Chapter 188: Song Tong 2

Lu Zhishan sipped his tea and asked Song Tong with a smile: "How old is the little girl now?"
"It looks like three years old, and he's already so tall," Song Tong gestured at a height with his hands, his voice was soft. "The child grows fast, this time back to Beidi, I'm afraid the little girl will grow taller again Now. "
Lu Zhishan nodded and said with some emotion: "Yes, children grow fast."
He suddenly remembered the pink-carved jade baby that he saw for the first time eighteen years ago, and his heart suddenly burst into infinite tenderness. At that time, she was still so small, and everywhere was pink and tender. Soft and weak, he was holding her and didn't even dare to breathe. He suddenly understood something about holding in his hands afraid of falling, and holding in his hands was afraid of falling, facing such a pleasant person, You will feel that it is appropriate to hold all the good things in this world in front of her.
At that time, he wouldn't think that when she met again, the girl was already so tall and so big, and she was still at the age of intimacy, but in his eyes, she was still the baby sleeping in his arms Baby, even more pleasant than that time, her tenderness, smile, and laughter touched his heart, he guarded her, hurt her, like an old hen desperately protecting the cub, trying to hurt All his little ones had to die.
How can it hurt?
How do you like it?
He thought of the little girl with pink carvings, sweet and helpless. He didn't like who he was, and he didn't know what love was. He only knew that his eyes couldn't be separated from this girl. If he can't live in others, he can no longer love others as much as this girl, and even his children in the future will never be able to hold out a heart like this to give his full affection and pampering.
This kind of heart, this feeling, this life, this is only once.
Sometimes he thinks, is this love?
He felt that it was not all. The child's natural dependence on him clearly showed a strong desire for a long absence of fatherly love, and his affection for the child was mixed with too many emotions like father and brother.
But is it all family?
He didn't think it was all, he wanted to be close to the child, he wanted to hold her all day, he wanted to kiss her petal-like lips, he wanted to see her with a flushed face buried in his arms, he was like a love scene The hairy boy wants to spin around his sweetheart all day long, and sometimes he even thinks that he is a complete disciple, and the idea of ​​holding his belly fantasizes about the practice of the child one by one, knowing that it is too No, but those evil thoughts are always lingering.
He couldn't think of a result, and then he didn't want it anymore. He thought he was a bit ridiculous. Why would he care about this? Aren't he and the child still alive? He has time to think, and even if he can't even figure it out, what's the matter?
He and the child are destined to be together, all their lives together, which is the most important.
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Song Tong looked at Lu Zhishan's gentle side face and pulled a lip smile: "The subordinates have not yet congratulated the general on their wedding. The subordinates can see that the general really likes the Lord of Anle County, and the Lord of Anle County is pure and straight It was a good match for the general. After more than ten years of general Rongma, he finally embraced the beauty, and his subordinates were really happy for the general. "
Lu Zhishan smiled deeper: "Tong Song, thank you."
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