Vol 4 Chapter 44: Put down and look away (two more)

Seeing that he answered simply and without any hesitation, Shuya's heart sank to the bottom in an instant.
She could clearly feel that her heart, which had been beating for liking him a long time ago, slowly stopped beating and sank into the abyss little by little.
She bit her lips to death, tears accumulated in her eyes, and she could almost burst into tears with a single blink.
Xu Yunchu looked at Shuya. For many years, he had been annoyed by her. He wished that she would never bother him or dangle in front of him. But now that she looks like this, she still can't bear it, after all, there is nothing wrong with liking someone.
He sighed softly and said softly, "Shuya, I am two years older than you. Since I was a child, I have treated you like my sister. To you, I really can't like it."
Shuya opened her eyes wide, not letting her tears fall, but after all she did not have the strong forbearance. After a while, her eyes closed sorely, and the tears flowed down her cheeks, like broken beads. Cluster and fall.
Xu Yunchu stood there, watching her tears welling up and silently, he didn't know what to say for a while.
After a while, Shuya raised her hand abruptly, wiped her eyes fiercely with her sleeve, wiped away the tears, and said to Xu Yunchu, "I came today to get you as a word. You don't like me, I I knew it a long time ago, but I used to be clumsy and blind, and always couldn't understand. Today I finally understand."
Xu Yunchu looked at her and said, "Like it or dislike it, if you can't force it, you can understand it."
Shuya raised her neck and asked softly, "Do you like Su Fengnuan?"
Xu Yunchu nodded, "Yes."
Shuya looked at him, "But Su Fengnuan doesn't like you, she likes Ye Chang."
Xu Yunchu nodded, "Yes, she likes Ye Shizi and cares about life."
Shuya pursed her lips, "So, you are like me, even in my eyes, you are so good that all men in the world are inferior to Ye Chang. But in Su Feng Nuan's eyes, only Ye Chang can be seen. I like Ye Chang. In her heart, no one can match Ye Chang. You can't ask her."
Xu Yunchu let out an "um".
Shuya smiled immediately, wiped the last tear from the corner of her eyes, and said to him, "Cousin, since you have treated me as your younger sister since you were a child, in the future, if I don't bother you in front of you, you will still treat me as your younger sister. ?"
Xu Yunchu nodded, "Naturally."
Shuya took a deep breath and said, "I've decided that you don't like me. From today on, I don't like you anymore. I swear."
Xu Yunchu looked at her because she had been tossing herself for months and was too thin. Because of her thinness, her eyes became bigger, and the firm expression in her eyes was unobstructed. It seemed that she had made a great determination.
She came to ask him this way today, spreading out with him, being upright, surprised him a bit, but also let out a sigh of relief.
This is best for her.
He smiled slightly, which was different from the usual alienation, with a warm smile, and said to her, "Shuya is a very beautiful woman, if it weren't for me, you would be the same as grandma and aunt, dignified, gentle and elegant. , The reputation will not be unbearable. Now that you can see it, I am also very happy. With your honorable identity, you will definitely find a good relationship."
Shuya raised her chin proudly upon hearing this, and said to Xu Yunchu, "I don't want to learn from the emperor's grandmother, and I don't want to learn from the queen, what can I do? They can be said to be the most noble women in the world, but Living uncomfortably. The emperor's grandmother has gained a reputation as a powerful old witch, and the queen has a reputation for being jealous. Even if no one dared to say it in front of them, how can they be able to stop the lingering people behind?"
Xu Yunchu laughed at the words, "You make sense."
Shuya looked at him and said, "Compared to them, I like your unbearable reputation. What is it? I don't care about it myself, and my cousin will not care about it anymore." After the words fell, she said, "I'm back to the palace. Cousin, remember what you just promised. I hope that you will treat me as a younger sister in your entire life and treat me better. You are a gentleman, don’t do anything to lose weight."
Xu Yunchu nodded with a smile, "No."
Shuya didn't say more, turned to the carriage, and shouted Liu Yan, who didn't know where to hide, and said, "Liu Yan, go back to the palace."
Liu Yan hid in the far corner leeward, and when he heard Shuya calling him, he immediately ran over. Seeing Xu Yunchu smiling, he also smiled and said goodbye.
The carriage went to the palace.
Standing at the door, Xu Yunchu felt a little emotional for a while, feeling that Shuya had grown up, looked away, and was sensible. But her sister, who was the same age as Shuya, is still stubborn.
Shuya and Liu Yan, one on horseback and the other in a car, returned to the palace.
After getting off the car at the gate of the palace, Shuya waved her hand off the sedan chair, walked into the palace gate by herself, and after walking for a while, she asked Liu Yan, "Did you hear what I said to my cousin?"
Liu Yan immediately shook his head, "I didn't hear it."
