Chapter 225: lay down

"You said it!"
Seeing that Shan Qiulin was almost silent for half an hour, but without saying a word, Poplar almost didn't give a sudden death. ㈧㈠ 中文 『网 Ω ん ⒈
"Human heart is a very complicated thing"
Looking up at the sky, Shan Qiulin silently uttered such a sentence.
I know this, you want to say? Aspen silently looked at him and asked:
"and then?"
Shan Qiulin drank himself a few sips of wine again, looking at the mountains in the distance and saying:
"You look at the mountains, you look at the water, you look at the clouds, you look at the birds flying in the sky. Is the picture beautiful? Is it very shocking? And when you look around, even if the buildings are beautiful, even The clothes are gorgeous, but not as pleasing as the mountains, the water, the trees, and the clouds, right? "
Poplar blinked, her head was a little bit stupid, what do you want to say?
This guy absolutely / forced to open the philosophical mode, Bai Yang did not bother, and continued to listen.
"So, natural things are the most beautiful!"
Shan Qiulin said with a smile.
Horse egg, then it is about to enter the theme, Bai Yang muttered.
Sure enough, just listen to Shan Qiulin:
"I knew early on that in fact, the little sister had a deep love for the master brother, and a heart was tied to him. I just didn't want to face this fact. I heard you from the middle to the third. Policy, if you really do what you say, I believe I will definitely get the body and mind of the little sister, but I ca n’t do that, because it was deliberately forced, not what I want. "
Bai Yang blinked. Although Shan Qiulin was contradictory, his ‘quad-core’ brain did n’t understand.
Shan Qiulin likes his little sister, he likes it so much, and he is very eager for his little sister to like him so much, but he expects that his little sister really likes him, not to get the other's body and mind through conspiracy.
Alas, to sum up Shan Qiulin's mentality in a classic language of the earth:
Strong twisted melon is not sweet!
Although Shan Qiulin may not know this sentence, he thought so.
Obtaining the mind and body of his little sister in accordance with the three strategies of upper, middle and lower, that is deception, not true love, maybe his little sister does not know, but deception is deception, and Shan Qiulin cannot deceive himself.
This can't be done, it has risen to the height of human morality ...
Aspen is silent. The earth people are now almost always seeking a purpose and not a process, but Shan Qiulin is just the opposite. What he wants is a natural process, not an unscrupulous purpose.
"and then?"
Aspen asked for a moment of silence.
"I can't bear to be hurt a little bit. If I do what you say, it will be a kind of harm to her. I can't bear it. I really can't bear it."
Shan Qiulin looked at the sky and laughed, smiling very calmly, his voice was like the breeze blowing on the face, very light, but it was inexplicable.
"Then why are you ..."
Aspen frowned, Shan Qiulin's words made him feel the conflict between the moral concept of the earth and the moral concept here again.
"Why go ahead and implement those three strategies?"
At this moment Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked with a calm smile.
Aspen nodded, since you can't bear it, why do you want to do it? This is not contradictory.
"I'm just not willing to give myself an explanation, that's all"
Shan Qiulin murmured again and again and whispered.
"I probably understand"
Aspen thought and sighed.
Shan Qiulin likes his little sister, but he is reluctant to hurt each other. He knows that his little sister has deep roots in the master brothers and has a bitter heart. After listening to Bai Yang's words that day, running to implement the plan is just a break for himself.
More precisely, he just found himself a reason to let go!
"So, that day I didn't really let the two Bunny Grandpas go, because I knew that if I did that, the little sister would be very uncomfortable, and I ... can't bear it."
Shan Qiulin said by himself.
Hearing this sentence, Bai Yang's inexplicable heart was sour, he couldn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little sister, so he couldn't bear to hurt her in the slightest. This kind of likeness may have been incorporated into Shan Qiulin's bone marrow soul and even The whole life.
"That day, when I saw the distress in the eyes of the little sister when the big brother broke one arm, I knew that what I actually did was meaningless. When the big brother faced the threat of Yue Kong, the little sister was desperate The picture in front of the master, I know, I was wrong, and it was ridiculous ... Finally, I did n’t expect Yue Kong to be so strong, and I did n’t want the brother to be hurt. Aside from the little sister, these 'yuan' 'Come on, the big brother really treats me very well, but I hurt the big brother because of my own selfishness, and even hurt the younger sister, and even later hurt the master's heart.'
Shan Qiulin said to himself terribly calmly.
