Chapter 58: I can't forget the old feelings

058 I never forget the old feelings
If love is a cup of poison, then Bai Yuchen gave Bai Chuxun a cup of poison, knowing that drinking it will kill him, or he wants to drink it to relieve his temporary hunger and thirst.
At the age of fifteen, Bai Yuchen tempted Bai Chuxun. Since then, her world is full of the man named Brother Chen, and since then, her eyes can no longer tolerate other men.
But now she also really understood that Bai Yuchen no longer had the kind of affection she had at the time to her, so there was only hatred and ruthlessness.
Now she can beat herself for Xiahou's enjoyment, and in the future, she can beat herself like other women. A man’s feelings are always elusive, even if a woman treats him nicely, she can’t give up, as long as he wants to end it. , The love once in the heart will become a stranger, even an enemy of life and death!
"Brother Chen..."
Bai Chuxun yelled from her dream and sat up abruptly from the bed, with fine beads of sweat on her forehead. She was dreaming again. Since Bai Yuchen beat her, Bai Chuxun has dreamed every night and every night. In the second dream, there is always a man in white holding a sword to his heart.
But she just couldn't see who that person was, or she couldn't believe it was him. This time, she finally saw it clearly and had to believe that the person who stabbed her chest with the sword was really him!
"Princess, you are dreaming again!"
Cuiyue brought peace tea for one night, Bai Chuxun waved his hand, put on a coat and walked out the door. It was only three shifts, and he probably couldn't sleep.
"My palace wants to be alone, go and rest!"
Bai Chuxun has always been doing his own way, and in the entire palace, he can only hear the words of three people. One is the empress dowager, because she has to listen to her grandmother, and the other is the words of the emperor because of her beloved Brother Chen, the man, she listened willingly, and the third is Cuiyue who has been taking care of her growing up.
"It's cold, the father-in-law is tired, so go back to the room and rest early!"
Cuiyue exhorted, and took away the bowl of soothing tea that Bai Chuxun hadn't drunk. She couldn't help sighing in her heart. She looked at the princess who had grown up with her. There was such a disagreement with the emperor. Lun's relationship, she still worried about the princess all the time.
It's not that I haven't persuaded, but it's useless. She understands that when a person falls in love, all reason can't prevent the crazy growth of the relationship. What's more, Bai Chuxun was only a 15-year-old girl at that time?
Walking in the backyard of Xunran Pavilion, the yard is filled with night lavender, which was planted by Bai Chuxun himself, and beautiful flowers are always in full bloom every night.
At this moment, she was walking among the flowers, smelling the scent of the flowers, and an image gradually appeared in her mind. It was the night of last summer in the middle of last year. She and Brother Chen were looking at flowers in the yard. That night, they were two siblings. Crossed the moral line of defense and completely slipped into the abyss of indecency.
But she didn't regret it, and never regretted it. The only thing she had was resentment. She resented Bai Yuchen's attitude towards her, resented the appearance of Xiahou Shangle, and even hated Yan Ruyu's pregnancy with Bai Yuchen's child!
Bai Chuxun faced all the women who appeared next to Bai Yuchen with a hostile intent. She couldn't let any woman take away her brother Chen, who belonged to her forever. love of.
Under the moonlight, Bai Chuxun had no expression on her delicate face, but she could still find an indescribable hatred and viciousness in her eyes.
"I will make all those who are sorry for me pay the price, all..."
A blooming scent of evening lavender in his hand was crushed little by little by Bai Chuxun, and there was a little juice on his snow-white fingers, as dazzling as blood.
Jealousy, resentment, and viciousness all took root in Bai Chuxun's heart at this moment. Her face did not change at all, but because of these things in her heart, she looked abnormally hideous.
Ci Ning Palace seemed very quiet early in the morning.
It’s not that the Empress Dowager deliberately kept it so clean, but she had to recite sutras and chants for a period of time every morning. During this time, no one should bother to disturb her. In the past, even Xiahou would not choose to be at this time. Please Ann.
"The Queen Mother, it's not good, it's not good!"
A little palace lady seemed to be chased by someone. She rushed into Ci Ning Palace in a panic. Mo Yuan grabbed her and stopped letting her go inside.
"What do you call early in the morning, don't you know that the empress dowager is going to recite sutras in the morning? You ran into the empress dowager, be careful of your head!"
The little palace lady only responded, although she stopped shouting, her head looked into the hall of Ci Ning Palace from time to time, with an anxious expression on her face.
"What are you looking at? Tell me if you have anything!"
"Sister Mo Yuan, Xue Wu just pushed Concubine Yu. The imperial doctor said that she might not protect the fetus. The emperor hasn't come down yet. Sister Luzhu asked me to find the empress dowager..."
Yan Ruyu and Xuewu had a conflict?
Mo Yuan knew that the empress dowager didn't really want to see Yan Ruyu, but he also knew that Bai Yuchen attached great importance to this child. After thinking about it, he took the arm of the little palace lady and spoke sharply.
"You stand and don't move, I will go in and report to the Queen Mother!"
The little palace lady nodded. After Mo Yuan walked in, she whispered in the ear of the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother closed her eyes, the Buddha beads in her hand were still turning, and Mo Yuan had to stand aside and wait.
"Life or death is up to you. If the child is gone, she is also not lucky enough to give birth to this child. What can happen if the mourning family goes?"
The empress dowager got up and took a few sticks of incense, lit it and inserted it in the incense niche. Mo Yuan held her hand with a knowing smile on her face.
"You don't like Concubine Yu and the child in her belly. This servant also knows that, but now the emperor has not yet come to court. If you let the emperor know, the maid will report to you, and you didn't go, in case Concubine Yu and the child If there is something wrong, according to the importance of the emperor to a child, it is difficult to guarantee that he will not irritate you. When the time comes, you will not be worth the loss!"
"You girl, you are obviously thinking for the sake of Ai's family. In fact, your heart is too soft. Just go to Ai's family. But the Ai's family has to say to you. In this harem, if your heart is too soft, you will eventually suffer. It's still you!"
"Mo Yuan has always served you, the empress dowager, no one can count as a slave and maidservant with you!"
Mo Yuan entangled the Empress Dowager out of the hall, and cast a wink at the little palace lady who was still in a daze, and the little palace lady immediately ran to Yanshou Palace with interest.
"You are still so clever!"