Chapter 349: In front of the grave

There was a secluded place in the mausoleum of Tianji Martyrs, Xue Ba's tomb was in one of them, and a few bouquets of flowers were placed in front of the tombstone.
At this time, Gu Jun put a bunch of flowers he brought down to the tomb and silently looked at the picture of Ying Wu's resolute head on the tombstone.
"Captain Xue, thank you for taking care of me in the past, and thank you for the things you did." He said softly, knowing better than others that Captain Xue's soul may have become a servant of the son of doom, living in that strange and magnificent church in……
After thinking about this for a while, Gu Junben had a pain in his faintly painful head, which forced him to stop in a hurry. The blood flow in the brain was increasing sharply.
Today he wanted to come alone to sweep the tomb, sort out his thoughts, and make a farewell, but still followed a few colleagues far away, they were afraid that he would faint and needed first aid.
Today is January 26, and Tongye returned from the Rossian country a week ago, and has already told him the inspection results and the organization's decision.
"Ajun, how much do you know about your feelings ..." Tong Ye sighed, "Sometimes there are such things in life, sometimes there are."
For this result, Gu Jun is naturally difficult to accept, lost, dazed, depressed, there is nowhere to suppress depression.
When he just woke up from the coma, he thought that he would recover next, and then put into new work, such as the formation of GOA, and the establishment of relationships with the tribes of the ancestors, return to the fantasy dream, and continue to do more for this world. What a useful thing.
But now ... In his own heart, he was not sure if he had another relief when he was depressed.
"Tongye, I'm okay." He said at the time, "I have been worthy of heart since joining the celestial bureau ... I have long been thinking about when I can take a break." There is no time for a movie. Such a day is really uncomfortable. I can finally escape from the sea of ​​suffering. "
"That's it." Tong Ye also smiled bitterly, "Your kid is on vacation with pay, and he is going to play! You will have fun for us and recover well."
"Well ... these jobs depend on you ..." Gu Jun didn't know what to say, and he couldn't think of more self-deprecating words.
Despite this, he tried some unconventional treatments during this week.
Because there is no anomalous power in it, but he can't even say that.
That system power is broken, but it has not completely dissipated, and it is in the mind as a chaos. Will this affect it? Was it because of the sequelae left by him when he ended the ceremony and was almost swallowed by the darkness? These may not be.
Gu Jun first tried the
mental barrier technology
that Deng Ximei had contributed to the bureau. This was like a psychology self-hypnosis method for alien scholars. It was through skillful meditation, self-imagination, filling details, etc. Layers can affect the protection of consciousness.
The Bureau attaches great importance to this technology, because the mental barrier is not only used to fabricate fictional self, and Deng Ximei does not explain it to the Bureau in this way. The spiritual shock and erosion of value are borne by this barrier.
The mental barrier can be a fictitious self, or some future scene that one is eagerly expecting, or a constantly strengthening beautiful memory.
This technology is very helpful for frontline combatants, and also enables the Tianji Bureau to master another world-leading mind technology.
The Bureau has selected the first batch of personnel from the Curse Department and the Old Indian Department for training and learning. Lou Xiaoning and Egg Uncle are among them. The peacocks are not in the first batch of lists because they have a double self. It's hard to say what will happen if you add a layer of spiritual barriers, wait until you get a point in the bureau before learning.
But it was at this stage that Gu Jun tried to treat himself with a mental barrier, and used a future expectation to build the barrier to fight persistent avoidance symptoms.
But he didn't wait for him to start formally. Since he listened to Deng Ximei's detailed explanation, his headache gradually increased, and his first attempt failed.
After a day of delay for the second attempt, it was also a failure. He couldn't concentrate on that level. What he could easily do in the past is now struggling.
It's like a thousand kilograms of weight on both feet. If you want to run again, it's not manpower.
The psychic barrier technology failed, the old Indian technology did not work, Gu Jun also tried some other things, psychological treatment, incense burning Buddha worship, medical treatment is not just eating norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors, but also drinking some Chinese medicine And did some diet therapy. However, all have no curative effect.
Each treatment option proved to be unworkable, and every hope was shattered. In the end, Gu Jun and the treatment team could only accept the bitter fruit.
On today's 26th, there are no days left until New Year's Eve on the 31st of the month.
Thanks to the calmness of these days, many people have a small holiday, they can go home to visit relatives for the new year, but many of them can not rest assured Gu Jun.
Gu Jun knew exactly this situation ~ EbookFREE.me ~ So he proposed that he wanted to take a vacation as soon as possible. In fact, he rushed away before the New Year, so that everyone can go home for a good year.
"Captain Xue, I'm leaving this afternoon." At this time, Gu Jun said softly to the photo on the tombstone. "I don't know when I will be back."
He would still come back regularly for a brain examination, but another meaning of "return" is that there is no date.
He ca n’t take part in front-line work, logistics or clerical work, and he ca n’t even transfer to the Recreation Department to arrange for everyone to eat, drink or have fun, or go to the Public Relations Department as a mascot spokesperson. Exposing him to a lot of information about abnormal things is not conducive to his restorative recovery.
Faced with abnormal things, he did not have a strong stress reaction with Zugly, but only a faint headache, perhaps because of the special connection established by the beautiful dream before, or because of Zug No one will be stressed.
Therefore, he will still participate in the matter of alliance with Zug in due course.
But after all, the most appropriate arrangement for him now is to leave the celestial bureau, leave these abnormal things, and return to normal life.
"Captain Xue, don't feel sorry for me." Gu Jun added, "Compared to you, compared to many patients, I'm already too lucky. Team Xue, people like you, even if sacrificed, should have a strong Way, not a sudden drop of doom ... "
He took a deep breath and said, "It's just this world, there are really a lot of regrets. When you leave, you have to go back to the dormitory to pick up things and come to see you next time."
Gu Jun said nothing, and paid a military salute to the tombstone with a calm face, and then turned and strode forward.
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