Bai Yang fully understood that he didn't follow the three strategies he taught him to do as he did, and there were some changes, and that change was actually because he didn't want to do that, which led to such an ending.
"Then why did you become like this?"
Bai Yang pointed to Shan Qiulin's look of death or not.
Although he knew that Shan Qiulin would become like this because he couldn't get through the hurdle in his heart, Bai Yang asked, hoping that Shan Qiulin would say it himself, so he might feel better.
Honestly, a friend like Bai Yang can really, and at this time, he has become an elder sister.
"Because of my waywardness, my brother broke his arm, so I returned him ... heh ..."
Shan Qiulin said to himself, but at the end he said nothing.
Bai Yang understands that Shan Qiulin was born because of such a thing. He didn't know how to face his master and how to face his masters and younger sisters, so he chose to escape, so he was 'expelled'. He went out of school, so he was 'infamous'.
To put it plainly, he is running away.
"Lao Dan, don't think about it. In fact, life is beautiful. The past is just past. When the time passes, you will see, whether it is a trauma in the soul or a trauma in the body, there is nothing that can't be erased by time.
Bai Yang patted Shan Qiulin's shoulder and said that he didn't say too much narcissistic words of comfort.
"Poplar, can you tell me why you can live so happily?"
Shan Qiulin looked at Bai Yang and asked, how could he not let go of the bitterness in his mouth.
"You want to say why I can live so heartless and heartless, right?"
Aspen shrugged and smiled.
In the eyes of Shan Qiulin who nodded and looked at him, Bai Yang grabbed an unopened bottle of wine, took a sip of himself, took a sip of wine and said:
"Actually, we are very lonely alive. Everyone is lonely. For a long time, our lives are too short. There is no need to take care of so much and let us go through this life happily. It ’s the best, happy is a lifetime, unhappy is also a lifetime, why do you make yourself so embarrassed? You see that I have almost no trouble, want to eat, sleep and play, I am happy, and I am not alone , This person, I ’m afraid of being idle, I ’ll think about it idle, no matter what you do, as long as you do n’t be idle, you will feel fulfilled. "
"Also, all kinds of grievances, all kinds of life and death, although I haven't experienced it personally, but I have seen so much and feel relieved. Life is just a journey, and I will see too much scenery during this journey, happy I stayed for a while, and continued to move forward when I was unhappy. Anyway, I want to enrich my journey in life in a limited time. There is no need to entangle the sadness and joy in the journey. I have seen it and cried. It's over ... Um, I said so much, do you understand me? "
Said the last poplar shook his head and smiled.
Shan Qiulin listened, still calm, and then nodded gently and said:
"So, I am envious of you, and I can hardly see any trouble on you"
"I have a different mentality. I also have troubles. I just do n’t want to worry too much about it. I was born. Although I am not a rich man, I have nothing to worry about. Even so, I do n’t want to envy a better life than me. I also I do n’t want to look down on what ’s worse than me. Shanzhenhaiwei is just a meal for me. When I ’m not eating, I can also gobble up my stomach. I can talk with the rich and powerful people, and I can The beggar on the side of the road talks about the sky, so there is no need to care or tangle in front of yourself, just be happy, after all, after all, we are all just a grain of dust in this world and will be forgotten eventually. "
Bai Yang also drank a few drinks to himself and said with a smile.
"So you are the most special person I have ever met"
Shan Qiulin shook his head.
"Old man, do you know? Actually I admire you"
Poplar looked up at Shan Qiulin's sudden words.
"What do you envy me? What do I have to envy?"
Shan Qiulin was puzzled.
"Admire your courage to love, admire your persistence and perseverance, loving a person requires courage, it takes a lot of courage. Similarly, putting down a person needs courage even more. This love and letting go, if you will When courage is likened to power, I believe it is enough to destroy everything! "
Bai Yang looked at him and said very cognitively.
"Pick up, put down ..."
Shan Qiulin murmured to himself, wondering what he was thinking.
"Yes, between picking up and letting go, it's not about losing something, but getting something that we often overlook, such as courage!"
Aspen nodded.
"But I still can't really let go. This point, my heart can't fool myself"
Shan Qiulin said bitterly.
"Whether you get or do n’t get your little sister, your love is there, not increasing, no matter what you do to your little sister or what your little sister does for you, buried deep in your heart Love is still more and more. Between picking up and letting go, your love is there, not coming or going ... "
"Lao Dan, hold someone in your arms, that's love, seeing the person you like is happy, and you feel happy, that's also love, eachother is love, silent blessing is also love, getting is love, letting go It's also love, chasing is love, and guarding is also love. Love is hard to open in heart. It's hard to know the way, sweet and bitter, salty, and everything. This is love. "
Bai Yang looked at him word by word.
