Chapter 30: I can't hate you

Chapter 030: I Can't Hate You
Amon was crying for the old lunatic, crying for his father, and crying for Duke Zhen. He already knew the news of the disaster and was confirmed in the information left by the pupil of the earth. Nietzsche is dead, his father is dead, and the mayor of Dusty is dead. No one survives the flood in Duke!
When he heard the sound of rolling thunder and saw the dark clouds down the east, Amon knew it was raining there. In his short fourteen years of life, he has never seen rain in Duke Town in summer, and he has never seen heavy rain for so many consecutive days. As the thunder grew louder and denser, and the clouds rolled thicker and thicker, Amon realized what would happen.
He wanted to return to Duke town to do anything, because it was raining in the lower part of the plateau, flash floods flooded the valley, and the rapids hit a dangerous vortex. There is no road for long, no wonder the old lunatic will let him go Go up high.
Amon stood on the high and looked into the distance. At the low level, nothing could be seen except the thick clouds and the raging lightning. That was the direction of Duke Town, and his eyes kept tears. The old lunatic had said that the next message in the pupil of the earth would appear after the disaster, but Amon could not "read" it.
Two days after the thunder sounded, Amon faintly heard a thunderous thunderbolt, and his heart seemed to be inexplicably tightened, and suddenly the earth pupil in her arms felt as if calling him. He immediately returned to the village to enter the quietest cave, ordered everyone not to disturb, and then took out the pupil of the earth. With the power of meditation, he tried to urge the message again, and then he heard and saw the old maniac's message.
The old lunatic's hair and beard were still messy, like standing and talking in front of his eyes-
"Child, when you saw the content of this message divine art, I just said goodbye to this life. You heard right, I'm dead, your father is gone. I died from the wrath of the gods, because I want to fly Seeing the true face of the gods to the sky, I sent the strongest blow in my life. I have wanted to unlock the secrets of the gods all my life, but I have never seen the gods, and naturally I will not give up this last opportunity.
Don't ask me why, I can tell you clearly, I'm tired of it already! You can also think that I am really crazy. I am already 150 years old this year. Divine magic has made me very powerful, as if full of power, but these have no meaning to me. I know you have a question in your mind, and I can explain it to you now.
Do you want to ask me why don't I wait for you to unlock the secrets of the gods, maybe even make me a myself? In fact, I haven't had much time. Even if I can wait until that day, it is impossible for me. I took the wrong path from the first step. Bell has told me all about it.
You have awakened the strength of both sides of the body, passed the test of desires of the two sides of the body, and became a first-level magician and warrior. You have passed the test of physical purity and become a second-level magician and warrior. These are what I saw with my own eyes, but you don't know, I can't repeat this path myself, maybe you think it's incredible.
I haven't exercised for many years, my life span is much longer than ordinary people, and I still look strong, but the strength in my bloodline is gradually exhausted. In the past 100 years, I have suffered countless injuries, and I have had unimaginable pains. If I restart this path, even the test of body purity will not pass. Do you think it's ridiculous that an eighth-level magician is even worse than you!
If you go the wrong way from the beginning, the farther you go and the higher your achievement, the harder it will be to turn back. So this is what I want to tell you and why I asked you to find Bell's whereabouts. As far as I know, Bell may have found all the right paths before becoming a high-level magician and high-level warrior. As for what he hasn't proven, you can only rely on yourself.
You may ask me how to predict this disaster, just take it as an eternal secret, I have told you everything, this is the ultimate reservation. As for Duke Town, its destruction may be deserved. People blame themselves. I am also one of them. My death is the price paid for everyone. "
The message said here that Amon also received a message that is similar to but more detailed than the one seen by Gore in the temple. The series of tragedies that happened in Duke Town some time ago also includes the origin of these tragedies. Amon could not help but shout in his heart: "Old lunatic, you know that disaster will come, why not save everyone? My father is dead, he is innocent!"
The old lunatic seemed to have expected Amon to have such doubts, and the message left laughed: "Amon, do you want to ask me why you didn't save your father? Why don't you save everyone? ... Child I have saved you and guided a path to becoming a god. Do n’t you thank me but hate me? ... I have experienced many such questions throughout my life, and I think the gods are even more so! "
Amon asked these words for a moment, then he cried like a child, no, it should be said that he was a child.
The old lunatic and his father ended their madness and drunken life respectively, and were buried for the entire Duke town. How could Amon not be sad? At a young age, he will have to face the suffering of life and death. The collapse of Duke Town means that he no longer has his hometown and loved ones. Amon has a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.
Amon wasn't Gore. He didn't see the scene of Nietzsche rushing into the sky with his own eyes, and he didn't know how the flood happened. All I know is that the old lunatic had long predicted. The old lunatic didn't understand something. For example, he claimed to have died from the wrath of the gods. Why did he burst into the sky to give the strongest blow to the gods, and which was he facing? The old lunatic did not explain to Amon.
Perhaps for Amon, the explanation was useless, and he hadn't reached the point where he could understand it all. The ignorant teenager had no time to think about it all. Amon was surrounded by huge sorrows, and he could no longer gather his mind to maintain a focused meditation state, and the process of reading divine information was interrupted.
When he was crying enough and tired, he wiped his tears, remembering that the information left by the old lunatic didn't seem to have finished reading just now, so he tried to catch his mind and re-energize the pupils of the earth, but something happened.
The old lunatic was not a omniscient God, and he did not expect that when the disaster came, Amon had passed the test of "firm firmness" and became a third-level magician. Amon interrupted while reading the previous message, and then used the pupil of the earth to naturally stimulate the next divine message, so the old maniac's previous message disappeared. I do n’t know how many words Amon did n’t hear. of.
