Chapter 370: [If life is just like seeing it at first time, what's the matter with autumn wind and sad painting fan]

Mainland of Kyushu, 1664, September 15.
The empress Yan Ruyuxu of the Yue dynasty formed a great contrast between the grand funeral and the desolation of Yan's family being cut down on the same day.
And Yan Ruyu's funeral lasted for almost a month before the grand funeral was completed.
Bai Yuchen stood in the courtyard of Fengqi Palace, thinking about the words that Yan Ruyu left behind before his death. He was sixteen years old...He was seriously ill, forgot everything, and forgot the white head he had set with Yan Ruyu. The appointment.
Closing his eyes, Bai Yuchen couldn't remember what happened with Yan Ruyu anyway, did he really forget it, or did Yan Ruyu and Yan Zongren leave him with a deep regret when he died?
"emperor……"
Lu Zhu carried a bag on his shoulders and stood not far away looking at Bai Yuchen timidly. Bai Yuchen once promised her that as long as she tells whether Yan Ruyu was out of the palace that night, she will let herself go out of the palace and live her own life. .
But what she didn't expect was that she said that the lady went out of the palace after the emperor left Fengqi Palace that day, and killed the master's family like this. If she had known that this would end, then she would have been If you die in this harem, you will never betray your lady!
"Green Bamboo, why haven't you left the palace yet?"
Bai Yuchen raised his head to look at Luzhu, and asked faintly, what he promised would naturally not be repentant, so after Yan Ruyu's funeral was over, he let Luzhu pack his things and go out of the palace to live a new life.
"The emperor, there is one thing, the servant doesn't know if it should be handed over to the emperor!"
Lu Zhu whispered, Bai Yuchen looked at her hesitant expression, smiled lightly and nodded.
"Leave it to me!"
After getting Bai Yuchen, Lu Zhu took out a small cloth bag from the baggage around him, and opened it layer by layer. Inside was a yellowed book with the royal secretary written on it, and a stick of wood was placed on the book. Hairpin and a pair of earrings.
"The young lady did not deceive the emperor, nor betray you! This wooden hairpin was given to a nine-year-old lady when the emperor was fourteen, and this pair of earrings was given to an eleven-year-old lady when the emperor was sixteen. This book ... The young lady did not give it to the master at all! You... did make a white-headed appointment with the young lady, and indeed promised the young lady to take care of her forever!"
Shaking his hands, he took those things from Luzhu's hands, trembling his fingers, gently flipping the book in the cloth bag, it was indeed the fake book made by Xiahou Shangle, and suddenly a page fell out of it. There is only one sentence written on some yellowed paper, Brother Chen said today that he wants to marry me, I am so happy!
There are still some tears that have dispersed on the top, and I wrote a new sentence below, if life is just like first time...
"She... why didn't she tell me about it?"
Luzhu smiled bitterly, miss...you saw it, he finally believed it, he once loved you, once loved a woman named Yan Ruyu!
"The emperor, after more than a year of getting along with you, haven't you discovered that the young lady is arrogant by nature, and she can do all kinds of things to frame others, but she can't do anything to show you weakness to the emperor. Such a proud woman is absolutely I won't win your heart by showing weakness. In fact...the young lady is not bad by nature, but she is the master on one side and the emperor on the other. Even if the emperor doesn't blame her, she is shameless to face the current emperor!"
I don't know when Lu Zhu left, Bai Yuchen just stood there holding the things in her hands, she loved him and never betrayed him!
But what about him?
I forgot the agreement with the white head, I forgot the promise I made to her, I even forgot, I once loved a woman named Yan Ruyu in this world!
I seemed to see a scene in front of me. A seven-year-old girl naughtyly climbed up a big tree. When she was playing on the tree, a boy who was only twelve years old, but had a long grace and grace, passed by her subordinates. At the time, the little girl fell straight down without holding the trunk, but was caught by the boy.
Everything in the future seems to be logical. From the age of seven to the present, Yan Ruyu has loved him for so many years, but why has he forgotten everything, thinking of this, but his heart still hurts slightly?
"The emperor, go back!"
Xiahou Shangle stood behind him, looked at Bai Yuchen who was a little lost, and called distressedly.
She didn't know what happened, but since Yan Ruyu's death, Bai Yuchen's whole body seemed to have lost his soul, and the whole person was kind of crazy.
Bai Yuchen didn't speak, nor turned around. A gust of autumn wind blew off the yellow leaves on the tree and also the paper that Bai Yuchen had been holding in his hand.
The blow came to Xiahou Shangle's feet, and when he picked up the paper, Xiahou Shangle's heart suddenly hurt when he saw the writing on it.
"If life is just as you see it at first, what's the matter with autumn wind painting a fan."
After whispering a word, Bai Yuchen turned around and smiled at Xiahou Shangle after hearing it.
"Le'er, it turns out that I had made a white head contract with her before and promised that she would take care of her for life, but I forgot all about it! She didn't give the royal secretary you made to Yan Zongren, but she has nothing Never told me...why...why should you tell me this before you die?"
Bai Yuchen whispered softly, his eyes were a little loose. He didn't regret that he had treated Yan Ruyu like that, but he regretted why he had forgotten something like that. If he really promised her a white-headed covenant, then he forced her to death. How can I be with Xiahou in the future?
How to accept such a relationship, Xiahou appreciates happiness... A woman who will feel so painful as long as he thinks of her name, now they can never be together again!
There was a Yan Ruyu in the middle, a dead person, but successfully blocked the feeling between them.
He... After all, he owed Yan Ruyu's love debt, and after all, he lost the original white-headed agreement!
"The emperor, I believe she has the intention to do this. People are already dead, and you have to live a good life. She must also like you to be good!"
My heart finally hurts...
It turned out that there was still Yan Ruyu in his heart, as well as the forgotten past. Xiahou Shangle bit his lip and suppressed all the pain and sorrow in his heart.
Bai Yuchen didn't say anything, but took the note written by Yan Ruyu when he was eleven years old from Xiahou Shangle's hand, and headed towards Yanshou Palace somewhat lonely.
Looking at his back, Xiahou Shangle's heartache was too painful to speak. He has already lost Yan Ruyu, is he going to lose himself again?
If life is just like first seeing, what is the autumn wind sad painting fan...