Chapter 1808: Preparing things

She thinks that her mother's insomnia and abnormal heart rate are all related to this matter.
So, after all, the reason why my mother left the world is what she caused?
It was she who gave her mother a hope, but it eventually led to her despair.
Caused by physical damage, the use of drugs to maintain sleep, long-term use, so that her heart can not bear, leading to sudden death.
"Mom...sorry, sorry..." Duan Shumin wanted to rush in, and Duan Siwei accompanied her into the rescue room to see her mother.
Duan Siwei looked at his mother, his eyes were full of tears, and he bit his lip. At this moment, his heart was tightening and suffering.
Duan Deliang also came in. In this matter, the death of his wife seems to have something to look for, but it seems that this is an irresistible fate.
However, people have gone, and all causes and effects have been scattered.
Knowing the news of Song Meilan's death, Duan Laozi did not care about his physical inconvenience. He drove him to the hospital with Duan Shuzhen.
At this moment, Song Meilan has entered the morgue, and the old man has come to see her last look.
Duan Shuzhen also cried in, Duan Shumin sat on the ground, facing Song Meilan's direction, her head buried very low and low, and the tears on the ground.
Duan Siwei was holding his father, but he had a good dinner, but he lost one person.
Everyone stayed in the hospital until the early morning, Duan Shumin's grief and self-blame, so she fainted, was sent to the nursing ward by Duan Sizhen, Li Yu and Duan Shuzhen to take care of her.
And Duan Deliang is sad again. At this time, he can't let his wife stay there all the time. Therefore, he needs to be uplifted to follow the matter.
Duan Deliang must be old, he was half white in the night, and this thing still needs young priests to handle, even if he is equally painful, this is the last piece he can do for his mother. It's a thing.
In the ward, Li Yu had to go out to take care of the section of the father. He was old and stayed up all night. The whole person was sad and sad, but he could not let him do anything.
In the ward, Shu Min, who was looking at the fainting, was only Shu Shu, and at the moment, her heart was full of self-blame and guilt.
She thought that the last time she was in the family, she thought, did that increase the condition of the aunt?
Duan Shumin woke up slowly. She opened her eyes, her swollen eyes, her loose hair, her pale face, and her whole person became extraordinarily embarrassed.
She saw Duan Shuzhen with her side, and her tears once again smashed down.
Duan Shuzhen handed her paper to her from the side. "Sister Ge has already prepared for the aunt."
Duan Shuzhen was infected, and tears fell silently.
Duan Shumin squinted, and for a moment, she suddenly murmured, "I killed my mother, it was my killing her."
"Duan Shuzhen's tearful eyes looked at her with some mistakes. I don't know why she said so.
"If my desire is not so strong, if I am not in front of my mother and always give me the future I want, she will not be nervous, she will not sleep all night, and she will not always be eager to achieve it for me."
Duan Shumin At this moment, no one can talk, and Duan Shuzhen is the only object she can talk to.
"Min sister, don't blame yourself."
Duan Shuyu swallowed a word of comfort.
Duan Shumin shook his head. "I am not blaming myself, but the fact is that I killed my mother. I know that I can't marry Xi Jingzhen. But I have created a belief that my mother can marry him. My mother is proud of me. She went around to find out. She asked the political ladies of the political circles to let me close to him. She did too much for me."
Duan Shuzhen, of course, she did not know that in private, the aunt was so up-to-date, and still went to Xi Jingjing.
"It’s my incompetence that hurts my mother. If I recognize this earlier, I will cut off my mother’s expectations and prevent her from worrying about this.

Now, Duan Shumin really regrets, she did not expect that this anxiety will make her mother lose her life.
She also hates why she has to leave her mother's room just now. If she is with her mother at the moment she is ill, she will be able to save her mother. She has learned the rescue method, at least there is still a chance.
Duan Shuzhen sighed and raised a pair of red and swollen eyes. "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I shouldn't have stimulated my aunt on that day."
Duan Shumin closed his eyes. "What is wrong with you?
It is a fact that you love each other. It is also true that you are together. There is nothing to say.

Duan Shuzhen looked at her, and her heart was awkward. Min Jie seemed to calm down a lot.
Duan Shemin was kicked out of bed. She was going to send her to her mother during her last trip. She owed her only to continue to be her daughter in her next life. At that time, she hoped that she would live in a comfortable way.
Will not kill her favorite mother because of her own ambitions.
Duan Shuzhen accompanied her out, just in the place where Song Meilan was about to be transported to the cremation, Duan Shuzhen drove the car and took her along with the car.
The people of the Duan family still could not accept a living person and suddenly left.
After two hours, Duan Sizhen took Song Meilan's ashes out. His tall and straight figure seemed to have taken away strength, and his footsteps were extraordinarily heavy and his face was mournful.
Duan Shumin stepped forward, she said to her older brother, "Let me hold it!"
Duan Shuzhen handed her, Duan Shumin hugged in her arms, and her whole person couldn't stop crying again.
They must first store for three days, and after the rest of the matter, they will meet Song Meilan’s ashes.
Duan Laozi also fell ill directly. Li Yu took care of him at home. Duan Laozi really couldn’t figure out what was wrong with the big brother. It would happen like this.
Duan Deliang’s sudden loss of his wife made him almost lose confidence in his life and his heart was empty.
Duan Shuzhen returned to Duanzhai. At this moment, everyone was immersed in sorrow. She sat in a chair in the garden, imagining some of Song Meilan's usual walking in the garden. Suddenly, the sadness suddenly became a bit strong.
Duan Shemin stood on the top floor, and Duan Siwei worried about her and she was always with her.
"Big brother, I won't jump, I want my mother to watch me live with peace of mind."
Duan Shumin hung his arms and felt cold.
Duan Sizhen stood by her side, he usually did not show his anger, but at this moment, his handsome face was covered with a strong sadness.
No one can accept the sudden loss of a close relative, even if this is the normal state of life and death, but whoever happens to it, can not accept it.
Duan Shumin took a deep breath and said, "I can't forgive myself in my life."
"Don't blame yourself, this is not your fault."
"It's my fault."
Duan Shumin took this self-blame.
Duan Sizhen was in the aftermath of Song Meilan. When the relatives and friends suddenly heard the news, they all sighed at the impermanence of the world. They couldn’t think of it. The people who contacted the meeting a few days ago suddenly left.
The aftermath was also held three days later.
Duan Shuzhen sat in the garden, she was immersed in some memories, suddenly, she heard the sound of the phone, she picked up, her heart stunned.
It was called by Shi Jingzhen.
She bit her red lips, and at the moment she gently answered, "Hey!"
Her voice is hard to hide.
"Shu, what's wrong with you?"
The voice of Xi Jingxi immediately asked about it because she heard her crying.
"I..." Duan Shuzhen took a deep breath and said, "My aunt suddenly left."
At that end, Xi Jingzhen immediately understood, "Is your cousin's mother?"
"Ok!"
Duan Shuyu took a breath.
"When did this happen?"
"The night before, I suddenly went."
"So suddenly."
Xi Jingying’s voice line was also a bit low.
"Did you come back?"
"I will return tomorrow."
"Okay, then pay attention to safety on your way."
Duan Shuzhen did not know what to talk to him for a while.
At this moment, her mind was empty, as if she had lost some of her thoughts.
"I will be back tomorrow, I want to accompany you to attend her funeral."
Xi Jing sang out the channel.