Next, Amon reads various middle-level divine secrets, not all of them, but the parts that the third-level achievement may learn. When seeing these contents, Amon had to think about nothing temporarily and concentrate on receiving the information, because the information would only appear once and then disappear. Only by passing the test of "firm firmness" can one enter a state of concentration in which the soul is stable and not be disturbed by distractions, so that it can remember so many complex and profound contents at once.
The third-level magician is good at different magical skills, and the ability to use various magical skills is quite different, but the achievement standard of basic meditation is the same.
At the end of this message, the old lunatic had another message--
"Child, when you read this, you already have a third-level achievement. I don't know if you have found Bell's whereabouts. You can only rely on yourself. You have nothing and no worries. The mainland is waiting for you to break out.
I gave you my token, the sign with the inscription on it. I haven't told you yet, I gave it to Bell, and Bell sealed the message in that brand for Schrödinger to bring it to me, and it was also Bell's token.
I have traveled all over the mainland for hundreds of years. Many people have received my favor and vowed to repay me or my descendants. Bell was also a veteran of the Aju Empire Divinity Council and instructed many nobles and priests in the practice of divinity. Similarly, someone had vowed to thank and repay him.
When you experience suffering in the mainland, you may ask them for help. This is my last gift for you. But after so many years have passed, it is hard to say whether anyone still remembers the vows of that year and remembers whether they will really obey them. You have to be careful to protect yourself. The identity of a little magician is dangerous in the Tianshu continent. The test of dealing with people may be more difficult than the test of divine magic.
At the end of this message, a series of names or family introductions appeared. The first person was the chief priest Gore, the temple of Suia. The old madman specifically told Amon that if he becomes a great magician in the future, he must go to Gelie. The introduction of the Medanzo family also appeared in the message, explaining the background of the year. The old lunatic didn't know that Amon had met Medanzo, and had also taught him magic.
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At dusk, Amon came out of the cave, his eye circles were still slightly red and swollen, with a deep tiredness in his look. The young age was inexplicably giving a feeling of vicissitudes, as if growing in a day. Much bigger.
Amon has been taciturn these days. He cried aloud in the cave today. The cave dwellers felt a little scared and inexplicable. Some people even speculated that the heavy rain under the mountain was the tears of the spirit god. Everyone was relieved to see Amen stepping out of the cave.
To Link's surprise, Amon for the first time asked him to ask for wine. Link immediately went to fetch the wine and packed it in the exquisite copper bottle sent by Amon, and sent it to the large thatched house where Amon lived.
Amon also didn't know why he wanted to drink, maybe because he missed his alcoholic father. However, that night he didn't want to drink any more after taking a few sips, and sat there meditating with a bottle in his hand. The old lunatic said that the entire Tianshu continent was waiting for him to break out, but Amon felt that he was homeless and nowhere to go. The future was chaotic, and there was only one road before him.
If he doesn't want to be a "false god" forever in this cave savage tribe, then he can only become a magician and unlock the secrets of the gods according to the hope of the old lunatic. Did everything. What people have to do in the world, Amon can't think of other options at this time.
He got up and lamented, "Old lunatic, you already knew what would happen, was it all arranged by you? You did so hard, but I can't hate you!"
Since he didn't want to drink any more, Amon never wastes things. This is an unconscious habit. He put most of the remaining bottles of wine into Schrodinger's straw nest. Schrodinger had been squatting in the grass nest just now watching him, and saw that Amun took the wine, and rolled over and held the bone to fall asleep, seemingly not interested in the wine of this cave savage tribe.
Over the past few days, Amon has been waiting for this cat to be delicious and delicious. Unconsciously, Schrödinger has become thinner and thinner, his body has become slim and fit, his hair color is smooth and beautiful, and he is no longer a Duke town. The fat and dirty lazy cat looked like that. The changes that took place were gradually unobtrusive, but Amon looked at Schrödinger at this moment and suddenly realized that the cat had changed too much.
More than just a cat? The entire town of Duke was completely wiped out by the flood, and Amon was no longer a teenager a few months ago!
Schrodinger has been following Amon and staring at him today. Is he afraid that he wants something to happen if he doesn't have a meeting, and will he care about him? In any case, the cat is already the only teenage companion Amon once in Duke, and will continue to accompany him. I do not know where the emotions came from, Amon reached out and hugged Schrödinger into his arms, stroking its back and softly, "Duke Town is gone, everyone is gone, and now you and me are the only ones left. "
Schrodinger was taken aback by Amon's sudden movement. It seemed to be reluctant to be touched and held by Amon like this. His sharp claws protruded from the meat pad on the tip of his toe. He raised his claws to grab Amon's arm and heard him. But it didn't really scratch, just twisted and looked very unhappy.
Amon saw that the cat was uncomfortably held by him, and sighed again, and put it down again, and then sat in the room and began practicing divine meditation. Only by letting his body and mind be calm and undisturbed, can he temporarily forget the sorrow of the world.
Amon can already practice some intermediate-level divine magic. In addition to elemental magic, he has been most interested in space magic and information magic. These are related to the special divine stones left by the old lunatic. However, a third-level magician cannot practice these two types of magic, so he is practicing detective magic tonight.
The basis of these two types of divine magic are detection divine magic, especially information divine magic, which is itself a branch of detection divine magic practice to a higher order. Amon had already realized the detection of magical arts before, and it was easy to practice the most basic "squint induction".
No need to look or listen, everything in the dark feels so clear. However, Amon seemed to be disturbed, suddenly opened his eyes and stood up, interrupting the newly mastered magic. "Eye-sense" is much clearer than what you usually see and hear, which is common sense for any wizard.
However, Amon was surprised to find that there were two things missing in the room. Schrödinger in the grassy nest and the strange bone did not even exist in his squinting eyes!