Chapter 18:
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Psychological Control
- Shé Píng Jǐn Yī
- 2435 characters
- 2021-02-27 05:47:01
In the end, I still missed the knockout round. Although the film won the best short film in the end, I was forced to retire due to the semi-strong obligation to assist the police to investigate.
Ashton was obviously very angry at what happened to me. He has always regarded winning the National Supermodel Contest and suppressing female models as his own mission. Now, in his opinion, one of the good male models has been forced to retire, wouldn't it disguise and weaken the strength of the male model?
But in fact, based on the recent demand for models from guess, the organizer is unlikely to let the male model win this National Supermodel Contest. But I don't intend to break his dream in advance. The so-called first confrontation between men and women is just a tool to cause topics. This season's male models are just to accompany female models.
Chris silently packed my luggage in the room, and I saw his mood down, but he was relieved. He offered to call me every Sunday so I don't forget.
Chris is the only person around me who allows me to connect with normal life. After the illusion created by Mike was subverted. Maybe I should really start to find a way to trap Chris in my life circle, at least his presence will make me less lonely.
The little wolf didn't know that what he was about to step into was not the ranch he imagined, but the forest of predators. Selfishness may be the first word in my heart after I became Brian.
Although the end of the National Supermodel Contest surprised me, but because I also got the best short film before retiring, retiring halfway due to unexpected reasons is also a good result.
Compared to defeat and elimination, when the high and low achievements are abruptly stopped, that will make people remember. Because the audience can't help thinking, if he keeps going, will he win the supermodel competition? That unfortunate sigh will cause a topic and maybe become an advantage I can use.
Moreover, I deliberately made a positive cooperation, just to avoid a word that Mr. Blackface unintentionally uttered during the interrogation. bau group.
The bau group, who is good at psychological profiling, is more scared than ordinary fbi agents and experienced criminals.
After my semi-forced retirement, I followed the two FBI agents and flew back to Miami like a prisoner. At the headquarters of the police station before Sheriff Harry retired, I honestly explained all kinds of other part-time jobs that Mike had mentioned in the mouth. In good faith, I also specifically proposed that he likes to go fishing this weekend.
Finally, I was able to return to my rented cabin before Agent FBI applied for bau intervention, speeded up packing, advanced the flight ticket I had previously scheduled, and was ready to report to Stanford University in California earlier.
Fortunately for me, fortunately, I really didn't know what Mike was doing. Otherwise, I really have to face the words of the group of profilers in the bau group. I don't think I can stand up to their scrutiny without revealing anything that makes them suspicious.
It ’s really bad luck. Drinking cold water can also jam your teeth.
I was able to be approached by fbi without committing a crime from beginning to end. I can only pray that the confessions I took while dealing with the two FBI agents will not cause any doubt in the bau group.
As long as they have a little doubt, check my background information a little bit. You will know that I am a person who has been in a mental hospital for more than ten years. The reasons for being detained were also psychological trauma and antisocial tendencies.
An anti-social personality who has fully satisfied the conditions of a potential offender, and a serial murderer who is at large in fugitives have been friends for two years. I do n’t even have to think about it, even if I finally find out that I have no relationship with David, my data as a potential criminal will be backed up to the fbi archive. The information may even be drawn directly from that mental hospital.
Maybe it's time for me to find out about the bau group. After all, do you know your friends and your friends? I didn't want to stand on the opposite side of justice, but I didn't want to be watched constantly by them under such excuses.
Being a cat-eyed mouse would increase the vigilance in Brian's personality, which is really not conducive to my psychological control. It was too late to remember the day I lost control.
Having said that, Mike's exposure is really ridiculous.
Shortly after finishing the phone call with me last Sunday, Mike was investigated by the police because the intern he took was bewitched by a dancer's "friend" and smuggled drugs to guests. This investigation dropped the vest and was forced to roll away.
This is different from the serial killers who have been fined for parking the wrong place in history, and then missed the net.
The two-year-old safehouse was destroyed by a few drugs. I think if the kid who sold the drug was temporarily detained by the police for investigation, it is estimated that he would not live long.
I knew that my indifference to the people around me would lose some friends, but I never thought that indifference could put myself in danger.
Looking back now, in addition to Mike's free time after work, from time to time, I have a cup of afternoon tea and a glass of beer in the night club, and only use fish ponds for fishing. I couldn't even tell me when the police showed me that Mike had gone to an empty room. Because I've never been to Mike's home, I didn't even want to.
The two FBI agents therefore thought that I was hiding something for Mike and were unwilling to let him go from the police station. Fortunately, nosy Jonathan hired a lawyer for me, and the lawyer stated that what they did was an obstacle to my daily life, and would not give up the above rights if necessary. I finally managed to leave.
Of course, it's not all peaceful.
I noticed that a humble jeep was often parked around the house I rented, and there were always plain-clothes policemen who never got out of the car. I guess my network will also be monitored secretly, and most of this will be fbi's handwriting.
But whether or not he was supervised, I used the Internet to inquire about the murders in the Eastern District of Florida.
Most of the victims of the serial killings in the Eastern District were innocent women between the ages of 18 and 30. They all had one thing in common, red hair and pale skin. David Vincent's goal turned out to be a female ginger. This is similar to my infiltration. Only my gender is different, which can give me some comfort.
The crime method was strangulation and suffocation. Except for the fishline marks on the neck that almost cut the skin, the corpse features a missing ring finger. At that time, the newspapers reported a lot and there was a turmoil in the society, and I was still locked in that mental sanatorium, which was incompatible with the world.
