Chapter 170: why! Don’t you dislike him! ?

But Yin Tangyi seemed to ignore her resistance, and said to herself:
"In the midsummer, let's go to a place where no one knows us, okay? I can no longer be with a woman other than you, my whole head and whole heart are filled with you, and I can't hold it anymore. Others. I will never listen to my mother and get engaged to anyone. I want you alone."
It was through drunkenness that he revealed all the thoughts and thoughts in his heart.
Yes, he also wanted to forget this woman, but he found that it was not like that at all.
Without her, the world was in chaos, and it was dim, and he couldn't find his way. He doesn't know where he should go, he only knows, he just wants to go where there is her...
He also wants to let go, but he really can't do it...
She is like his life's dream. If she leaves, his dream will be broken, and his life will be completely finished.
Li Shengxia frowned slightly, "Sorry, Master Yin. I find that my heart has Mo Nianchen's place again, or I found that I have always liked Mo Nianchen..."
"For everything about you, I'm sorry, please forget me. We really can't. Even if you give up on yourself, I won't be affected in any way, so please face your life and go Go ahead."
Li Shengxia said, gently pushing Yin Tangyi away.
Who knows, Yin Tangyi suddenly pressed her to the car. This time, he used a lot of force, and the wounds on her back seemed to be torn apart...
"Stop talking! Midsummer, I don't care who you think about, as long as you are by my side, OK?! Answer me!"
His eyes were so hot, it even seemed as if two flames were burning.
Just as Li Shengxia was about to speak, at this moment, Li Shengxia's phone rang
The ringing of her phone was very hurtful, and it hurt him more than her refusal.
‘I try to think of you smiling and crying, let myself love you deeply and then learn to give up. I don’t want to forget you, even if I can, I would rather remember all the sadness. ’
‘It’s okay if I try to remember your suffering. I will use blessings and gratitude to bravely lose you and love you for this decision. Although it’s hard, I’m not sorry...’
Yin Tangyi once listened to this song in a music box. At the time, she said that it was the person she hated the most and gave her the most hated song.
But now, she actually uses this song as a music ringtone...
The so-called most annoying can also become a favorite...
Yin Tangyi pressed Li Shengxia's wrist to prevent her from answering the phone. His wounded expression seemed to be asking her why.
"Didn't you say that you hate this song? Use it as a ringtone?"
Li Shengxia's face turned pale, but he didn't expect that he would remember it.
He didn't know, there were some things for no reason. Just as she didn't know why she fell in love with someone, she could no longer love someone else.
In her first year of high school, she liked a music box because the lyrics in it seemed to describe her mood at the time.
It was approaching Mo Nianchen’s birthday, and she wanted to buy this music box as his gift, but she was afraid that her mood at the time would be known by Mo Nianchen. It was this kind of mood that she wanted him to know but was afraid that he would know. , She hesitated for a long time.
Finally, when she decided to buy it and gave it to him, she found an identical music box in Mo Nianchen's drawer.
She was surprised at the time. Mo Nianchen saw her staring at the music box in a daze and told her that it was given by a girl who admired him. It felt weird and disgusting. If she liked it, just take it.
Her mood suddenly became extremely complicated, and the words "love" and "disgusting" kept playing in her mind. Tell him, she doesn't want it.
But he stuffed the music box in her hand and gave her the fortress.
She suddenly became angry and said to him that she hated him, she hated the song, and even the music box.
Then he threw the music box into the trash without expression. Tell her, don't like it.
His movements were so abrupt at the time that she even felt an unspeakable anger, he was angry? It should be her who should be angry!
After all, she liked the music box once and wanted to give it to him. Although it was first picked up by others and not liked by him, she still couldn't accept that he would throw it into the trash can at will.
She was stunned and asked him why he was doing this.
She will never forget his answer. Without even looking at her, he said coldly, how to deal with things you don't like, and ask why!
After he finished speaking, he walked away.
She froze in place for a long, long time. Only then did she know that it turned out that things he didn't like could be handled at will. And she, like that music box, would not be liked by him.
After he left, she picked up the music box and took it away.
After that, she never thought of preparing a birthday present for him again, always deliberately forgetting his birthday.
She thought that since so many people gave him gifts, hers was not important at all, and he wouldn't like it if he gave them. Maybe it would be like a music box that he would throw away.
Mo Nianchen might never know why she never gave him a birthday gift. She thought that she would not be disgusted by this. Until that day, she accidentally found the music box in the room.
It turned out that there was no change between the mood at that time and the mood now...
It's like the lyrics of that song in a music box.
She kept trying to forget him, but she didn't want to really forget him. Although the decision to love him was difficult, she didn't want to say sorry...
Li Shengxia recovered and looked at Yin Tangyi who was tolerant of his anger, feeling very sorry.
She discovered that she had spent many years trying to get Mo Nianchen out of her heart, trying to get Yin Tangyi to walk in from her heart, but she still failed...
She solemnly said to Yin Tangyi: "Let go of me, I want to answer the phone."
Yin Tangyi yelled angrily: "Tell me! Why! Don't you dislike him? Don't you dislike this song!? Why!"
She remembered what Mo Nianchen said at the beginning, and there was no reason why she didn't like it.
Perhaps, there is no reason why you like it.
She looked directly at Yin Tangyi’s questioning eyes and said,
If I knew why, I would never run away. If I knew why, now, I would never come back. If I knew why, I might not try. I want you to get close to me and let you know me, so that it won’t disrupt your life."
These words of Li Shengxia made Yin Tangyi's heart full of mixed feelings.
The ringing ringing is like a joke.
He didn’t want to listen anymore, so he didn’t continue to stop her from pressing the call button—