Chapter 146:

The thick needle almost penetrated into the heart of Van Gogh. He stared at the star's cold star on the tip of the needle, his pupils shrank, and his voice said hoarsely: "Doctor, I'm fine, you go out first."
"President Vatican, okay, you said it or not, we said it." The doctor looked at his sweaty face and saw that he was breathing smoothly and consciously. Then he retracted the needle and asked the nurse to measure pulse and blood pressure And he took another tube of blood to be tested.
Every medical device has returned to normal operation, which shows that Vatican ’s body has returned to normal, and all the body data on the display are stable. It is difficult for doctors to imagine a few seconds The man lying in the hospital bed will be like a fish out of water, suffering endangered pain and struggling on the dry shore.
Life and death, young and old, these two extreme states can happen to the same person in such a short period of time. This is a strange phenomenon that cannot be explained by science, and also a terminal illness that cannot be treated by medicine. What happened now was actually foreseen by Van Gogh long ago, but at that time, no one believed him, and even the attending doctor himself pointed at the TV and ridiculed Van Gogh.
"Body data has returned to normal again, and the aging situation has been curbed." After summarizing the data, the doctor's gaze at Van Gogh became extremely complicated. Even if he is willing to believe this person, when he witnesses these strange phenomena, he will still be shocked, and occasionally secretly ask himself in his heart-is this true?
The people in it will be shocked by the youth to doubt their lives, not to mention those who have always been unwilling to believe in him, accept him, and tolerate him? This world belongs to ordinary people. Mavericks have almost no living space. Unlike other people, it is an original sin. This is the truth that Van Gogh has always been rejected. If he knew how to disguise himself like ordinary people, tell some lies, and do some idealistic things, he might be much better than now. But he was unwilling. He insisted on confronting this world with reality and awakening this world, so he would travel so hard.
Thinking about this, the doctor's heart burst into a sense of sadness, and without a urge from Vatican again, he took a group of nurses out of the ward. "General Vatican, if you ring the bell, we will come over immediately." He looked at Vatican. Gallo, said cautiously: "Teacher Fan, I'm very happy to meet you."
"I am the same, thank you." Fangallo nodded with a smile, a calm and safe attitude.
The doctor left contentedly, completely dispelling the idea of ​​spying on this man's secret. If it is just to satisfy his curiosity, then he is enough to watch "The World of Strange People". In his life, he should be more comfortable for the teacher.
Fan Kaixuan waited until these people were gone before looking at his mother, saying one by one: "Mom, if I feel right, you seem to be in control of my life and death? If you think I die, I will be critically ill; you want me to live , I ’ll be safe, right?
He ’s not a fool, struggling back and forth several times on the death line, he did n’t realize this obvious fact.
He thought Van Gogh was teasing himself, but he didn't expect that the man who really treated himself as a monkey was his mother. In order to make a testament that she does not know whether she is notarized or not, she can let him die, let him live, and let him die better than life. How the Van Gogh triumphed about how she did it was not very concerned, he just wanted to ask him what he really meant in his mother's heart.
"Is money so important to you?" Fan Kai stared at his mother straightly.
Kong Jing clung to the wall and shook her head vehemently, denying: "No, no, no, how could I ..."
"Of course it is important, money is the whole meaning of your existence." Instead of Kong Jing, Van Gogh gave the most real but coldest answer.
Fan Kaixuan looked at him immediately, his expression sad and angry was very complicated: "What do you know? What's wrong with me?"
Ding Yu had already moved away from the hospital bed and walked behind Van Gogh. His gaze to his friend has changed from the initial concern and concern to the present calmness. Seeing his friend's situation seems to have stabilized, and all the situation is under the control of Van Gogh, he completely pulled himself out. At this moment of life and death, when a friend chose to believe Kong Jing and doubted his intentions, he had no expectations of him. He is still standing here, just for the truth.
Everyone's eyes were on Van Gogh, but Kong Jing ran wildly towards the exit, only to find that he couldn't open the door anyway. Here has become the private realm of Vanguard, without his permission, no one can get in and out.