"Between picking up and letting go, love is there, not increasing or decreasing, no more, no more, no coming or going ..."
After listening to Aspen's words, Shan Qiulin was silent and muttered to himself.
Aspen looked at it, drinking a bite.
Having said all this, it's just a pile of chicken soup with no nutrition. Although he doesn't want to destroy the atmosphere, Bai Yang has to admit that this is the chicken soup for Shan Qiulin, whether he can get out of the haze of his heart. He has done his best.
After being silent for half an hour, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked:
"It was your words that day that gave me the courage to make a break, but now I have realized that I have not really let go. It is because I did not do it your way, so the three promises I owe you are still Effective, the first promise I have done for you, they are there, talk about your two remaining promises. "
At this moment, Shan Qiulin was laughing and smiling very calmly. There was something inexplicable in this kind of peace. Bai Yang didn't understand, but just instinctively felt that Shan Qiulin's mood was not right at this time. Can't say.
This guy is not right, it is estimated that something will happen!
Poplar noticed this and pointed to his nose and said:
"Lao Shan, you still owe me two promises, but I haven't figured it out yet. I'll tell you after I think about it. Then you can help me complete it. Don't even think about escaping. come out!"
As if it had long been known that Poplar would say so, Shan Qiulin smiled indifferently.
One-armed, he stood up, raised an altar of wine, and grunted a gush, and the liquor sprayed, and he fell into a weird mood.
Throw the wine jar aside and break and laugh:
"Now let you say you promise not to say, originally I could help you do something big, but in the future, maybe I can only help you with a trivial little thing ..."
"What do you want, old single?"
Aspen stood up and looked at Shan Qiulin and asked, this guy is not right, he wants to do something!
"This world is beautiful, high mountains, Osawa, white clouds, blue sky, breeze, grass, running water, sentient beings ... all of these are beautiful, but all this, for me, is not as good as a little sister accidentally Looking back! "
Shan Qiulin suddenly looked around and said terribly calmly.
"Old single, don't do stupid things"
Bai Yang shouted, if not for Shan Qiulin, he had the thought of knocking him out.
"Everything in this world is beautiful and intoxicating, but for me, it ’s not as good as the little sister. From then on, the little sister is the most beautiful scenery in my life. It is timeless and fixed. She has more beautiful scenery, so these eyes are superfluous! Haha ... "
Shan Qiulin said almost insanely, and finally laughed.
In the laughter, he lifted his one-armed right hand like a lightning, a sharp blade of fingertips flashed across his fingertips, and squeaked twice, his eyes, two bloodstains shed, and for the world to him, Lost color!
"You ..., Lao Shan, why are you ..."
Bai Yang froze, really froze, he didn't understand how much Shan Shanlin liked his little sister to make such a move, how deep he needed to be, and he felt that nothing in the world was as good as that in his heart. Come beautiful?
He couldn't let it go, he really couldn't let it go, so in this way, the emotion was fixed forever!
This courage is shocking!
"Since I followed Master, I practiced martial arts in order to keep up with the steps of my master and let my little sister look at me more. I want to be stronger and protect my little sister. But now, I want this body. Why use it! Why do I want it? Why do I want it? "
Shan Qiulin bleeds his eyes, it is not sure whether it is the blood flowing out of the blind or his heart dripping blood ~ EbookFREE.me ~ He looked up, roaring, mad, hysterical!
When he was talking, he was full of white light, and the real elements condensed as a substance flickered outside the body, twisting, and the air was twisting, when the flashing real elements reached the extreme.
puff……
There was a sound like a balloon being pierced, and the real element trembled and spread out in all directions.
In the courtyard, the wind raged and the scattered altar was shattered, and Poplar couldn't help but was backed up by the shock and stopped on the wall of the courtyard.
Look at Shan Qiulin again, his face pale, bleeding from Qiqiao, slowly soft to the ground.
"Poplar, now, I feel so relaxed. It ’s never been easier. Even if the world loses its color, even if it ’s gone for nothing, but I ’m so relaxed. The shadow buried in my heart is like the little one who returned to the original place Mountain village ... "
Shan Qiulin was laughing, smiling very happily, laughing more easily than ever ...
(This chapter is complicated ...) (To be continued.)