Chapter 449: [Can't help it]

"Happy..."
Xiahou Shangle turned his head and saw Bai Yuchen, dressed in white, standing in the spring courtyard, as if everything around him was still. She seems to have seen her appearance when she first met him many years ago.
So many years passed in a blink of an eye, and so many things happened in the middle. I thought that this would be her beloved to be with her for life, but she didn't expect that after going around, they would eventually separate.
It was like an endless loop. When she loved him, he didn't love her. When he loved her, she no longer believed in him. When she finally understood the other party’s true heart, there were already too many bonds around each other, too. With so much responsibility, things in the world have long been unable to make them feel like they were together in the first year.
"Problems?"
At this moment, Xiahou Shangle was sitting in the hall arranging flowers with a pair of scissors. The delicate flowers took advantage of her smile that was a little more delicate than flowers, and Bai Yuchen was in a daze for a while.
After the years passed, she had become someone else’s wife, and he realized it suddenly after losing. I don’t know when this somewhat stubborn, proud, intelligent and beautiful woman has become the person on his heart. When I wanted to cherish and protect the feelings that belonged to them, there was already no chance.
Is this the kind of so-called deep affection and shallow relationship that is often seen in books? If God can give him another chance, even if he lets him give up everything, he will not hesitate, but... God can't give another chance to someone who once didn't know what to cherish.
"What are you in a daze? Is there anything to do with me?"
Putting down the scissors, the smile on Xiahou Shangle's face deepened. Seeing Bai Yuchen's face in a daze, her small face became slightly hot. After all, she was in front of her beloved man. It used to be, and it is now. The girl's feelings are always the most memorable. Besides, they had a time of love, and they also had a child...
"Oh... I was distracted."
With a self-deprecating smile, Bai Yuchen walked into the hall, sat opposite Xiahou Shangle, looked at the flowers in the vase on the table, and touched it.
"This winter jasmine is even more beautiful when you play with it like this."
It was a flower that couldn't be more ordinary. After being fiddled with by Xiahou Shangle's skillful hand, it looks very beautiful and tender now in the bottle, and even the whole hall has a feeling of spring.
"I have nothing to do, just find something to pass the time."
He picked up the vase and placed it on a prominent table in the hall. Xiahou Shangle wore a pink dress today, which was more attractive than Huajiao against the yellow winter jasmine. Although Bai Yuchen's face was smiling, There is a shallow sour taste in my heart.
He once had such a beautiful woman, but he failed to cherish the person in front of him, and thus missed the opportunity to own her. Now he can only get along with her so alienated, even if he wants to say a few words. Be extremely taboo.
"I came here today to think, since I found the Xuanwu Knife, I will go get the White Tiger Arrow next."
She didn't want Baili Chenxi to die, so he helped her fulfill this wish, because he couldn't be the one who gave her happiness anymore, only Baili Chenxi, and now in her heart, just thinking about Baili Chen Xi is alive, she... is just Nian'er's father, a father who can't get close to her son or her beloved woman, nothing more!
"I thought so too, but Chen Xi wanted me to stay in the palace for a few more days and rest."
Putting a cup of tea in front of Bai Yuchen, Xiahou Shangle spoke lightly, but he didn't know how sad Bai Yuchen's heart was due to that sentence of Chenxi.
Are they... already so close?
Yes, after all, Xiahou Shangle is now the imperial concubine of Baili Chenxi. He has left the harem vacant for Xiahou Shangle for so many years, and the two have had close contact...
That is unavoidable!
Why is it so uncomfortable in my heart?
Bai Yuchen held the cup of tea, lowered his head, and constantly fiddled with the hot tea in the cup with the lid.
I have never felt so sad before, nor have I thought about it carefully, what is the matter of Xiahou's appreciation of the imperial concubine Baili Chenxi.
Bai Yuchen was awakened just now when Xiahou Shangle called Chenxi. She was already his wife, and there might have been skin-to-skin relationship between them. To Xiahou Shangle, he was just Nian'er's birth. Father is such an identity...
A wry smile appeared unconsciously at the corner of his mouth. This was a matter of course, but I have been deceiving myself and others, and I don't want to think about what happened after a man and a woman became a couple.
Xiahou Shangle was able to do things against the sky for Baili Chenxi, and the relationship between the two people might have exceeded their former affection!
Are they affectionate in the past?
Bai Yuchen only thought of Xiahou Shangle's contribution to him, and he always hurt her again and again and failed her...
Maybe there was a sincere heart, but it was exhausted in so many years!
"Yes, if you run for him like this, he naturally wants to care about you!"