"Vatican triumphant, your question should be asked like this," Fangallo looked at Kong Jing, who was still desperately turning the door handle, and said slowly: "What is my existence?"
"My existence?" Fan Kaixuan looked at his old dry hands and murmured unconsciously: "Is there a problem with my existence?"
"Of course there is a problem, you shouldn't have existed." This phrase Van Gogh mentioned twice, and each time was questioned and mocked by others, but this time no one dared to raise objections , Everyone present waited for his next words breathlessly. Even Kong Jing, who clicked and twisted the door handle, suddenly froze, and then turned around, keeping his back against the door panel tightly.
Her bloodshot eyes seemed to be coming out of her eyes. She couldn't believe that Van Gogh could spy on even that long-term thing. What is he?
"What do you mean by this sentence? If I shouldn't be there, what am I?" Fan Kaixuan leaned weakly on the pillow, his sweaty body became weaker and weaker. But he soon realized that the weakness was not obvious, but real. His vitality was lost again, but the speed was much slower than the previous ones, and he could bear it for a moment.
If my mother can really control my life and death, then she must have killed me now. When Van Gogh began to reveal the truth of the past, she hoped I could die! This idea not only failed to defeat Van Gogh's triumph, but instead gave him a low-pitched laugh. He lived to this age only to find that his existence was totally denied by his mother.
He gasped as he laughed, the cold sweat on his forehead sliding down his cheek into his neck, wetting his thin sick suit, and he looked extremely embarrassed. Ding Yu, who was originally standing opposite him, hesitated and walked over, wearing an oxygen mask and putting on a coat, and said indifferently: "Don't laugh, just open it."
How can you think about it? Mother means everything to Vatican. They have lived together for more than 20 years. They are the world's most aware of and support each other's existence. How come they have reached the point where they are today? He waved his hands and stared at Van Gogh in a blink of an eye, vowing to ask what he really meant to his mother!
Fanjaro looked back at him calmly and said, like a low voice: "The real Van Gogh is actually dead. When Ms. Kong approached my mother, who was the original wife of Fanluo Mountain, she was scheduled for an operation Take it away. This unformed fetus was sold by Ms. Kong for 5 million, right? "He looked at the door.
Kong Jing shivered on the door, and then kept shaking her head, trying to deny everything that year, but her fearful and guilty expression had already given a definite answer. Yes, the real Vatican Triumph is dead, and she was beaten by the original wife of Vatican Hill. She would rather adopt an unrelated child than raise her husband ’s illegitimate child. She is so strong.
Compared with the powerful, smart, and courageous, and well-established Madam Vatican, Kong Jing is just a vain and superficial gold-laden girl who is uneducated and inexperienced. She had just stepped into the old house of the Fan family, but before it was too late to issue a "Force Palace Manifesto", she was settled neatly. She went to the U.S. with a check in disgrace, and because of her short-sightedness, the money was quickly squandered by her.
Within half a year, she fell into a slum and lived a hell-like life. When she betrayed herself for a piece of pizza; when she was nearly beaten to death by a street gangbang, she only realized how miserable a life without money would be. She began to miss the five million, and then developed into missing the child that had been drained. What would happen if she secretly gave birth to the child and brought it to Fan Luoshan?
She was fascinated by this fantasy with no definite answer. She was calculating all kinds of possibilities almost every moment, and even experiencing everything that had never happened in her dream. She is enchanted!
Van Goro ’s account was almost in sync with Kong Jing ’s memories, and he sighed:
The money was soon squandered by Ms. Kong, so she began to miss the child strangled by her, and then she fell into flames. She was urgent Hopefully the child will survive, return to her womb, and become a ladder for her to climb to the sky. One morning, her belly has really become bigger, and then you will come to her as expected. " At this point, he slightly raised his eyes and looked at the Vatican triumphantly lying on the hospital bed.
"What?" Rao is that Van Gogh has prepared the worst psychological preparation, but is still shocked by the words of Van Gogh.
Ding Yu also looked up suddenly, his expression horrified.
"Shut up! Don't say it!" Kong Jing's hoarse cries again confirmed Fangalo's words.