Shuya looked at him, "What did you answer so quickly? Didn't you hear it, or did you not hear it?"
Liu Yan said helplessly, "I hide very far, and I don't have long ears, so naturally I really didn't hear it."
Shuya said, "I told my cousin that I will never like him anymore." When the words fell, she said again, "Thank you for what you said to me today. I want to understand. I really can’t ask for it. ."
Liu Yan said in surprise, "Because of what I said? You..." She looked at Shuya, "Didn't you say I don't persuade people?"
Shuya nodded, "You really won't persuade people. What you said will not only not persuade me, but will only make me feel more uncomfortable." When the words fell, she said, "But I thought of my cousin who likes Su Fengnuan, but Su Fengnuan didn't like her. I suddenly understood, and I was not going to be obsessed with it anymore."
Liu Yan opened his eyes wide when he heard this, looked at Shuya, and saw that her face was indeed relaxed, he secretly stunned. Thinking that he saw two things today, one was Xu Lingyi pestering brother Ye, the other was Shuya talking with Xu Yunchu, the former’s angry look in his eyes, which would destroy everything, made his hair horrified, and the latter was embarrassing. Smile, the whole person is as relaxed as a hundred flowers blooming, he feels that women are really difficult to figure out. One thought becomes a devil, one thought becomes a benevolence.
"Why don't you speak?" Shuya looked at Liu Yan.
Liu Yan quickly stopped his thoughts, coughed, and said, "Sister Princess wants to understand, but in fact, Uncle Xiaoguo is not that good. There are many good men in the world."
Shuya immediately stared and said, "My cousin is naturally the best man in the world."
Liu Yan stayed for a while.
Shuya said again, "It's just that he doesn't like me."
Liu Yan had no words.
Shuya stopped talking, and walked towards Ci'an Temple. Liu Yan followed her and looked at her secretly, and saw that she was not at all unhappy or discouraged.
When they came to Ci'an Temple, the Queen Mother was waiting for the two to have dinner. Seeing that the two came back late, she didn't get angry and asked kindly, "How good are the plum blossoms in Xuemeiling?"
Shuya smiled and sat next to the Queen Mother, and said, "Emperor Grandma, the plum blossoms in Xuemeiling are blooming well, and the mountains and plains are in full swing. The emperor grandmother will also go out to see the palace tomorrow."
The queen mother laughed, "Where can I walk with the old arms and legs of the Ai family?" Then she looked at her, "Shuya, what good things happened today? You seem to be in a good mood?"
Shuya gave an "um" and said with a smile, "Grandma, I have figured it out, aren't you and my mother going to choose a horse for me? I agree."
The queen mother was startled. She and the queen gave Shuya a choice for her husband. She disagreed. She committed suicide and tossed for several months. Now she went out and agreed to it? She couldn't help wondering, looking at her, seeing that she didn't seem to be false, and then looking at Liu Yan.
Liu Yan didn't know how to reply, so he didn't say anything.
The empress dowager spent a whole life in the palace and became mature. Knowing that Shuya was going out, something must have happened, she looked at her and asked, "How come you suddenly figured it out? Didn't you disagree?"
Seeing that the Queen Mother obviously did not believe her, Shuya said affirmatively, "I have figured it out, but it is actually very simple. It is only a momentary thing to figure it out. I used to be confused and delusional cousin, now I want to understand. After enjoying the plum, I went to the Guozhang’s Mansion and talked to my cousin. From now on, he will be my cousin, and I will be his cousin. There is nothing else. You and the mother, father, and grandfather don’t have to do anything. I have a headache and upset."
The queen mother said curiously, "This is amazing. How did the Aijia persuade you before, you are so hard-working, how can this be opened up now?"
Shuya said simply, "Cousin likes Su Fengnuan, but Su Fengnuan doesn't like him. You see, he is better than any man in my heart, but in Su Fengnuan's eyes, I only think Ye Chang is the best . I like to force myself. He is the same as me. I just look away."
When the queen mother saw her sincere, she also understood that Shuya didn't have any pretentious eyes, she said so, she really looked away. She also became happy, sighed with relief, and said with a smile, "It's good if you can see. Although Yunchu is good, but if you don't like you, it is not a good destiny. It is not a good thing for you and him. Lamentation I'll definitely choose a good horse for you."
Shuya took the opportunity to hug the Queen Mother’s arm and begged,
Grandma, can I choose one by myself, and choose one that I like, and I also like it. Since my cousin can’t force it, I can’t force it.

The queen mother originally wanted to mention Su Qing with her. Seeing her saying this, she suddenly thought that when she mentioned Su Qing to the emperor, the emperor was obviously unwilling. Don’t force it. The Ai’s family also wants to see which kid is the grandson-in-law of Ai’s family.

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Monthly pass, what?