Vol 2 Chapter 158: I am a cat

Chapter 158: I am a cat
When Moses and others embarked on a journey of suffering, what were their "gods" Amon doing? Amon sent messengers to guide them on their way back to their hometown. It took years of hard work and preparation, but when the day really came, Amon himself had no time to take care of it.
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A cat, a cat that wandered around the Temple Square of Isis hundreds of years ago, is Amon at this moment.
It's not that Amon returned hundreds of years ago, or that he became a cat himself. This is a very special state of meditation. It may not be appropriate to call it meditation. After experiencing the test of losing strength and regenerating in general, if there is any difference, Amon now is the ego he has been pursuing in his beliefs in his lifetime.
Only by confirming this realm will he be able to reach a state where nothing exists, and the body and the world will become void. Schrodinger sat squatting opposite him, unfolding his soul world to Amon without reservation.
Amun is experiencing Schrödinger's past. He is not simply seeing or hearing, but feeling everything as Schrödinger himself. In the process, he must be absolutely stable and forgetful, and there must be no disturbances in his mind, otherwise everything he experiences will become unreal.
This is why Schrödinger has to wait until today. In this state, she is also unreservedly opening all her secrets, so Schrödinger is looking for a person who absolutely trusts!
The Iju people like cats. This is a long-standing tradition. The cat came to Eju and solved the rodent infestation in many local granaries. People were regarded as the waiters of the fertile gods. Therefore, around the Temple Square of Isis, people have always had the habit of feeding cats. There are many stray cats living here. Schrödinger is one of them.
Cat food is very mixed. In addition to eating people ’s food, cats usually chase mice and eat birds, as well as flying insects such as termites and grasshoppers. Ordinary people have a hard time imagining that they will eat live mice, but all feelings are real. In this case, they can still think of nothing and can't think of it. This is Amon at this moment.
This is a kitten full of curiosity. It is not afraid of people, but it has a natural sense of alienation from people and will not be too close. Whenever various ceremony and crowds gather in the square, the cats will run without a trace. But one day, Schrödinger chased a flying beetle and forgot about the environment unconsciously. When he returned to God and found that all the feet were around, he was caught in a crowd and had nowhere to hide.
It was terrified. A kitten was wrapped in a surging crowd and would likely be trampled to death. In panic, it found that everyone around him was motionless and knelt down in one direction. There was a groaning chanting in the sky, and the bell of the temple rang melodiously. The cat looked up to see the golden sky, and a soft light fell on it.
This is an indescribable magical feeling, the cat actually forgot the fear, and no longer shivered, like an invisible hand stroking the soul. It just happened to catch up with the annual blessing ceremony of the goddess Isis. Perhaps it was a coincidence or a sudden comprehension. It experienced the "Blessing of Isis" in the most terrifying moment. Hazy understand something.
Since then, the cat has often slipped into the temple. Its simple intelligence cannot do complicated thinking, but just looking for the feelings that were once familiar in memory, in the chants of the priests, and under the gaze of the deities. The cat is much more keen than the human. It remembers the chant and "attended" many temple ceremonies.
The priests thought the kitten was very interesting. Instead of playing in the square, they were willing to come to the temple to watch the ceremonies of the priests. It was like a little priest. When they were mixed, no one would care about it. People even gave it It had a name-Best.
Best didn't know how many times of awakening rituals of power, including many second awakening rituals of power for great warriors, and various blessings. Of course, it is not the protagonist of the ritual, but a kitten standing by people's feet to watch the lively. The priests in the temple already knew the cat's habit and did not expel it, but found it very interesting.
The life span of a cat is usually only ten years, but the kitten has lived for nearly a hundred years. It is not clear that it is so long-lived. All behaviors come from pure and pure instincts. The long years make it gradually have a clear memory, which opens the door to thinking, and thinking allows it to learn and understand spontaneously.
I don't know from which day, when he lay on the bookshelf and saw the priests teaching the divine text, he suddenly found that he had actually heard it countless times and understood the divine text word by word.
These are not Schrödinger's memories, but traces imprinted in his soul. Amon unfolds his soul to open these marks, and has experienced all these things just like Schrödinger once. It is really many years. When Schrödinger suddenly realized that he "knows" God's text, the actual time passed exactly one night.
This is a difficult concept for people to understand, as if it is a paradox of time. A Mengming only sat for one night, but after many years, the time is not slower or faster, but the imprint of Schrödinger's soul has spread so much. If he doesn't have what he has achieved today, it will not only be difficult to accept, but he may also tear apart his self-consciousness.
When it was twilight, Amon opened his eyes. After that night, he felt his soul became strong and weak. The so-called powerful means that more can be accommodated in one thought, just like reading a book, and the whole volume of books can be printed into the mind at a glance, even clearer than ordinary people studying carefully. The so-called weakness refers to the extreme consumption. At this time, the limit has been reached. If it does not stop, Amon is likely to be completely lost in Schrodinger's soul imprint and enter a deep coma shock state.
Amon took a breath and asked in a weary voice, "This is where you come from? Do you let me go through this, is it the way to unlock the imprisoned seal?"
Schrödinger shook his head and said, "No, this is just the beginning. You need to get a clear understanding of everything I've been through before you can find out what the seal that holds me."
Amon asked a little unexpectedly: "What is the seal? Don't you even know it yourself? How can I untie it?"
Schrödinger sighed: "It is in my soul imprint. When I unfold the soul to you, my own consciousness is stagnant, and it is not clear what you have experienced specifically. Only in this way can you have more than me Clearer, what did you learn just now? "
Amon smiled: "I was just you that year. When I opened my eyes, I thought of someone. Well, it can't be said to be a person, it should be an iron beast."
