Chapter 532: [Desperate death]

"This seat has never asked you to enter the house to do anything for this seat. All this is what you want to do! And this seat believes in your own strength and never Will go to rely on women! Besides, over the years, have you found any useful news for me?"
Zi Fengya's words, no matter who heard it, would feel sad, the empress dowager's face was pale, listening to everything he said, her heart was full of gray.
Yes, he never asked himself to do anything. It was all because she didn’t want to see him having any difficulties, and she didn’t want to see what was difficult to solve. It was precisely because of this that the empress dowager of the year Only then did she abandon her newly born daughter to be with another man.
It’s just that he didn’t expect that everything he did for him would be worthless in his eyes, let alone want him to be touched by everything he did. For the indifferent Zi Fengya, this is nothing. What she wished for!
But knowing it was a wishful thinking, she still had a dream for so many years, and now Zi Fengya cruelly broke this dream for her, let her finally understand that no matter how many things she did, Zi Fengya came to him Said it doesn't make any sense!
"What's more, this underground palace was also found by this seat. Therefore, everything you have been in this palace over the years is for yourself. This seat has heard that for so many years, the Empress Dowager of the Yue Dynasty lived well. Get up!"
The smile on the corner of Zi Fengya's mouth once again returned to the coldness and ruthlessness at the beginning, and the heart of the empress dowager began to sink little by little. Zi Fengya is really ruthless, really the incarnation of a devil!
It's just that she asked for all this and who can she blame? Or who could she blame? From the day she fell in love with Zifengya, she should understand that what Zifengya this man will bring to others will always be pain and disaster, and it is impossible to bring any happiness or sweetness!
Now the facts finally told her a cruel and true thing, that is, in Zi Fengya's heart, she has no place at all! It doesn't even have the weight of a guard or a subordinate!
"Could it be that in your heart, everything I have done for so many years has no meaning to you?"
The trembling voice asked the doubts in her heart. There were tears in the eyes of the empress dowager, but she insisted that no one's tears fell. Zi Fengya sneered, looking at the empress dowager who was already an old man, she didn't feel any pity in her heart. Up.
"Since you know this is the result, why bother to ask this seat? If you ask, don’t you think it will only increase your sadness? If you want to know so much, then this seat will tell you, the people in this seat In my heart, not only you, but even all people have no weight. When you were with this seat, it was only because this seat was longer and better-looking than ordinary men in the human world. When I see you, I am also greedy for your youth. With a beautiful body, do you think this seat will have feelings for you? What a joke!"
According to Zi Fengya, the tears that the Empress Dowager had endured for a long time finally fell. Sure enough, in his heart, she was just a tool for him to vent his sex. Why did she get to the point where she is now? A bit of hatred? Some are just despair, endless despair...
For her, this passage of Zi Fengya undoubtedly made her nostalgic for her future life. When a person, especially a woman, the man she loves with all her heart, gave her a fatal blow, then this If a woman is left with despair, then she will have no desire and enthusiasm for the future life.
"Zi Lang is still the same as before. If this is the case, please go back! A Yue...has been dead from this world, and the one who lives now is the Empress Dowager Shuiyun Yao of the Yue Dynasty!"
There is no dignity anymore. The current empress dowager just wants to quickly get out of such a false obsession. Zi Fengya's reaction to the empress dowager seemed a little surprised, but then she sneered and stood gracefully. Up.
Just as Zi Fengya took a few steps, the Empress Dowager suddenly spoke as if thinking of something.
"Since Zi Lang doesn't have any feelings for A Yue, why did he say that to A Yue just now?"
Just now, he clearly said that she will always be that Ayue in his heart, and it has nothing to do with her appearance. Why does she suddenly say such cruel words now? The empress dowager really didn't understand Zi Fengya's heart.
"In this seat's heart, you are just Ayue. Ayue is Ayue. It really has nothing to do with your appearance. Is it wrong?"
If you don’t ask, the empress dowager can still think in her heart that Zi Fengya still has feelings for her, only because her appearance is now old will Zi Fengya become indifferent and ruthless, but she asked...
The answer that Zi Fengya gave her was that her heart fell to the bottom. From then on, her heart no longer had any illusions about Zi Fengya. After all these years of obsessive love, it was wrong. The encounter from the beginning It was a mistake to fall in love with him!
"Ayue is Ayue, but Zilang is no longer the former Zilang! Here, Ayue hopes that Zilang can take care of his body and get what he wants!"
Everything is no longer important. Power and position in the harem no longer make any sense to her. Her daughter is dead, and her sweetheart has never loved her. Such a discovery made the Queen Mother. There was indescribable despair and even a feeling of despair in my heart.
"This seat has always been this seat, but your wishful thinking makes you not clear about everything!"
After saying this, Zi Fengya disappeared in Ci Ning Palace. Looking at the direction of Zi Fengya's disappearance, the empress dowager had despair in her eyes, but there was an infinite bitter smile on her mouth.
"Mo Yuan, come in!"
That’s fine, at least from now on, I don’t have to do things I don’t like anymore, and everything is free, but why does my heart suddenly hurt like this?
The empress dowager knew that she could not forget Zi Fengya after all, even if he caused her the deadliest injury, she still could not forget the man who once gave her infinite love!
"Queen dowager, do you have any instructions?"
Mo Yuan looked at the Empress Dowager with a faint smile, and her speech was as soft as six years ago. The Empress Dowager smiled bitterly, sat on the chair, looked at Mo Yuan for a while, and then sighed softly. .
"Mo Yuan, you have been with Ai's family for many years. If Ai's family is gone in the future, you have to plan for yourself. Ai's family doesn't want to see you alone and die!"
Although men are all very unreliable animals, the Queen Mother still believes that there is true love. For Mo Yuan, she has too much guilt, and even owes her an explanation!
"The slave and maid only wish to stay with the empress dowager all his life, and have never thought of going out of the palace to marry someone. What's more, the empress dowager's body is still so good, don't say these bad words about being gone!"
As soon as Mo Yuan stepped forward to drop her shoulders to the Queen Mother, she was stopped by the Queen Mother, who shook her head. Mo Yuan stood there a little puzzled.
"Go out, Aijia wants to be alone!"
After seeing Mo Yuan left, the empress dowager smiled bitterly, some bitter tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and everything should be over. It was wrong from the beginning, and it is still a mistake even now. No matter how many things she did, it was still a mistake! It will never become the right thing!
A sharp dagger was pulled out of the sleeve. The handle of the dagger had a mark of the moon. This was once a gift from Zi Fengya and the only gift.
Now she would use the gift Zi Fengya gave her to end this absurd and wrong life, which was also a relief for her.