Putting down the tea cup, Bai Yuchen raised his head and smiled. Although he tried his best to conceal the loss in his eyes, there was still a trace of it leaked into Xiahou's eyes.
Suddenly startled, Xiahou's heart of appreciation aches.
During this period of time, she has always been busy with Baili Chenxi's affairs, and has never thought about what will happen between her and Bai Yuchen.
She loves him, this is indisputable, even if there is repeated hurt and heartache, she can't let him go after all.
That feeling still existed in her heart, and now suddenly seeing Bai Yuchen who had always smiled at her suddenly felt loneliness and sadness in her eyes, she couldn't help but want to approach him and comfort him.
"Actually... he doesn't want me to go against the sky, but I don't want to owe him the kindness, Nian'er... After all, he is not his own person, and it is not suitable to be in charge of the Siam Dynasty in the future. I just want... just to cure him. Then let him have a woman who loves him and give birth to a child that belongs to him..."
I don't know why, what Xiahou Shangle said was so uncomfortable. Bai Yuchen looked at Xiahou Shangle and suddenly got up and took her hands and hugged her in his arms.
"Le'er, you still have feelings for me, right? When you were in the Dragon Tomb, that's the real thing, right?"
Bai Yuchen should have been pushed away, but Xiahou Shangle did not push him away. Instead, he nestled in his arms, bit his lip, and let him hold it like this.
"Regardless of whether I was the real me at that time, after leaving the dragon tomb, you are still the emperor of the Yue Dynasty, and I... still the emperor of the Siam Dynasty, our... identity..."
"I don't care what identity, as long as I know that you still have me in your heart, as long as I know that Nian'er is my son, I...I must take you away!"
Speaking excitedly, Bai Yuchen had always thought that Xiahou Appreciation had him in his heart, but it was different from trying to hear her words like this.
The current Bai Yuchen should describe his current mood as ecstatic. Xiahou Shangle raised his head and looked at his ecstatic expression, his eyes suddenly moistened.
The man who hugged her had done so much harm to her. She hated him but loved him deeply.
For so many years, Xiahou Shangle found that every time he thought of Bai Yuchen, what he thought about most was his kindness to him. As for those injuries, they had already slowly disappeared in time.
It's not that she doesn't hate, it's because she loves too deeply, so she doesn't want to use hate to interpret a relationship.
"Chen, I am now Chen Xi's imperial concubine... I... can't go with you!"
Speaking softly, even if Baili Chenxi was willing to let her go with Bai Yuchen, she would not leave. If she returned to the Yue Dynasty again, it would only cause an uproar. Su Xichen's abandoned princess entered the palace, so many years have passed, is it necessary to return to the palace of the Yue Dynasty as the imperial concubine abandoned by Baili Chenxi?
If this is not possible, she can no longer put Bai Yuchen in a disadvantageous situation.
"What about the imperial concubine? You are also my concubine plum. Although I asked you to leave the palace, I did not abolish your concubine. You... still my concubine plume!"
I lowered my head and kissed Xiahou Shangle's lips. It has been six years, and I haven't kissed her again in six years!
Everything in his mouth was the smell he used to be familiar with, and the feeling in his arms was indeed the kind of real feeling, just such a kiss, Bai Yuchen's heart was all satisfied.
It turns out that when you really fall in love with someone, even a small kiss can make people so satisfied and happy.
With a shallow kiss, Bai Yuchen reluctantly left Xiahou Shangle's lips and stretched out her hand to straighten her long hair.
"Le'er, we are married couples who have worshipped heaven and earth. How can I let my wife and children stay out?"
Staring at Bai Yuchen's eyes, Xiahou Shangle bit his lip, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyebrows.
"After all these years, has anyone... rubbed your eyebrows like this? The way you frowned is always distressing!"
"Le'er...for so many years, if I say...I haven't pampered any concubine, do you believe it?"
Holding Xiahou Shangle's hand, Bai Yuchen whispered softly. After Xiahou Shangle left the palace, he suddenly found that he had no interest in any other women.
"I believe, it's just...I don't want to let Chen Xi down, after all, he treats me and Nian'er... both are so good!"
Xiahou can't help but enjoy the music. It is every woman's wish to grow old with her most beloved man, and she is just a layman...
"Le'er...Shall we use other methods to compensate him together? I...I don't want to lose you again!"
Although he didn't speak, Xiahou Shangle tiptoed and kissed Bai Yuchen's lips. This time, Bai Yuchen hugged her tightly and kissed back fiercely.
Outside the door, a figure disappeared in the warm spring wind.