Amun thought of Yunmeng because Yunmeng had learned the scriptures not long ago. How could an iron beast write? In fact, Amon didn't understand it. He just let Link teach it, but at this moment he witnessed the whole process of a cat turning on its wisdom. It was very accidental, and it did n’t even realize it, just like the sky ’s. The light suddenly illuminated something.
Schrödinger's expression was a little wrong: "So you have experienced so much? The next thing is real confusion. As a cat, I didn't understand how I existed. You need to take a good rest, and then go through it after recovery. "
Amon rested for a whole day, and that night he felt that he had not recovered, not that his mana was exhausted, but a tiredness that made it difficult for him to accommodate the imprint in another soul. Schrödinger waited patiently for another two days, before starting again on the third day.
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When the cat realized that he could understand the scriptures, and even wrote the name "Best" with his paws, the way of thinking changed, and its real confusion began. This cat does not know what kind of existence it is. It is obviously different from other cats. When it woke up from the ambiguity of obscurity, it realized that those cats wandering in the temple square with it were long ago. It's gone. I don't know how many generations have passed since I was old, sick or dead, and it is still alive.
Why is this and what is life? This is the first question it thinks about. The cat's eyes can adapt to darkness, and its body is more flexible and agile than humans. The years it has passed have been equivalent to a human longevity, so it began to wonder if it was a cat? If so, what kind of cat is it? There is a deeper question, what kind of cat does it want to make?
Numerous times when looking up at the idol in the quiet night, the cat suddenly had an idea of ​​"absurdity"-it wanted to be a "cat" like that.
That is, from this day onwards, its eyes can not only see everything in the dark, but also close its eyes and clearly perceive the blood of its body. It has spontaneously mastered divine meditation.
The body of a cat does not look like a person at all, but from the source, it is almost not much different from a person. Schrödinger often strolled in the temple square and saw all kinds of people coming and going. One of them was himself, not a specific person, and an image drawn by countless people. This image was called Best, and the priests told him call.
Cats have a strange situation when they meditate. As a human monk, you ca n’t understand it. It really turns into a human image and has that kind of body skin. This is a "human" that only exists in the conscious world. In the real world, it is still a cat. This person is growing and practicing.
This psychic cat has never performed any divine magic in the temple. Its cultivation is only a proof of thinking. In fact, from the day it has self-consciousness, it is more powerful than a lion. , But no one is working with it.
Best is gradually becoming a mascot in the temple. It is regarded as a magical cat by the priest because it is long enough to live in the temple for many years. It is a symbol of the grace of the gods.
The cat started its own cultivation, which is very unique and different from everyone in the temple. It can't have formal education, and it doesn't have any prejudices in its heart. It just refining what it thinks about, and it doesn't have the concepts of divine and physical skills. Finally one day he decided to make a joke with a little priest, and suddenly used the information magic, and the little priest saw not a cat, but a woman named Best.
The second time the soul imprint unfolded so far, the elapsed time was much shorter than the last time, Amon felt more tired after opening his eyes, because the content of the experience was too complicated. At this time, Schrödinger was no longer an ignorant kitten. In many ways, this was a person's experience, but it was more complicated than ordinary people. Amon went through this night for ten years.
He was so tired that he couldn't breathe, sitting there and recovering for a long time before he said, "Schrodinger, you are beautiful!"
Schrodinger's tone was a little embarrassed: "Do you mean cats or people?"
Amon smiled without answer, Schrodinger turned and slipped out. This time Amon had a full rest for five days. He was a little hesitant and couldn't even tell whether he was a cat or a human. This soul fusion is terrible. If it is not strong enough, it will definitely cause nervousness. Amon himself is less than 20 years old, but has experienced hundreds of years as a cat. It is unavoidable, but he can calm down again.
He also fully understood the importance of the test that he had just experienced, just as Maria once asked him, "You were a passerby who almost fell by the Ronnie River, but later became a general on the mainland of Megatron Are you still a passerby on the Ronnie River on the battlefield? When you return with honor, but you surrender your military power, you ca n’t leave the territory. In the territory, are you still a general on the battlefield? At this moment you are sitting in front of me, bowing your head Or is that pure boy in Duke? If not, who are you? If so, who is Amon? "
Amon suddenly realized that he had become more and more powerful when he experienced Schrödinger's soul imprint. The growth was not pure power, which could be described as a soul's "potential" or "capacity".
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At midnight five days later, Schrodinger once again unfolded his soul mark-looking up to see the solemn and holy idol of the goddess Isis. It was the night when he teased a little priest with information theorizing, and suddenly felt a strange pressure when walking through the main temple. The eyes of the idol were staring. The cat had long felt it, but today it is different from the past.
Can't tell why, the cat turned and lay down towards the idol, burying his furry head in his front paws, like a saluting prayer, and then he heard a voice: "Best, don't be afraid, I am Isis! "
Of course, the cat knows who Isis is. He has lived in the temple for hundreds of years. Today I heard Isis's voice in my mind! The soul was shrouded in a deep awe, and it dangled in its heart and answered, "Is that the great goddess, are you calling me?"
Isis's voice is very solemn and soft: "You naughty kitten, I saw what you did. It is a rare luck in the world for you to achieve such an achievement. I decided to give you a chance. Please stand by I swear, accept the guidance of the Jiulian Goddess, and I will tell you exactly what path you have been pursuing. "

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