Chapter 188: I'm going back to Muchao

188 I am going back to Muchao
Because of the abortion, Xiahou Shangle and Bai Yuchen both had a gap that couldn't be passed.
And at this moment, Xiahou Shangle received a letter from Mu Chaolai, saying that it was Emperor Mu's newly canonized queen, and he missed his far-married daughter very much, and wanted her to return to Mu Chaolai.
If it were before, Xiahou Shangle would definitely not agree, but now, she wants to go back, at least if she goes back, she can temporarily escape Bai Yuchen, and she can also leave this sad place.
After receiving the letter, Xiahou Shangle looked at the blurry figure in the mirror quietly in front of the bronze mirror. Since the last time she refused to help the emperor father deal with Bai Yuchen, the emperor father has not written to her for a long time. , Now that he heard that his father had set up a queen, although Xiahou Shangle was surprised, he didn't have much reaction. After all, his father was the king of a country, and it was human nature to set up a queen.
"Xue Wu, go and invite the emperor over!"
Wrapped in a red cloak, Xiahou Shangle walked straight to the warm pavilion, sat on the warm pavilion, knocking on the coffee table next to him.
How long hasn’t seen Bai Yuchen, Xiahou Shangle didn’t ask about it, but she knew that she hated him and blamed him, she knew that Bai Yuchen was doing everything for her good, but she just couldn’t accept it, she couldn’t accept herself. Husbands, killed their children!
It turns out that if love turns into hate, it is really simple and simple. It is so simple that a very small thing can make two people who love each other become strangers who ignore each other.
"Master, the emperor is here!"
Originally, Bai Yuchen, who didn’t need to inform at Fengqi Palace, had to look at Xiahou Appreciation, but he still had to look at her mood. Sometimes he really felt that Xiahou Appreciation’s insistence didn’t mean anything, but he thought, after all. She is a woman. It is a painful thing for a woman to lose her child, plus the child who was killed by her husband, which is another painful thing.
Bai Yuchen can understand Xiahou’s heartache, because he also deeply understands these pains. That child is also his flesh and blood. He has always been looking forward to the birth of this child. Could it be that as a father, he killed his own flesh and blood by himself? Is it something that is not painful?
He understands that women are naturally sensitive, and their ability to withstand pain is not as strong as that of men, so he doesn’t care about Xiahou’s pleasure, but allows her to get angry at him, or even play a little temper. He can spoil her. From the moment he decided to give up their children, Bai Yuchen was already able to accept such a result!
"Well, sit down!"
Xiahou Shangle said lightly, put her hands away, waved her hand to signal Xue Wu to go out, she did not go to see Bai Yuchen, but gently poured a cup of tea in front of him.
Then, sitting in front of Bai Yuchen, he actually showed a small smile at Bai Yuchen. It was such a small smile that made Bai Yuchen excited and stretched out his hands to hold Xiahou Shangle's hands.
It was still so cold, as if there was no temperature at all, it was so cold that it made people feel that the coolness was transmitted directly to the bottom of people's heart through her palms, the cold that radiated from the bone.
"Le'er... Are you... willing to forgive me?"
Xiahou Shangle didn't take back his clenched hands, but looked at him faintly, still with such a light smile on his face, before he bowed his head for a long time and spoke softly.
"What's wrong with you? Let me forgive you?"
In this case, Bai Yuchen knew how deep the gully in Xiahou Shangle’s heart was. He knew that the one thing he did had already caused Xiahou Shangle to sentence him to death. He didn’t know, he didn’t know whether he would still be in his lifetime. Can you be forgiven by Xiahou Shangle?
"Le'er, do you really hate me so much that you don't even want to forgive?"
It was originally just a light sentence, but it was so painful when Bai Yuchen said it. Xiahou Shangle looked up at Bai Yuchen's painful expression, and the sadness in his eyes was something Xiahou Shangle had never seen.
Reaching out and gently covering his eyebrows, Xiahou's voice of appreciating music drifted away in the warm pavilion.
"Don't always frown, it won't look good!"
Bai Yuchen wanted to catch something, but was startled by Xiahou Shangle's next words.
"I'm going back to Muchao, no one will frown your eyebrows in the future, so don't keep frowning. A good face will look bad because of frowning like this!"
Going back to Muchao, she wants to go back to Muchao?
Did you really do something wrong? Is it so wrong that she doesn't even want to stay by her side?
There was a strong panic in Bai Yuchen's heart. He couldn't imagine whether Xiahou Shangle would come back again after returning to Muchao. He was unwilling, unwilling to watch her leave!
Almost without thinking, Bai Yuchen refused Xiahou Shangle.
"No, I won't agree, you... your body hasn't fully recovered yet, it's not suitable for long-distance travel, I won't agree with you back to Mucha!"
Xiahou Shangle didn't speak, but chuckled. For a long time, he retracted his hands and wrapped his body in a red cloak.
Since the child was gone, she suddenly fell in love with the big red color, and only this red as blood color suits her current mood. Every day, every day, her heart is dripping blood, no matter what she does Can stop the blood that keeps dripping down.
"I am not here to ask for your opinion, but to tell you that I will return to Muchao tomorrow!"
It’s also time to return to the Mu Dynasty. Xiahou Shangle has not returned to the Mu Dynasty for almost a year since he and his relatives came to the Yue Dynasty. No matter what the father has done, it is her father after all. Holding his blood.
"Do you... have to leave? Is it true that I was so wrong that I didn't even let you stay by my side?"
He was afraid of getting an answer he didn't want to hear, but he had to ask again. If he didn't ask, he would be even more afraid, afraid that in her heart, he would not even get a hate!
"My father has set up a queen. I just want to go back and live in Mu for a while. We... You are right. How can you forgive me? Some things happen when they happen. We can't change, we can only accept What happened, maybe...I am not strong enough to accept it, and I have been unable to accept it!"
Xiahou's joyous voice is calm, without excitement or resentment, just as calm as a dead water, but the calmer she is, the greater the emotion in her heart.
"Do you have to go back tomorrow?"
He knew that he was no longer qualified to ask her for something. Some things happened and could not be regarded as not happened. She still hated him and blamed him. This is good, this is good, at least she is still alive, she Can still hate him!
"Well, I'm afraid it will snow if it gets colder!"
"Well, I will send someone to give you a gift to return to Muchao!"