Chapter 547: That year

"No one in the whole family is willing to do anything. I will do everything! I want to serve you all, make meals, take care of the whole family, and take care of A Jing. Everything is done by me. There is no day for freedom. , I do n’t have a day, I do n’t have time to get sick, I ca n’t do anything without me ... "
Chen Shengdi suddenly cried and shouted hysterically, the words were very messy, accusing something.
These words seem to be old sayings, some of the words casually mentioned with Lin Qianfei are heavy, and it can be seen that Chen Shengdi's daily complaints, I have said that I don't know how many times.
Probably this is also a part of the real situation of this poor family. All the housework is pressed by Chen Shengdi, which has already crushed her nerves.
At the same time, Lin Guowei's face was darker, and in a blink of an eye he seemed to be much older, and he was sitting in a chair, very confused and confused.
Seeing the changes before and after the couple, Gu Jun, Wang Ke, Cao Yicong and others knew that they were directly related to the disappearance of Lin Jing.
Gu Jun's heart suddenly tightened, and a bad expectation gradually proved to be true, and a tragedy gradually surfaced. He didn't even want to think about the truth, but some gray imaginary pictures were tumbling in his heart, making him unclear whether it was an imagination or an illusion ...
Brought to the desert of deep wild forest ... pushed down the cliff ... buried in the pit dug with a ...
He took a deep breath and said, "Aunt Chen, please calm down and explain everything to us."
"Speak clearly, we will deal with it with emotion." Wang Ke added a voice and put a lot of pressure on the two. Guozi's face has the majesty of long-term interrogation. "If it is not clear, Lin Qianfei He and Lin Longxuan may need to cooperate with our investigation for some time, which will definitely affect their studies. "
"We really don't know how A Jing disappeared!" Lin Guowei immediately anxiously, both nervous and frightened, and a little angry. "It has nothing to do with Feifei and Longxuan. They don't know anything. If you want to catch, just grab us and get shot Just shoot us! "
The middle-aged man shouted loudly, patting the coffee table with resentment and nowhere to vent, crackling loudly, ringing in the old messy living room.
If you change to another villager, you may be surprised by Lin Guowei, but Gu Jun, they are still and do not say much, just watch.
Chen Shengdi gradually wondered whether he was calm or lowered. There were words in his mouth, but he did not make any words that could be heard clearly. His red eyes flashed a complicated look, as if looking at the old ones on the opposite wall. Certificate of the three best students.
"It's me ..." She shuddered suddenly, "It's my mouth that blames me ... I shouldn't say that to him ... blame me ..."
Gu Jun frowned slightly and glanced at Wang Ke. Things seemed to be different from what they expected.
At the same time that Lin Guowei became stiff and woodless, Chen Shengdi talked about some unknown things.
Three days before Lin Jing's disappearance, Chen Shengdi scolded the son for a meal. The reason was that Lin Jing used his feet to play other children's basketball on the basketball court in front of the village, and had a dispute with others. After fighting, he was also complained by a parent.
Lin Jing said that he just stood there and wanted to kick the ball back over. If he had a hand, he caught it and threw it back.
But the children of the other party just made sure he was picking things up, his feet were dirty, he was a monster ...
Chen Shengdi did n’t stand on the side of his son. In the face of the parent, Lin Jing was scolded. When the parent left, she was still very angry. She continued to count Lin Jing: "What do you stay at the basketball court all day to see? , You ca n’t play it anymore. If you quarrel with others and cause trouble, you will cause trouble. It ’s enough to wait for you, and trouble! "
In fact, in the past and in normal times, Chen Shengdi also complained and scolded the elder son in this way. She didn't understand it, and she was very bitter in her heart. She thought it was ... nothing.
"A Jing is also my son, and I was raised. It is not his fault that he has no hands. How hard he is. I know best. How can I really blame him ..."
At this time, the recalled Chen Shengdi choked, but on that day, she still scolded a few vicious words, which she had never used before. At that time, she actually regretted it after she scolded her, but she did n’t want to admit her mistakes. regret but too late.
"I said ... as long as you were born, you should be persuaded to throw you away, and you won't be dragging yourself down like this now ..."
Listening to this, Gu Jun's heart sank, and his breathing became heavier, as if he could feel Lin Jing's pain at that moment.
But he knew that he might never, never really understand that mood, even though his native family was not so good.
Chen Shengdi continued to say that in the evening three days later, she came home on a tricycle carrying two children and a bunch of bananas, and A Jing was gone. She said that she did not lie in this part, and Lin Guowei did not lie. He was indeed in the field that afternoon, and when he came back, he joined to find Ajing.
After searching for a few days, I didn't find it ... they didn't insist on searching.
But they were pretty sure that A Jing had run away from home, and should have been alive for a while.
It may be rumored that the handless beggar kid seen by someone in the neighboring village on the streets of Dongzhou City was him ...
For this reason, the couple had traveled to the downtown area of ​​Dongzhou City, went to the rumored street, and looked at the beggars on the street.
It's just that they didn't see the son's figure, nor did they go up to ask in detail, maybe the son was not there, maybe they didn't touch it. Having been there once, they will never have any action to find Lin Jing, just as the son is gone, when there is no such person ...
They were relieved, and the family had become less difficult. The lives of Qian Fei and Long Xuan were also better.
But for so many years ~ EbookFREE.me ~ The two of them, how could they really put down the missing handless elder son ......
Gu Jun, Wang Ke and others listened to this set of rhetoric, temporarily without judgment, watching Lin Guowei smoking a cheap cigarette, watching Chen Shengdi get up, and went to the master room connected to the living room, Gu Jun and Cao Yicong followed and saw that Chen Shengdi had taken something out of an old-style wedding suitcase in the wardrobe beside the bed.
"This piece of paper was left by A Jing ... I came home that day and the paper was placed on the coffee table ..."
Chen Shengdi looked blank, holding a small piece of crumpled blank paper in his hand.
Gu Jun took over the old paper and saw that there was a line of blue ballpoint pen written on it. The handwriting was skewed and laborious, but he tried his best to control the stroke.
That was written by Lin Jing, but I didn't know how.
[I ’m gone, do n’t need to find me, I ’ll commit suicide when I ’ve lived enough]
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