Chapter 373: miss

Du Heng was puzzled: "Which prince does the general think that Long live?
"It's not me anyway," Lu Zhishan tickled his lips, and walked towards the backyard. "Du Heng, let's collect the current situation in Jiangnan. I will enter the palace tomorrow and discuss it with the officials of the Ministry of Industry and the Ministry of Industry. The drought. "
"Yes, his subordinates obey." Du Heng bowed and agreed.
Lu Zhishan returned to the dormitory. He put down his clothes, shoes and socks, and lay on the bed. There was a smell of children in the bed, and a touch of lilies. He pillowed the children's pillows and covered the quilts covered by the children. It seemed that the child had slept beside him before he left.
He stared at the huge gourd hanging on the wall, staring at the "Hehe Erxian" pattern on the gourd, remembering the joyous face of the child when he picked the gourd that day, he closed it with a stunned look eye.
"In the future, I will only wait for my cousin without auspiciousness. My cousin has more eyesight than auspiciousness."
"I'll be on call whenever I need it."
...
I really miss children.
I really wanted to chase out of the city regardless of this and follow the children to the Wutai Mountain.
...
Lu Zhishan exhaled deeply and buried himself in the bedding. Those who didn't sleep all night fell asleep at this time.
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Lu Zhishan fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already dark. He didn't move, he lay on the bed with his eyes empty.
I do n’t know where the child is now, I do n’t know if the new pastry is not suitable for the child ’s appetite, I do n’t know if the boat is tired to this day, the child is not tired, or if the child is crying secretly.
Lu Zhishan was full of children, and he thought of the children fiercely in the solitude of the room.
Children are very disciplined in front of people. They do n’t talk much. They always lower their heads and avoid looking at each other. This is the child ’s personality. Children are born without father ’s love, and the mother is unable to protect her. There is still a need underneath. The younger brother she took care of, so the child is very sensible, not crying and noisy, very good, such a smart and sensible child was sent to a foreign country for proton at the age of five, so the child is more sensible and more clever Now, this sensible and well-behaved is a forced choice, but also out of fear, helplessness, and inferiority.
Who doesn't want to be a naive kid? It's the age that should be irritating again, but the child has nothing, except for a distant concubine, and the poisoned citron.
Lu Zhishan imagined what the child looked like when he faced Xiang Xiang's body alone, and what the child looked like. He was so distressed that he was out of breath. Why was he not around the child at that time and protected her? Airtight?
He felt guilty, regretted, and even more distressed. Except now that she loved her even more, she could no longer make up for the deep hurt of the child's heart.
He doesn't like the rules and cowardliness of children. He hopes that children have no inferiority, no shadows, only happiness, only sweetness, no matter who they are in front of them, they can hold their small breasts, can stand high, and even run wild. He wanted to spoil the child so that it was not going straight, like a crab.
But such a child who was trembling and living alone for more than ten years, is a child who is wary of anyone, and will open his heart to himself without reservation, without defense, without hesitation. .
How precious.
[All characters in this article are adults ~]
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