Chapter 448: Let go of everything past tense

Heliga was taken aback.
He didn’t expect Ling to ask this question—of course, he didn’t think about the various possibilities of the complicated relationship between Ling and the Hayvas family—though they were giving Ling to Esther. A better choice, but if he had to say something, he hadn't imagined it. Under a complicated situation design and guarantee-let the Hayvas and Ling meet, no matter how.
A lot of things...If you really see it, maybe you won't go according to common sense... Heliga thinks so.
Of course, he knew that such a topic might upset Ling. He was also reluctant to destroy the friendship between himself and Ling for so long because of this... so he was witty and never asked about this-even when Ling already knew that he was interfering with their family's relationship.
However, Ling herself took the initiative to bring up this topic, and she seemed to be thinking very seriously, and she felt confused and distressed about it-Heliga also felt very relieved in her eyes.
"I also asked Levi... but he said that his experience can't help me..." Ling said to herself, "So I think Heliga might..."
"... In Levi's life, there is nothing to be happy about after the incident in "Hamel"... His words are on the way out of such a huge shadow. "Heliga said, "In this sense, you are companions on the same road." "
"Yeah... Levi said the same. He said he couldn't give Ling any advice...because he hadn't experienced it, nor had he experienced it... The object of his hatred and the desire to forgiveness are not the same as Ling Same." Ling's tone was very calm, but between her eyebrows, she was completely confused and puzzled.
"...I heard Lloyd and the others say about that." After a while of silence, Heliga sighed, "Actually, you are puzzled why you can't control your emotions like that after saving your brother... and that What is it? It’s very simple. Because you want to lose what you have...all so that your brother can enjoy it all safely. You don’t want him to leave his parents like you; you don’t want either Like you, he is helpless in the face of external assaults. You want to watch him grow up, a boy with the same blood as you... healthy, carefree... just like... the original you ."
Ling's smile froze in her mouth, and slowly unfolded. Thinking of her younger brother, her face gradually became gentle, "Hmm..." She felt relieved after admitting that, "That's it."
"Really good." Heliga stroked Ling's head lightly, and didn't say anything else, just kept doing this for a long, long time.
"Heliga... I... should I forgive them?" Ling murmured, not sure if he was really asking Heliga or just talking to herself.
Heliga sat down. "I don't know if you were in the closet at the time, could you feel their feelings about this matter... I looked at your father's face and watched him say those words, and he was almost completely relieved afterwards. The expressions of the two of them-you know how much pressure he is carrying."
"..." Ling bit her lip and was silent.
"I know some people... they didn't let go of their hostility to others until they died." Heliga said, thinking of Bernardo, who would rather dissipate completely than succumb to the devil, "It's not because they don't want to let go of their hatred. And to live well in this world...but they need this kind of hatred in their hearts to maintain their dignity and maintain their meaning of existence. In other words...they have no reason to let go of their hatred...Ling, think about it, and ask. Ask yourself... Is this your situation?"
"I..." Ling turned her face away, not wanting Heliga to see her shaking and tears, even though her voice was trembling, "seeing the relief when they found Colin...Listen to them, I... I am softhearted... But I think of the night when I was taken away, I think of everything that happened in the "paradise", I think of the various intensive trainings I received in the "Association"... I hate them..." Pretending to be a strong barrier Breaking easily, Ling turned around, grabbed Heliga's clothes, tears dripping, "I...I don't know, I don't know if I should..."
She really didn’t know how to do it-I just wanted to let this matter pass by with a cold heart, and finally silently forgot-there is no more hatred, no more entanglements, but it's a stranger from now on People. Unexpectedly, when I heard those words with my own ears, I couldn't help but look like this.
Those words of repentance and excitement, every time I think back, are more lethal than the previous one.
If time can go back to before they were exposed to dangerous loan sharks.
If time can go back to before they sent themselves to their friends.
If time can go back to before the evil party of the "religion" set fire on a large scale.
Ling was scared... She didn't dare to think anymore. She didn't dare to face these possible alternatives, and her life wouldn't be so complicated and distorted reality-because that would only make her now more sad, and she wanted to see them even more.
"...Haha..." But Ling's appearance made Heliga couldn't help smiling. He took out the handkerchief, wiped off Ling’s tears, looked at Ling’s eyes, and said,
Since I hate them so much, I don’t want to recognize them again... Then you have to follow Joshua and Estiel. Are they going? Never come back again, never come back to this place like Krossberg-just escape like this for a lifetime."
"...No, no." Ling shook her head hoarsely.
"It's also...can't just leave them alone, it's too cheap for them." Heliga pretended to say angrily, "Then make good use of your abilities... engage in information warfare and let them suffer?"
"Heliga." Ling groaned.
"Look...Ling, didn't you have the answer long ago?" Facing Ling's scolding eyes, Heliga just spread her hands indifferently, "If you don't plan to drive away or avoid the haze... then slowly wait until the haze Dissipate by yourself, isn't it all right?"
"..." Ling tilted her head, looking puzzled.
"All the facts are the result of human behavior-the things in the past were made by them, and the things in the future were made by them. No one can change-including you. Ling." Heliga said. "If you can't forgive them, it doesn't matter...never forgive them."
With a triumphant smile, he lightly flicked Danling's surprised face, "Let "not forgive" belong to the past, and face the present and the future in a different mood... Seeking truth from facts, fair and just, okay? "
"...It's so hard to understand." Ling smiled bitterly in confusion, "but...it doesn't seem to be bad..."
"You will...Ling." Heliga muttered silently in her heart.
Because... you are not the only one working hard.
Himself, Esther and the others, Tida, Levi, Old Man Yoguru, and everyone in the support department--all in their own way, illuminating the way for Ling.