Chapter 240: To love someone is not to possess him

240 Loving someone is not about possessing him
Xiahou looked at the cruel figure with a touch of sadness in her eyes, but she didn't say anything, looked back at Bai Yuchen, who had a bad face, and turned away without saying anything.
She knew that doing so would not be bad, but there were some things she couldn't tell whether she was worthy or sorry. There is only one human heart, and she can only love one person. Xiahou Shangle is such a person.
If you are in love, you are in love. Even if you hate, you will not change anything for this reason. It is the person who loves and the person who hates that person. Even if Xiahou Shangle hates Bai Yuchen, he is unwilling to accept the other People!
"joy……"
Bai Yuchen rushed out of the imperial study room and looked at Xiahou Shangle's thin back. He didn't know what kind of feeling was in his heart. He couldn't tell but he felt very distressed.
He doesn’t understand why he hurt her in the first place and why he did so many things to hurt her. Now he wants to compensate, but he finds that Xiahou Shangle no longer treats him like he did before. There is a gap between them, maybe because of the missing child, maybe because she went back to Mu Chao once, Bai Yuchen always said that strange feeling, very strange, clearly right in front of him, clearly able to hold it, It just feels farther and farther!
Xiahou Shangle stopped, but did not look back. She frowned a little. Many times she didn't know how to face Bai Yuchen. She obviously loved but should also be hated. This kind of love and hate intertwined feelings. , Haunted her heart almost every night.
She wanted to forget the things Xia Houjun said, but she didn't know how to forget. She wanted to love Bai Yuchen, but she didn't know how to let go of those things.
Maybe life is so helpless, there are always too many involuntary things, Xiahou's heart is a little bit painful, she is waiting for Bai Yuchen to continue talking, after a long time, Bai Yuchen did not speak any more.
"Is there something?" Xiahou Shangle asked softly. She was not used to such an atmosphere, turned her head and watched Bai Yuchen's mouth rise slightly, with a smile that seemed like nothing.
This man is her beloved man, but is it possible for two people to be together? Xiahou Shangle didn't know, but she knew that if she wanted to be together again, she would have to go through many, many obstacles. Xiahou Shangle didn't know if she had the courage to overcome so many obstacles.
"It's okay, I just want to say, these days are a bit busy, so I won't go to Fengqi Palace at night. It's cool at night, so you can cover the quilt at night and don't catch the cold!"
Bai Yuchen’s voice is very gentle. Bai Yuchen doesn’t know what to say about the changes in Xiahou’s appreciation of music, but he knows that she must have difficulties for such changes. He wants to give Xiahou a little time to appreciate the music and let her Know how you want to do it.
"Then you should also pay attention."
Xiahou Shangle smiled faintly, turned around and walked towards Fengqi Palace. Every step she felt, she felt very heavy. How long would this day last? She didn't know, but she knew that one day everything would come to light and she would end this life.
In the courtyard of the Fengqi Palace, sitting on a chair with resignation and decadence, Xiahou Shangle stopped, sighed lightly and walked to his side, and sat down on another chair.
"Sorry……"
"Nothing, since you have said it yourself, it is your choice, what else can I say? In short, as long as you think it's worth it, I won't say anything!"
Ruanqing didn’t raise his head, and dashed across the ground with a branch in his hand. After a while, Ruanqing left the branch and turned to look at Xiahou Shangle. The corners of his mouth moved slightly, revealing a touch of ugliness. Smile.
Xiahou Shangle felt a little guilty in her heart, but she still didn't say anything. She just looked at the cruel love quietly. She didn't know how to say or what to say, so she could only look at him quietly.
After a long time, Xiahou Shangle said softly, "Rejuvenation, believe me, I have my own reasons for everything I do. I know what happened this time, it makes you feel embarrassed..."
"Miss, I'm fine, your complexion is not so good, go back to the room and rest for a while!"
After the cruel feelings were finished, he got up and went back to the room he used to live in. Xiahou Shangle looked at his figure. After a long time, he let out a sigh of relief and got up and went back to the bedroom. Maybe he wanted to open it in a few days. Right!
Xue Wu walked out of the side room, looked at Xiahou Shangle's back, and then turned to look at the room of cruel love. After thinking for a long time, Xue Wu made up his mind to walk in the direction of the room of cruel love.
"Rejuvenation...rejuvenation..."
There was no response at all, Xue Wu frowned and continued knocking on the door, "Rejuvenation...Rejuvenation...If you don't speak, I came in by myself!"
Pushing hard, Xue Wu pushed open the door of Ruanqing's room and saw Ruanqing sitting in a chair blankly. For some reason, Xue Wu's heart suddenly hurt.
