Chapter 307: I killed him

Tan Qing continued:
"My uncle is very good. He is completely different from me. At that time, I was like a shadow, but he was a real light. He has excellent grades, talents, and unique insights into design. His life is full of hope. Everyone has high hopes for him."
"And I, by nature bohemian, like freedom, and often stay away at night, I am a really ignorant bastard. I admire my little uncle, and I also hate his light. It is a very contradictory mood."
"I hate him for his good looks and at the same time envious of his bright future. His dream is to become the world's best designer, and I hope that his name will be remembered by everyone. For him, this is a breeze."
"He is obviously the same age as me, but lives in two opposite extremes with me. He is so good, but I am useless. Xiangxiang is the only variable between us. Unlike others, she doesn't like me. The little uncle who everyone loves, but loves me alone."
"For a moment, I was very happy, because finally someone saw my goodness, and finally someone chose me between me and him. I often go out to mix with Xiangxiang. Gradually, I find that my little uncle has changed a little He is no longer as cheerful and talkative, humorous and humorous as before. Instead, he is gradually reticent, always looking at Xiangxiang with a sad look.
"I gradually realized that my uncle might like Xiangxiang very much. That is totally different from my good impression on the surface of Xiangxiang. That kind of love goes deep into my bones and is unforgettable. So, I began to alienate Xiangxiang, because in fact I am I don’t really like her that much. I like her only because I think she has a better vision than others, but my uncle is different. His liking for her is a long and lasting profound."
"All have high hopes for my little uncle, but his light is gradually disappearing and weakening, Xiangxiang chasing after me, I begin to avoid her like a snake. I face her with the coldest expression, the most ruthless words. Hurt her, but she always chased me..."
"until one day……"
"I received the information that Xiangxiang was kidnapped, so I rushed to rescue her desperately. Who knows, it was just a prank by her! She confessed to me at that chaotic moment. I rejected her severely and told her that we absolutely Impossible. She asked me if it was because of my uncle. If it were not for him, I would accept her."
"I just wanted to answer her when I saw my uncle standing behind Xiangxiang looking at me..."
"He looked at me with sad eyes, but he smiled slightly at me, a little desperate, but still pretending to be nothing."
"At this moment, the boss of other gangs that I have bullied me usually found a group of people to stop us. There are 70 or 80 people, and we only have three. One is me and the other is the one who has no hands. The strong young uncle, a girl who has no fighting capacity. At first I chose to fight, but after all, the opponent was crowded with people. Seeing that I was injured, the young uncle had to choose to escape."
"He let Xiangxiang get in my car and said he would be there soon. I followed his advice."
"But, when we were ready, he didn't get in the car... He deliberately provoke the group of bastards, draw everyone's attention to him, and let us run away. I want to get out of the car, Xiangxiang hugs me Hold on, despite this, I finally got off the car, but I came too late."
"That year, he was only seventeen years old, so his young life came to an end."
"I know he heard it. He heard what Xiangxiang said. That sentence asked me, if he doesn't exist, is it possible for me and her."
"My little uncle, he is the same as you. He is the kind of person who thinks of others no matter how much he suffers. I really hate myself. Why didn't I tell Xiangxiang earlier that it was impossible? , Whether there is little uncle or not, it is impossible between me and her. If I told her earlier, little uncle might not die..."
"I killed him."
"In order to perfect us, he ended his life in this way. He saved me, but I no longer have the courage to be myself."
"So, I started to pretend that he is still alive, I pretend that I am him, I was thinking, if he is still alive, he will do something. It should be the same as what he said, become a good designer, enter the best Company, and then let his name be known to the world."
"So, after half a year of decadence, I started a crazy learning path, just like he once told me, I also have a shocking talent for design, and I soon returned from learning."
"Then, using his name, entered the emperor inheritance and went to work."
"Later Xiangxiang found me, and I still pushed her away coldly. After that, she started to cause all kinds of trouble...because she knew that no matter how indifferent I was to her, I couldn't help her."
"She kept using various methods to force me to meet her, fight with others, fight with others, get drunk in bars, and eat overlord meals in various hotels. As long as she can imagine, she will use it."
"the last time……"
"The last time was that day when you were in the hospital and I went out to buy porridge for you. She called me and said she was going to die. If I didn't come, she would die to me. She used to threaten me like this, so, That time, I ignored her..."
"After I went back, I found that you had fallen into the sea. I followed the navy to find you on the sea for a long time. During this period, she called me more than a hundred calls. Then, she disappeared..."
"I never saw her again, it has been five years now."
"I think she should be completely dead to me and want to start again."
"This is the story of me, Xiangxiang and my little uncle..."
Li Shengxia was shocked after hearing the story told by Tan Qing. She did not expect that the reason why Tan Qing would use her younger uncle's name was that there was such a reason.
"So, when you first saw me, you liked to tease me because..."
"Well, because you have so many qualities in your body, you are very similar to my little uncle. At that moment, I felt like I was alive again."
Li Shengxia said: "Tan Qing, I believe that your little uncle must never blame you. He hopes that both you and Xiangxiang will be happy before making such a choice... If he knows that you are not happy, He must not be at ease."
"Look, you always comfort people like this." Tan Qing wanted to smile at her, but found it difficult. He looked at the sea in silence and lost consciousness for a long time.