I don't know how many times afternoon tea Mike has washed the blood from his hands, walked into my door and picked up the afternoon tea I prepared.
To me, in fact, everyone has a cage in their heart. No matter what is in the cage, as long as it is kept in good condition, everything will always be fine. If the cage is unfortunately unfortunate, then you can only pray that the monster is not too big and scary.
Whatever the reason why David opened that cage, it has nothing to do with me. After becoming Brian, influenced by his anti-social personality, I now have a weaker sense of friendship and love. Only the dedication to Dexter can make me feel that I am an emotional person.
The surveillance vehicle outside the rented house finally evacuated two days before I left Miami. Perhaps I finally identified Cheng Tianzhai to pack my luggage at home, and did not have any contact with Mike.
From what I know from those two FBI agents who surveyed me, there are no traces. Three years ago, when David Bau was involved in the investigation of the case, and the police had just narrowed down the scope of the suspect to a certain range, he fled because of news and news.
After that, as far as I know he never let any body be found. Without a body, there is no crime. This is why he has been hiding in Crime Paradise Miami for two years without any trace.
But now it is a situation that is almost going to be caught. I wonder how many rabbit holes he still has?
I just hope he doesn't think he's smart enough to make me one of his rabbit holes, although it seems that I get along with him very happily, and they even get along well. But I definitely don't compromise with Dexter like he did.
My outlook on life for more than two decades has not allowed me to compromise again. I just want to be an antisocial personality with some perverts and kindness, and I don't want to be an accomplice of a lunatic.
David would not stop killing after opening the cage holding the monster inside him. I will never release Brian's inner monster under any circumstances, which is my guarantee to myself. Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid I will no longer be what I was before.
I don't want to die. I don't want to give up because of physical freedom and control of my own psychology.
This is why I chose to enter the spotlight and monitor myself in the limelight. This is much better than being monitored by fbi.
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After packing up a few boxes of useful household items, I mailed them through a post office in advance to a single apartment rented by my online contact owner around Stanford University.
The last day in Miami was also the last day of the National Supermodel Contest.
Before I left the supermodel house, I exchanged phone numbers with Ashton and Chris. Last week, the first weekend when I retired, Chris called me.
His condition is not so good, although he did not say that he was influenced by me, or even avoided the topic. But I can still feel the bad photos from the official website of the National Supermodel Contest, and the tone on the phone. In order to fulfill some of the duties of domesticating the little wolf, I did a psychological counseling for him.
Although I haven't tried this kind of work as a psychologist, after all, I have been sick for a long time. After that call, I never received a call from Chris again. On the official website for the new week, he performed well.
Lying in the green grass, snow-white complexion and platinum-gray broken hair slightly lifted up and rushed towards the camera, making him look like a vampire who just woke up.
In the two weeks after I left, the judges eliminated Alyssa and Conanie, and the boys once dominated. However, Jamie and Dan were eliminated. However, the advantages of girls did not last long, and Jaina and Nina were eliminated.
Only Alice, Ashton, Marvin, Chris and Rena are in the top three.
Only the result was announced on the homepage of the National Supermodel Contest, and there were no spoilers for the last three contestants and champions.
Feel free to open the discussion board on the homepage of the National Supermodel Contest. I turned to the comments below my hard photo.
beautybylia:
The woman Brian is so beautiful is so beautiful! What's wrong with suddenly feeling ashamed of your identity as a woman? !!
w:
Should I say that Ashton ’s strong woman has the momentum, Brian won by face this time?
heyitsangel replied w:
We Brian is the best! Shut up if you do n’t understand? Brian is a man when he misses a man, a woman when he is a woman! Ashton was always a sissy when she moved, and a woman is still like a shemale!
w reply heyitsangel:
I think you have to close your mouth, homophobia! Anyway, your Brian has retired for personal reasons. In my opinion, I know that I know I can't win? And you also use as a derogatory term, homophobia?
libbywalker replied w:
In my opinion there is nothing to argue with. The only male model to compete with Alice is Brian Moss, which can be seen from the hard photo of his first mask ball. After he left, Ashton and Marvin, two male models who walked the world with an expression, wanted to win the championship? Dream it.
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aliarulz:
I heard that Brian has been a jazz dancer in a commercial dance company before? No wonder you know so much about your golden perspective. Hey, I really want to see a show from him.
iably reply to hetaliarulz:
ps :. 油管 ./watchv=&index=41&list=wl No thanks.
w:
My favorite photo of Brian and Chris! It feels so good. I don't know why, the hard photo of the two of them was the only group of male and female in that period. I ca n’t wait to see the national supermodel competition broadcast this season!
life-and-golfishes replied w:
Personally I still prefer the picture of Brian and Jamie. The two best men are in the same picture, and still the same theme. I printed the poster as a poster on my bed.
I deliberately compared the comments in my forum with other models, and I guessed right. The popularity that deserves to be reduced after I retired, because the fans' regrets that have been following me have been increasing.
Because these fans feel sorry for me, I will share the hard photos on the official website and the final advertising video with friends via Facebook and Twitter. This sharing and forwarding has formed the butterfly effect. There are more and more people on the discussion board.
I started planning the next step to stay popular.
Unlike the variety entertainment industry in Asia, the composition of the entertainment industry in Europe and America is very simple. Whoever sings sings, and those who perform are acting. The entertainment idols in South Korea and Japan are so proficient that it is easy to host a variety show in singing and acting. The high appearance rate on TV allows them to easily maintain popularity among fans.
And I intend to win with the appearance rate. While the name Brian Moss was broadcast because of the National Supermodel Contest, and the search rate peaked, it became a 2K novel