She walked to the front of Ruanqing, squatted down gently, and took the hand of Ruanqing. Her face was pale at this moment, and she felt distressed when she saw it.
"Retaliation, what's wrong with you? Did something happen?"
Xue Wu shook her hand and asked softly, with undisguised distress in her eyes. Just now, Xue Wu had been thinking whether she wanted to express her feelings to Ruan Qing.
When the cruel love left some time ago, Xue Wu clearly felt that her heart was always upset. She was afraid, afraid that she would never see the cruel love again. Without seeing him, she would never have a chance to confess her feelings to him. Up.
If you like someone and you can't let him know, Xue Wu feels that this should be regarded as a kind of sorrow. She doesn't want to regret it later, even if she is rejected by the cruel, she will say it.
Ruanqing didn't speak, but took his hand out of Xue Wu's hand and glanced at her blankly. After a long time, Ruanqing got up and sat on a chair.
"I'm fine, what's the matter, are you looking for me?"
There was a faint feeling of estrangement in his words. Although Xue Wu was very heartbroken, she still smiled at him and stood in front of him.
"Retaliation, I want to tell you something."
Xue Wu bit her lip and finally wanted to say what she wanted to say. She looked up at her with relentless feelings. After a long time, there was a little doubt in her eyes.
"Talk about something!"
The ruthless and calm expression made Xue Wu very uncomfortable. Maybe there will always be only the master in his heart. Even if she loves and feels more uncomfortable, it is estimated that Ruthless will not have any reaction.
But she still fell in love with the cruel feelings, and I don’t know when she started to like him, but Xue Wu already likes him now. This is a fact that cannot be changed. Xue Wu sighed and calmed down. Excitement.
"Zhuqing, I...I like you! During your absence, I have been thinking of you every day, and I am worried that you will not come back. Huqing, I...I really like you!"
Ruiqing's eyes were cold, as if she had seen Canai from many years ago, she also said to herself that she fell in love with him and really fell in love with him!
Can Ai, she died to save herself, and his heart began to feel guilty and uneasy again. It took a long time before the cruel mood calmed down. She looked at Xue Wu quietly, and then showed a bitter smile. .
"Xue Wu, I am already married to Can Ai! You still have to die as early as possible, otherwise it will only make yourself more painful, sorry, I..."
And Can Ai, he is married to Can Ai?
Xue Wu didn't expect that Ruanqing didn't reject her because he liked Xiahou to enjoy music, but rejected her because of marriage with Canai!
She was unwilling, really unwilling, biting her lip, Xue Wu's eyes were red, and she was really rejected by the cruelty!
Although she knew it would be such a result, Xue Wu was still uncomfortable, and she didn't know how to accept it.
"You... Can love... Are you married?"
Although not often in the blood camp, but occasionally when I go back, I can still know Can Ai's intentions for Ruan Qing. It seems that Ruan Qing left Fengqi Palace this time to return to the blood camp, otherwise it would be impossible to marry Can Ai.
Was it because I was too late to say it, or because Ruanqing liked Canai very much. Xue Wu felt very painful and painful. It took a long time before he realized what Ruanqing said. He and Canai are married, his wife It's Can Ai...
It is impossible for himself and him. It will only be a pain to like him. Xue Wu's eyes were flushed looking at the cruel love, and there was a pain in his heart.
"Well, I'm married!"
Ruanqing didn't explain anything. In this life, he owed the love to him and never had a chance to make up for it. He didn't want to let Xue Wu have any hope, so as not to have another person sad because of him.
"Can Ai... is she okay?"
Although it hurts, but if Can Love really chooses Can Ai, then she has nothing to say, as long as he is happy, she will be happy too.
When it comes to Can Ai, the guilt in Can Love is even more serious. I don't know how long it took before Can Love raised her head and smiled bitterly at Xue Wu.
"Can love her...maybe already dead!"
"What's the matter? What happened to Can Ai?"
Xue Wu was surprised and asked. After a long time, she realized that Can Ai was dead. This incident really made it hard for her to accept.
"The master of the blood camp wanted to kill me. In order to save me, Can Ai took Liangji Pills and disappeared on the second day of our marriage. As you know, if there is no antidote for Liangji Pills, the poisoned person is basically on……"
Ruanqing did not go on to say, Xue Wu did not speak any more, she didn't know that there was such a story between Ruanqing and Ruanai, she just glanced at Ruanqing quietly, then turned and left silently. .
"Xue Wu..."
"Master, I'm fine!"
Xue Wu smiled bitterly at Xiahou, and looked at the cruel wing room with sadness in his eyes, "I understand that what Can Ai has done for him, I don’t know that he will be able to let it go for a while, and that loving someone is not Occupy him, but make him happy, this is enough!"