Chapter 8:

He An stopped talking.
He looked up at his Alpha, silent for a long time. After a while, he slowly closed his eyes, stretched out his slightly trembling hand, and took over the report sheet that was close to the nose and still had a little smell of hospital disinfection water: "Fei, if you You can feel to me when you are awake. Even a little bit, your spouse ... will not happen. "
Zheng Fei frowned frantically: "What do you mean?"
He An took a deep breath and exhaled slowly from his chest. He stroked his fingers over the paper and rubbed the printed "100%".
"You must not believe it. When you lose consciousness, you like me more than anyone, as if ... as long as you have me, nothing else matters. When you see me, you will immediately erect; touch When I was, you would tremble terribly; when we were doing it, you were as excited as a wolf. You are a very possessive person. Once you came over, I happened to be entertaining a friend, it was a minor Beta. It stands to reason that adult Alpha should not be hostile to underage beta, but you didn't say anything, and a slap went up, causing me to say a few apologies to him. But ... but wait for us to finish , Your temper will ease, and you will be tangled with me every minute and every second, asking me to coax you to sleep, like a child who feels insecure. "
At this point, He An laughed bitterly: "You probably don't have any impression of these things? Even me, you don't exist in your sober memory."
Zheng Feiyu said nothing and turned to look out the window.
He An also said, "Later, I went to several hospitals and met several doctors. I asked them that there are so many Alphas in the world, why is only my Alpha different, obviously the degree of fit is so high, but I refuse to be sober Love me in my state. I stood in front of him, a distance of two or three meters, and the sun was shining on me. It really couldn't be more conspicuous, but he just couldn't see it. The doctor said that it was because of Alpha's subconscious mind. Resisting me, unwilling to admit to being attracted to me. "
He An's voice began to tremble. He took the cup, poured half a cup of hot cocoa like a chill, and swallowed too fast, choking violently.
Zheng Feiyu watched coldly, and he finished with a whisper.
He An pressed his chest for a while before continuing to say, "The doctor told me that because you subconsciously resist me, your hypothalamus, or somewhere else, will secrete an inhibitory substance, blocking the flow of pheromones and suppressing Your feelings and desires. But everyone needs to release their emotions. Normal couples will live together, hug, kiss, and balance the pheromone on both sides, but we do n’t have it. Over time, your body is depressed to the limit, just Intelligent control is no longer accepted. Pheromones will urge you to come to me and go to bed with me until I get enough comfort. "
Reason is out of control. Once again, the culprit is still pheromone.
Zheng Feiyu thought of the little Omega actor who betrayed him, and his face became more and more gloomy. He glanced at He An with the light from the corner of his eye. The young man bowed his head, his body shook terribly, and it was really very uncomfortable. A fringe on his forehead trembled gently, and the liquid in the glass appeared in waves.
He An said softly: "I asked the doctor why Alpha resisted me subconsciously. The doctor said that there are too few cases and too many possibilities, maybe it's my fault, maybe you ... it's the fault of both parties. If you want to Finding the reason, we had better live together for a while, and when we get to know each other, there may be a way to solve the problem. "
Cohabitation, companionship, familiarity, untie, and love each other-sounds natural and beautiful, but in fact, the success rate of this road is appallingly low.
Close to zero.
A year ago, after receiving the guidance and encouragement of a doctor, He An set out to study the case and wanted to find a way to awaken Zheng Feiyu, but the deeper the research, the more the truth made him despair: spousal disease is extremely rare, and can There are only twelve pairs found in the case records, and none of these twelve ends in death.
Because every Alpha refuses to compromise with Omega.
Alpha is the dominant player in gender relations, with unwilling frustration and strong execution beyond Omega. The rejection and aversion that they have established in the subconscious cannot be reversed in reality. This means that poor Omega has thrown an olive branch, but has no chance to repair his relationship.
The end of those unloved Omegas, and the end of the lost Alphas, is more clear than anyone else.
Heaven never gives goodness to selfless gifts. Given the envy of everyone's envy, it is also necessary to set a trap, and follow an unknown black and white ceremony. It ’s honey, then it ’s a hundred years old, it ’s a poison, then Lao Yan flies and misses once in a lifetime.
He An was like this. He untiedly unwrapped the gift box ribbon, then held the rose in his hands and turned it upside down.
Do you ask him to be afraid?
Actually not so scared.
Zheng Feiyu ’s reaction has been rehearsed many times in the nightmare, and then the sad emotion is repeated thousands of times, and it is like a chewing gum that lost its original taste. But he still didn't dare to face it, for fear of seeing that there were only sharp, petty questions left in those eyes eagerly staring at him.
He An has a gentle temperament, is hard to beat, and does not fight for strength. He just wants to be a cat who lives peacefully and does not assume what will happen tomorrow.
Before that, Cheng Xiu murmured for him. He spitted and analyzed the pros and cons of the afternoon, urging him to tell Zheng Feizhen the truth. He was like a little white flesh hiding in a mussel shell, blindfolded and deceived himself, and kept saying, "Wait a minute, wait a minute, and let me stay with him again."
Once the relationship has been identified, the relationship between him and Zheng Feiyu will end-just like those unfortunate Alpha and Omega.
But ... it's not enough.
He didn't love long enough, and he didn't hate enough despair, he was trapped by himself alone, and he couldn't forget the rain, the umbrella, the tens of meters side by side meeting Zheng Feiyu when he first met, and it seemed as if in the imagination The small possibility that can go on all the time.
"We don't have the need to live together." Zheng Feiyu said suddenly, interrupting his meditation, "I reason to resist you subconsciously, you don't know, I know."
He returned to his original position, crossing his fingers under his jaw, staring directly at He An, his expression indifferent and arrogant: "Mr. He, according to this report, your pheromone is 100% compatible with me. This is indeed an invaluable one. I have a courtship advantage, but IMHO, pheromone cannot represent everything. Education, vision, family background, social class ... These things are far more important than pheromone. After comprehensive consideration, I believe you agree that we are not at all Being the best partner, even politely, is quite a distance from a qualified partner.
"I like Omega. He needs enthusiasm, publicity, and ambition. He has various attitudes on the bed, independent personality under the bed, needs to accompany me in and out of social situations, talk well, move forward and backward, and need to have enough common topics with me. Obviously, you do n’t It fits any of them. I subconsciously resist you, it can be said to be logical. "
All-round negation, seeing blood in every sentence, comes from Alpha who was still intoxicated with his body last night.
He An held his scarf tightly, and the palm of his hand continued to produce slippery sweat. The back of his neck was cold, and the glands wounded by tiger teeth were stinging sharply.
Yeah, how does he deserve the glorious Zheng Feiyu?
He just ...
It's just the most common Omega.