At the same time, Fan Kaixuan's heartbeat, breathing, pulse, and blood pressure began to soar, and then fell suddenly, and all organs were in a rapid decline. In just a moment, his face was covered with wrinkles, and most of his hair fell, and he opened his mouth and breathed in, but spit out a few rotten teeth. He once again stepped into the abyss of death.
When Kong Jing denies the past, his presence is also a stain she wants to wipe away.
Ding Yu was about to ring the doctor to call the doctor, but Van Gaal had already walked to the bed, and placed his white right hand gently on Van Gogh's shoulder. The other person was shocked, inhaled a deep breath of oxygen, and then slowed down. He was weak to the extreme, and he was getting old to the point where he was about to spoil, but his consciousness was firmly locked by the youth, and at the same time, his last vitality was locked.
When the young man let go of his hands, Fan Kaixuan's situation did not continue to deteriorate. He temporarily got rid of the deadly influence Kong Jing had on him.
Fangallo sat back to his original position and continued to say, "Isn't it strange to feel pregnant? If you have tested the DNA, you will find that in fact you have no blood relationship with Fanluo Mountain, all of you are It was given by Ms. Kong, and the meaning of your existence is to help her return to the Vatican, for her to gain admission to the high society and a large amount of property. You were born because of Ms. Kong ’s extreme desire for money. "
Fangallo sighed: "So you have been interested in money since you were a child, and regard making money as the only goal of struggling. Almost all of your life revolves around the word" money ". Studying hard is to make money; so is working hard. In order to make money; thinking of what others dare not think about, doing what others dare not do, the ultimate goal is to make money. In addition to money, your life is simply poor and terrible, you don't care about family, friendship, love, you only care about money. However, when the night is quiet, you often feel that your life is so desolate, empty, and cold, and you ca n’t even find the motivation to live for it.

Fan Kaixuan looked at the youth with horrified eyes, and then shed two lines of tears unconsciously. He was too old to speak, but his already decayed heart could still feel intense pain because of these direct heart analysis.
Van Gogh glanced at Kong Jing and continued: "But every time you go back to Ms. Kong, this sad and terrible emotion will disappear from your perception, because all you give is from her. Even if your abilities and thoughts are set by her, she can control you arbitrarily or give you enough security, which is why you ca n’t refuse all her demands.

"So say," Fan Kaixuan took off the oxygen mask and almost spit out a word: "I am only her accessory, I am in her heart, just a tool to make money?"
When he realized this, many vague memories began to become clear. From the age of eight, he had to work around to support his mother; he gave her all the money, but never thought that it would be unreasonable for a child aged eight or nine to work hard to support his family. He handed over the college tuition that he had saved for several years to his mother to save her, but she told him that the money was snatched away by street gangsters. Was it really taken away, or was she used up? Why did she always buy new clothes and shoes generously during that time, and dress herself up to date?
In order to regain tuition fees, Fan Kaixuan almost used his body to sell drugs! But he didn't even suspect his mother at all.
In desperation, his mother said to take him to the Chinese community to beg, and then directly knocked on the door of one of the most luxurious villas, but was almost shot by the owner. When the misunderstanding was clearly explained, the owner was moved by his efforts to advance, subsidized a sum of money, and at the same time fell in love with his mother and began to support her and provide her with a luxurious life.
At that time, Fan Kaixuan was only touched by the sacrifice made by her mother for herself, but she never thought whether she had long seen the wealth of the family, and whether she regarded herself as a ladder to enter the upper society, and used it mercilessly. Again and again!
Those memories of warmth and tenderness were so unbearable after stripping the aura of affection, but what even made Van Gogh uncomfortable was that when he looked at the mother who was short-hearted and short of breath, he did not hate her at all!
He is a person with a clear love and hatred, and he absolutely cannot tolerate betrayal, but in front of his mother, he only has to obey this emotion! This is enough to prove that he is not a sound person, but only a tool for the other party! She can indeed completely control everything he has, from ability to thought, to life and life!
Without the mother answering half a word, Fan Kaixuan has already found the answer.