Chapter 329: Want to forget the past

She remembered that she was in school four years ago, and a male classmate liked her very much. When she was not paying attention, she forcibly struck her. She smashed the opponent's head with a vase, causing the other person to stay a lot. Of blood, and she was sent in for two days, after learning that she was pregnant,
Just let her out.
Later, the boy turned away from her.
And she simply dropped out of school and stayed in the small apartment she rented.
"Do you know what causes this instinct to resist?"
"I know!" Tang Youyou's face turned red again. Dr. Liu seemed to be reluctant to see her supporters, she immediately smiled and said, "Miss Tang, take it easy. In fact, regarding what happened to you and Ji Zong five years ago, Ji Zong also followed in detail. I said that, he thinks, it is very likely that the two of you met five years ago
At night, these memories are not so good for you. "
"Ah ... what did he say?" Tang Yuyou was still wondering how to describe this matter, but now listening to the doctor's meaning, Ji Yanhan has already described it, I am! Dr. Liu pushed the frame and said softly, "Don't be shy, we are all women. I can understand what you have experienced. President Ji said that you had a close relationship five years ago because of a chance. Contact, at that time, he was given a very overbearing and ferocious potion,
He will do that kind of behavior only when he has no choice but he also said that he really regrets hurting you that way. "
Tang Youyou couldn't tell what it was like at the moment, it was complicated, and she was a little pale because of the old things.
"He didn't describe anything in detail." Tang Youyou's true feelings are still very taboo.
"Yes!" Dr. Liu nodded. "He said that he might have caused you very serious injuries and left a lot of blood. He actually went to that room the next day and saw the scene with his own eyes."
Tang Youyou suddenly gripped her head, inexplicably resisted to recall those things.
"Dr. Liu, can I ... take a break first."
"Miss Tang, you have to open your heart to face it, you don't run away, you tell me how you felt at the time." "I'm scared, I'm at a loss, I feel my life is dark, I can't find a way out That night, I was forcibly sent to the plane by my dad. I stayed on the plane with my eyes open for more than ten hours and I never dared to sleep. I still had to endure the pain in my body. In short, I was desperate
!! Tang Youyou's gentle eyes on the doctor began to touch those things in the past.
"Then you hate the person who hurt you?" "Hate, can't wait to kill him, but I feel that I actually hate myself even more, hate myself for being useless, unable to protect myself, and, I hate to I stunned those who were taken into the room, no matter what, that night, I might not be able to hide, no matter who that person is. "Tang Youyou said
Here, my body is a bit cold and trembling, because it really takes courage to open the old wound.
Previously, she selectively forgot everything and adjusted her life to the moment the child was born.
All the joy has accumulated little by little since the child was born.
Dr. Liu looked at her with pale face and cold sweat on her forehead. Perhaps her nightmare was caused by long-term suppression.
"Miss Tang, relax a little. Can you tell me what your nightmare looks like?" Dr. Liu could only ask her with a gentle voice.
Tang Youyou nodded, her eyes were hollow, confused, and scared.
"Sometimes, Jue's self seems to be torn by a beast, sometimes it's like being trapped in a dark room."
"To be more specific, have you ever dreamed of something between men and women?"
"Yes, yes!"
"Can you see the face of that person in the dream?"
"Vague, can't see clearly!"
After Dr. Liu recorded her symptoms and thought for a moment, she suddenly said, "Then you know that person is President Ji, do you hate him in your heart?"
Tang Youyou is stiff, her expressions are dull for a long time.
"Do you hate him?" Dr. Liu asked her again.
Tang Youyou bowed her head, very weak and dazed.
"Hate before, don't hate now!" Tang Youyou bit her lip and answered very lightly.
"Why don't you hate him?"
Tang Youyou didn't really think about it carefully. Later, she had to face the problem squarely and replied, "Because he didn't mean to hurt me, he couldn't help himself, and I had children with him. He is good to children and has always been good to me. "
"Have you fallen in love with him?" Dr. Liu smiled.
Tang You's empty eyes slowly got the focus. She looked at Dr. Liu and then shook her head: "I don't know if it's love or not, I'm still relaxed with him now."
"Well, let's get here today, thank you for sharing your experience, you go back first."
"That's it? Don't need any more treatment?" Tang Youyou suddenly stood up, feeling like this shouldn't be any treatment. Dr. Liu smiled immediately: "Psychotherapy is to find the root problem and solve it. This is not the same as physical treatment. You can heal with an operation and a little medicine. Let's take it slowly. I do n’t think your situation is too serious. The only thing you are missing is that you ca n’t face your heart. After you go back, you have to communicate with Ji, and it ’s best to have a heart-to-heart communication. Try to make physical contact, for example, hug each day, hold each other's hands, feel the warmth of each other, this is very useful for your treatment
Help. "
"Hug every day?" Tang Youyou's eyes widened in surprise.
"It's best to do this, and for example, further actions can be taken slowly step by step." Dr. Liu said with a chuckle.
Tang Youyou sighed secretly: "Then I try my best, thank you, Dr. Liu, and suddenly found out that after chatting with you for days, I feel much more relaxed. Previously, I never talked to others about these things I did n’t dare to say that.

It ’s because you have been holding down your inner fear for a long time that you will now have a rejection instinct in your body. Ms. Tang, I think your personality is quite cheerful, not that kind of self-confidence Closed people, I believe your condition should be better after a while. "Dr. Liu told him with certainty
Tell her.
"I hope so, thank you, Dr. Liu, then I will take a step!" "Slow!"