Chapter 329: Convey of Heart (Part 1)

"Ling..." When the rest of the people reached the fifth floor of the "Central Tower", they looked at the petite figure that was extremely disproportionate to the huge platform and inclined plane. They were arrogant and furious when they faced other performers. The momentum could not be maintained. Everyone looked at Ling's expression, it seemed very subtle.
"You are here." Ling with a delicate face and well-groomed hair is leaning against the pillar. The expression on her face does not know how to describe it. Heilijia even felt that the moment she saw the crowd arrived, her eyes seemed Some emotions like joy flashed past, but they disappeared quickly, "Too slow."
"Remove that disguised smile, are you the real you now?" Maybe it was because of what was said, maybe it was because there was something you didn't understand? At this moment, Ling no longer looked like the weird girl who was a big little ghost, but more like an adolescent ordinary girl full of confusion and confusion. The Ling in Heliga's eyes at this moment is the real one, throwing away all the disguised Ling.
It is precisely for this reason that it is precisely because Ling chose such a face and image to face everyone-that gave Estier and others a chance to communicate. If Ling still had that hypocritical smiley face, Estelle didn't even know what to say.
"It's normal too... After all, after the "tea party", she showed real emotions and thoughts to everyone. "Seeing this scene, Fei also said with a smile.
"Yes." Heliga sighed. As the two were talking quietly, Estir, Joshua, and Tida were already standing in front of Ling.
"You are here." Ling just said lightly, without exaggerated laughter or any unusual behavior.
"Ah...Ling, what's the matter with you." Tida looked at this friend who is usually very lively and timidly, "It doesn't look the same as usual."
"I'm thinking about things, but I don't understand it more and more... I originally wanted to greet you happily, but my mood got worse..." Ling sighed softly, "Joshua ,long time no see."
"The same is true for you, Ling." Except for Levi, Ling is also one of his few remaining people who maintain a fairly good relationship. Therefore, Joshua temporarily put aside his opposing stance and showed a cordial smile to Ling.
"Ling... what is thinking?" Estiel took the lead in launching the offensive, let Ling open her heart, tell her true inner thoughts, and try to pass on her kindness and positive energy. Esther has always been here. The pursuit of all things.
"Ling is confused... I don't know what mood to use to face Estelle... Although it's good to pretend to be happy on the surface, she always feels like that... will stagnate." Ling said softly. "Although Ling said that she would kill you when we meet next time, Levi asked Ling to do more and kill less, so..."
"Don't mention doing more..." Levy said that doing things is obviously a crime of helping to form an association, "but this is indeed the case with less killing..." Heliga nodded.
"You are ashamed to say. When you ran into the Ark..." Joshua gave him a white look. At that time, Heliga was killing the Red Lotus hunters.
"I am the same as Levi in ​​a sense...this is the difference between Ling and us." Heliga did not deny.
"Different?" Ling asked curiously.
"Yes. It's different." Heliga said affirmatively. "The reason why I was able to kill the hunters without hesitation is because this is the battlefield, and they are the enemy. It is only natural for the two sides fighting on the battlefield to fight to the death. . I don’t know any of them, but it’s only because of the war, because killing the enemy is a matter of course on the battlefield. When I killed them, I didn’t feel hatred or regret, nor did I Breeding out the dark side of killing and devouring blood in the heart-of course, this has to be thanked for the help of many people. "If you did not have these experiences, you might be addicted to power and unable to extricate yourself.
"Yes...this is also the style of hunting soldiers, even including "West Wind" and "Red Constellation." "Fei also nodded, "Anyone who kills you to death on the battlefield can also sit in the tavern and chat together. Even if he encounters an opponent who has seriously injured himself on the battlefield, he will never have a different attitude. This is also what the predecessors of "West Wind" told me. "
"Yes... As for Levi, I think he is also persistently pursuing his own obsession. He, who calls himself "Sura", is also trying his best to suppress his inner anger and hatred. But Ling...you are different. I don't know what you have experienced, or why you joined "Association" at such a young age. I know that you are excellent... You can wield such a huge sickle, can handle all kinds of intelligence, can manipulate such a huge humanoid weapon, let alone achieve these achievements when you are so young. "Heliga said, "However, this does not mean that you are ready to participate in that intriguing conspiracy and death fight. I think that when Ling killed someone, she must be thinking about making up for her inner anxiety and emptiness... She thought that listening to the enemy's screams and begging for mercy would be able to make up for her inner anxiety, but after the killing, she only realized more Anxiety and anxiety... This vicious circle makes Ling very painful, right? "
"Why would you..." Ling was taken aback, and said with some difficulty, "Why do you know this..."
"Because it can show all of it, because it is taken for granted." Heilijia approached Ling step by step, her tone quickened, "Even among the performers, you are the only one who has never expressed your true purpose and pursuit. Let alone the pretending indifference of Bulubland and Levi, even if I don't like Varut, I have to admit that he has a good sense of death when he fights with me and Uncle Jin. The same is true for Lucio La. The look she looked at Sherazard told me... Only you, Ling, you tell me, what are you pursuing?"
"..." Joshua lowered his head sadly. As one of the people who brought Ling to the association, he was very aware of Ling's previous experience and the grievance she suffered.
"Heliga... don't know anything about Ling at all? Neither Joshua nor Levi told you?" For a long time, Ling just lowered her head and asked softly.
"I don't know." Heliga said honestly.
"Then... why do you want to point fingers at Ling?" Ling raised her head, revealing a horrible appearance that fits the image of "annihilation angel". In the past, anyone who saw this face would be frightened by the little girl's horrible expression, but Ling was surprised to find that Heliga was not only unmoved, but even smiled.
"That's because I am strong enough and qualified enough to point me to things that I can't see." Accompanied by the boy's statement, the vindictiveness around him began to condense, forming waves of air, "If you disagree with what I said, If you want to continue to reject the truth and indulge in your senseless delusions...how about using force to shut me up?"