Chapter 1236: He blames himself

1236, Jing Ruyue suddenly heard her mention "wind", his eyes dark and dark, sighed with a sigh.
"Who is he? Where is it now?"
Xu Xiyan has been waiting for her answer, as if the answer is in front of her, the mother can solve the mystery as long as she opens her mouth.
But she is in a state of silence.
Xu Xiyan is about to be anxious to die. "Mom, tell me! If he lives in this world, we can find him. If you want to be with him, I can help you..."
"Don't say it again..."
The mood of Jing Ruyue suddenly became very excited, very resistant, and did not want to mention this matter again.
After a long time, she looked up, it was full of tears, and she looked stunned. "Speaking, it’s not that the mother refuses to tell you, but that it is too late to say anything. He already has a family and has his own. Life, I don't want to bother him any more. Can you understand my mood?"
"Mom, sorry..."
Xu Xiyan also cried, sadly holding his mother.
How can she not understand?
She is very understanding of her mood.
Since that person already has a family, if they go to find him again, it is not appropriate.
Once the relationship is broken, her mother may become a third party, and she will be detained with an illegitimate girl's hat, and she may not even know what kind of trouble she will find.
It’s better to live with the pressure than it is now, just a few days in peace.
Do you know who is the father and what is the relationship?
Without a father, isn't she living the same?
Only cherish the present, cherish the time when the mother is alive, is the most important.
Thinking this way, Xu Xiyan will no longer force the mother, not eager to find the answer.
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the next day.
When I heard about the news, I came to Yunjing Manor to see my sister.
Jing warnan faded out of the armor, put on a casual dress, walked into the living room, eyes at first sight locked the woman sitting in the living room.
From the back, she is very thin, thin and distressed, completely unable to coincide with her in memory.
"Little girl."
Jing warnan shouted.
Suddenly I heard someone calling Xiaomei. Jing Ruyue turned his head from the sofa and saw the tall figure standing in the back door.
She slowly stood up and stared at each other for a moment, until the figure came to her, she saw and recognized that it was her brother Jingnan.
"Brother..."
"Little girl..."
The two brothers and sisters reunited, Jing Ruyue flew into the arms of Jingnan, and cried with him.
Jing Zhannan also wet his eyes and fell into tears.
He thought that his sister had been dead for many years, and she did not expect her to live in this world.
As long as he thinks about the bitterness that his sister had suffered in the past, he blamed himself.
He didn't take care of his sister. He didn't know that Xu Jinshan had been abusing her. His brother was not competent at all.
"Sorry, month and month, I blame my brother, I have not protected you..."
Jing Zhannan deeply regrets.
"No, don't blame you, brother, don't blame yourself."
Jing Ruyue shook her head in tears. She did not blame her brother. She was forced to tell her family about her affairs.
She did it to protect her family.
Everything in the past has passed, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that they are still alive now.
As long as you are alive, there is hope.
The two brothers and sisters sat down and talked. Jing Zhannan had already learned about it from Jingxi. Now she asked her the next plan. Jing Ruyue told him, "I thought about it, I will go back to Z to see my father, I miss Dad."
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