my dad. "
At first glance, Su Yutan was indeed the same pair of shoes that Gamma wore ... in Wandering All Stars.
She praised her and took out the shoes she bought to Anuo for an attempt.
Arnold broke down, wearing the new shoes she bought and running fast in front of them.
Su Yutan watched him run and said to Qiao Dongfeng sitting next to him, "It seems that Arnold has begun chasing that play."
Qiao Dongfeng smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth: "I originally wanted to tell him this story first. But after he knew Jia Jia, Jia Jia took him to the drama. Now, instead, he is giving I tell the next story. "
After playing for a while, Anuo ran back to Su Yutan and said, "I also prepared a gift for Aunt Su." He urged his father to take out the gift quickly.
Qiao Dongfeng took out a small wooden picture frame from the backpack, which was a children's picture. It depicts an adult woman pulling a barefoot boy out of a door.
Anuo pointed at the two people on the painting and said, "This is Auntie Su, this is Arno. This is Ano's painting. The picture frame my father bought with me is a gift for Auntie Su."
Holding the frame in both hands, he very solemnly handed it to Su Yutan: "Aunt Su, thank you for helping me out. I didn't know that there was so much fun outside."
Su Yutan feels: The smile in Anuo's eyes is extremely innocent.
"Thank you, Arnold! Auntie likes this gift very much." She thanked her sincerely.
After playing for a while, Anuo excuses thirst, wants to drink chocolate, and opens Qiao Dongfeng.
When Qiao Dongfeng went away, Anuo asked Su Yutan sadly: "Aunt Su, can I ask you something?"
"what's up?"
"How can I let Aunt Weier forgive my dad, and Jia Jia forgive me?" Anuo frowned, and was about to cry.
With a sigh, Su Yutan gently rubbed his soft hair: "Anuo, there is nothing I can do about it. We can only wait and wait for Aunt Weier and Jiajia to make a decision."
"What if they refuse to forgive us?"
Su Yutan was silent for a moment: "There are two ways. First, you can make other friends. This is normal, don't feel embarrassed. Second, you can continue to wait until the day you are forgiven, or The day you let go. You can choose either or both of these two methods. "
Anuo was silent for a moment and said impatiently, "If I apologize to my mother, will they forgive me?"
"Ano, what your mother does doesn't require you to apologize."
"But they were all angry because of my mother. Jiajia said that my mother was a very bad and bad person and had done a lot of bad things and hurt Aunt Weier. She said she would never play with me again Now ... "Anuo finally cried out." Aunt Su, is my mother really so bad? "
Su Yutan could only hold him in his arms and silently comfort him. He couldn't say something to pretend that he was too peaceful to deceive him.
When he finally said goodbye, Su Yutan said to Qiao Wangchuan, "Let Ano make one or two new friends as soon as possible! When he has new friends, the damage will not be so great."
Qiao Dongfeng nodded: "Doctor Lu said the same, but there was no suitable child around me to introduce him. Fortunately, Dr. Lu has agreed to let Arnold go to online school. I plan to register him after New Year's Day. See him Can you make friends in online schools? "
Su Yutan nodded and said nothing more.
Anuo has grown so isolated in the world that he must not venture into physical schools.
Otherwise, he can't understand what the teacher is talking about, what his classmates are talking about, and he has to face countless people every day without any social skills.
Such a huge and sudden change will make him confused and make him feel alien and out of touch with him, but it is very bad for him.
By the same token, those children who are too skinny are not suitable to be introduced to him as friends.
Anuo still doesn't understand what other children are playing, making trouble, or laughing. Without an emotional foundation, another group of naive ignorance can easily arouse those bear children's desire to bully and tease him.