Chapter 946: Should hate it

Mu Nanzhi never paid much attention to this. At this time, the chief of Jing'an County, Leng Buding, mentioned that Mu Nanzhi realized that Lu Zhishan was a forty-year-old person, and she was inevitably upset.
Jing'an County looked at Mu Nanzhi, paused, and then said carefully: "Anle, I have always wanted to ask you, when are you going to give birth? You and your grandfather have been married for almost six years, right? Why? ... "
The words of the Jing'an County Master did not finish, and Mu Nanzhi naturally knew what she wanted to say. Suddenly, her heart became even more disturbed.
She put the tea cup back on the little table and whispered, "I didn't think about these things, and my cousin never mentioned it to me. Until now, my cousin has been taking medicine, see what he means, I don't plan to have children for the time being. "
The Lord of Jing'an County was astounded: "Is Lord Wang not planning to have children? I thought it was you who did not want to have children."
As soon as the Jing'an County main spoken out, I felt a little guilty, and busy added: "An Yue, I don't mean that, I think you have a low-mindness, but you don't want a child yet."
"I'm actually ..." Mu Nanzhi was a little confused, and continued to drop his head for a long time. "I don't really want a child, at least not now, maybe as you said, I have a small heart."
The Lord of Jing'an asked carefully: "But you are now twenty-five. If you are a few years away, you are not as good as you are now, and then you want to have children again, wouldn't it be more laborious? Although there are also thirty Born, but in the end it hurts more. Naturally, it is not as good as it is now. You must think about it. "
Mu Nanzhi didn't answer. She twisted her face and looked out the window. The back garden in late autumn was a bit bleak, and a few ginkgo biloba trees looked bleak and bleak elsewhere.
"Jing'an," Mu Nanzhi turned away, and she looked at the Jing'an lord, and said softly, "I don't want children."
"Why?" The Jing'an County chief blurted out, puzzled, "Don't you want to have a child for Wang Ye? Peace, don't you love Wang Ye?"
"If I had to measure his love for him by not willing to have a baby, I wouldn't be willing to give him a child in the morning," Mu Nanzhi held his lips, sipped his tea lightly, and Slowly, "Jing'an, I think I'm ... a little abnormal and quite distorted. I always knew it, but I didn't want to think more."
The Lord of Jing'an County didn't speak, and she sat quietly across from the other side waiting for Mu Nanzhi to continue to talk.
"I was very afraid of my mother and my dad, especially my mother, since she was a child. She actually treated me very well, she made up clothes for me, and she fed me food. When I was bullied, she would protect me. , But I ca n’t get close to her anymore. The older I get, the more I fear her, because from the time I remember, I know that I am the child to be sacrificed. I actually remember it very early, it ’s a little too early. It ’s normal, many things I want to forget, but I remember more and more clearly, "Mu Nanzhi said lightly, without any ups and downs, even without emotion." I just knew that I was going to be sent to Dali for protons. I There was no shock or anger at all, because I knew early on that I was the one to be sacrificed, and maybe my wife also hurt me, but she hurt the mountain more, or there was something else in her heart. Important things, for those things, she is willing to abandon me, I should hate her, hate why she took me to the next world, hate her for making me disgusted with marriage, let me experience something before joy and beauty first It is fear and pity. "
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