Chapter 184: Midsummer, have you been like this before?

"Rejected?" Tan Qing asked, stopping the car by the beach.
The wind is very strong, the rain is very strong, and the weather is very cold. It seems to carry the hustle and bustle of the whole world outside, so violent and crazy.
In the car, it was so warm and quiet.
"It's worse than this." Li Shengxia buried her cheeks between her hands, trying to find some courage. "He even thought that I said that because I wanted to save Yin Tangyi, so he wanted to disintegrate the Yin group in a rage. ."
"It's his style."
Li Shengxia regretted that because of Qiu Haitang’s pleading and the guilt for Yin Tangyi, he didn’t follow Tan Qing’s advice, and went to Mo Nianchen on his own.
But she still couldn't accept Mo Nianchen's handling of this matter. Not to be so indifferent.
"Anyway, Yin Tangyi is innocent. He shouldn't pay for Mo Nianchen's willfulness. Besides, I failed him before. I can't watch him fall and ignore him."
"Midsummer, were you like this before? I can't manage my own affairs, and I'm still worried about others."
Li Shengxia bit her lip, because she didn't want to remember anything about her, so she had to do a lot of things to transfer or even forget her pain.
But when asked by Tan Qing, she felt that her hidden embarrassment was about to be seen.
"Don't always think about avoiding, there will be a better solution." Tan Qing continued, "Don't always think about hiding your emotions. At this time, shouldn't you cry more?"
Li Shengxia looked at Tan Qing in surprise, and she felt that her pretending to be strong would be disintegrated.
Tan Qing got out of the car and pulled her out of the garage.
The sea breeze is strong and the rain has not stopped, but it is much smaller than before. Although it is June, the weather is still very cold on this rainy night.
He said to her on such a vast seashore, "Let's be presumptuous once like wind and rain."
He said, suddenly pulling her to run wild on the beach.
Such a violent running speed seemed to dissolve all the disguise.
The rain fell on her cheeks against the wind. Although the wind was very cold on her body, her blood started to boil when she ran.
I don't know if it's rain or tears, it's carried far by the wind.
In this night without stars and moon, she finally accepted the darkness, running wildly and crying wildly.
It was like the figure that had been chasing desperately at the beginning, already hidden in the depths of youth, but she still ran tirelessly in that direction.
Tan Qing shouted loudly: "Hurry up to the sea and shout out all your thoughts. It will let the sea breeze take away all your pain. Scream, it can hear you!"
Running wildly and shouting are all things she has always wanted to do, but has not done.
"Ah--" Tan Qing first shouted, "Ah...did you hear that? I'm not happy at all!"
"Ah-you listen to me talk about my heart, and then don't tell anyone, then forget it, OK?"
"In midsummer, it's your turn."
"what--"
"Mo Nianchen, you bastard, you invincible in the universe. I won't give you a third chance to reject me..."
"Mo Nianchen, you stupid! You only know to bully me, embarrass me, and hurt me! You don't even know what others are thinking..."
"Mo Nianchen, do you know how much courage I muster to confess to you again? Do you know that I really hate you!"
"Hate your arrogance and arrogance, hate your arrogance, hate you for always being domineering, hate you, hate you, hate you most!"
"But..." Tears burst into her eyes, "But, who would call me an idiot, I would like you as a bastard..."
"Do you know how long I have liked you? Do you know how uneasy I am getting along with you? Do you know how hard I need to hide my thoughts to keep the water dripping? Do you know that every sentence I hate is Corresponds to the sentence like."
"Why do you always obliterate the things that I have only built up so easily."
"I don't want to like you, I don't want to like you, I don't want to like you! I also want to like others, be close to others, and forget you! But you devil, why would you steal my heart..."
"Why stole my heart, but didn't want it. Why didn't you want my heart, but refused to give it back to me..."
The scorching tears broke freely, and she felt a hot touch on her cheek.
She was crying so hard that she could not speak clearly, but still felt that it was not enough.
Tan Qing looked at her quietly, her deep eyes seemed to hide the vast ocean.
"Finally said it, it's all right."
When Li Shengxia heard what Tan Qing said, tears flowed uncontrollably.
When she first saw her, she thought Tan Qing was so annoying, and she always felt cynical.
However, that might be just a disguise of a person.
Everyone will have their own disguise. Disguise kindness, or disguise badly. Maybe it’s all because I don’t want others to know who I am...
She has been cautious, hiding her thoughts well.
However, Tan Qing saw her through at a glance. Then, she slowly pulled her out of the tightly wrapped cocoon.
Li Shengxia wanted to smile at Tan Qing, but she cried even worse. Instead, he reached out and rubbed her damp hair and smiled.
"Look at you, like a falling dog."
"..." What a metaphor is this! Li Shengxia mumbled, "You just lost the soup."
After that, both of them laughed.
I don't know how long it took to feel tired. She lay weakly on the beach, venting her emotions and making her look much better at the moment.
Tan Qing's head was resting on her head, and she lay down in the opposite direction, lying in a straight line with her one hundred and eighty degrees.
The world seems to have become quieter.
"Tan Qing, do you know? When I was a child, I wanted someone to accompany me crazy, but I never waited for that person. Today, I finally got my wish. Thank you." She closed her eyes and felt the sound of the sea breeze, she felt herself The sound of the heartbeat is also so nice.
"When I saw you, I knew the restlessness in your bones. Otherwise, with so many people, why did I choose to tease you."
"Tan Qing, you are really ugly, no wonder you don't have a girlfriend."
"I don't have a girlfriend, it's all because I haven't met a girl who makes my heart beat."
"Don't you deny it, isn't there a saying that girls use their ears to fall in love? So, you must be gentle when you talk to girls. I think no one doesn't like sweet words."
"If I speak sweet words to you, I'm afraid you will agree with me if you are not careful."