Chapter 1:

"Brian Moos, 18 years old, has symptoms of rebellious personality disorder. After being cured and discharged three years ago, he was sent back again in January with the cause of disordered self-cognition. This time I hope everyone will determine his condition and do Make a decision. "
In the serious conference room, there were some well-dressed psychologists, all holding the file named Brian Moss. The young man with pale skin on the file, curly hair, the expression on his face was calm and serene.
"This time we took two years to complete the personality reconstruction and one year to confirm the treatment results. He passed whether it was a psychological test, deep hypnosis, or community integration experiment. The experiment showed that his ability to integrate into society is now completely equivalent For a normal person, he actually started to learn psychology by himself, and we have reason to believe that he can control himself ... "
"Three years ago, Brian Moss was sent off for another outbreak, but he has been very cooperative in follow-up treatment since he returned, and even made people feel that the outbreak was only an accident. After all, he came here when he was four years old, It was only 11 years before returning to the crowd. It was also possible that an excessively large cognitive shock caused that outbreak. "
"That being the case," the person in the first place picked up the seal at hand and covered it with the document in his hand. "Brian Moss approved the discharge."
This is the case in mental hospitals. It's easy to send people in, but few people can go out. After a lapse of three years, Brian Moss was discharged from the hospital again, so that the nurses and aunts in the hospital celebrated it. After all, in the depressed mental hospital, Brian who laughed and liked chatting was their little sweetheart.
I am Brian Moss, but at the same time I am still, the young inspirational young man who died in the hands of a lunatic on November 3, 2014. Today, the day I was discharged was August 31, 2008.
On November 3, 2005, my consciousness awoke from this teenager named Brian Moss. At that time, Brian Moss had just received discharge approval. The arrival of my consciousness disrupted my original self-confidence, and I was sent back to this mental hospital by the local hospital.
Unlike those experts think, it only took me two days to rebuild my self-awareness. I'm still me, but I have the memory of a man named Bryn Moss, of course, I also took his body.
As my own memory of twenty-three years is very trivial but detailed, because of this strong self-awareness, I am very fortunate not to be disturbed by Brian Moss' memory and lose my personality.
After all, changing from a yellow race to a white race at that time, or a red-haired race accounting for only 2% of the world's population, hit me quite a bit. If I could look through the medical records of that psychologist, I would definitely find that during those two days, I like to stand in front of the toilet mirror for no reason, just looking at myself.
Brian Moss was admitted to a mental hospital at the age of four. In 1994, the four-year-old Bryan and his one-year-old brother were murdered at the scene by a local police station in Miami.
Before the police found them, they had been sitting in that hellish blood pool for two days and three nights, and the victim was their biological mother. Brian and his brother witnessed how the gangsters shredded their mother's body with a chainsaw.
Bryan's one-year-old brother Dexter was adopted by the first police officer Harry Morgan who found them, but Bryan was admitted to the mental hospital because of his age of rebellion and was identified as a rebellious personality disorder.
Brian's memory clearly remembered the scene where Dexter was taken away. So shortly after he was released from the hospital, he set out to investigate his brother Dexter.
He eagerly wanted to meet his brother, but found that Dexter seemed to have no memory of him, and his firm faith had collapsed. Brian is a personality built on the belief that he wants to see his loved ones, so his mental state is on the verge of collapse again.
So I came.
If I were to say, Brian was so anxious. If he goes on, he will see what he wants. Because of Brian's obsession, in these three years, I continued his investigation of Dexter.
Even if Dexter was adopted by Harry Morgan and grew up in a complete family, the scene he saw in person at the age of three, although it can no longer be completely recalled, still exists deeply in his subconscious. So, how exactly Dexter and Brian look like.
They are all potential offenders. It is said that poor people must have hate. Many criminals have been victimized because they have been victimized, and have not received timely and correct psychological guidance to commit crimes against other innocent people in order to vent their grievances.
Bryan clearly remembers the scene when his mother was divided, so he has been yearning for separated pieces of meat and flowing blood. Even after he grew up, he tried his best to camouflage in front of the psychologists, this desire often turned into a fantasy, in the memory that Brian left to me.
Dexter only remembers the blood red in his memory, but he still can't suppress the desire for blood, just like the desire for memory. In my investigation of Dexter, I found that the pet dog missing from his neighbor's house has happened more than once or twice.
I don't know if Dexter has begun to fight people to this day? How would his responsible adoptive father, Sheriff Harry, treat an adopted son with a killing .
I'm not the same as Brian, I'm sober and sickly awake. I won't attack innocent people because of the sublime bloodthirsty tyrannical, I can control myself very well, just like I had psychologically controlled that lunatic.
Before, I was not an antisocial personality. So after becoming Brian Moss, I also believe I will have a way to control myself.
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Today's sunshine is very good. After leaving the hospital, I came to the bungalow allocated by the community to house all my things, including several identity documents, two books sent by a psychologist, a few underwear changes and a few pairs of socks. keep in. Then I bought a newspaper and clearly found the recruitment page.
The advantage of being an orphan is that you have the ability to feed yourself.
I wore my only set of clothes other than the sick clothes, white short-sleeved light blue leg jeans, black tom cloth shoes, simple and clean like an ordinary student living in an ivory tower.
I went to the nearest coffee shop based on the information in the newspaper's recruitment section and took the part-time job of a barista. The work is simple and easy, and the salary is not too small. Thanks to my last life, I have mastered enough life skills to support my expenses.
One afternoon of familiar work, and officially started working the next day.
But even if the social security allowance and the money from this part-time job add up, they have only just covered my living expenses. The money did not allow me to restart my studies.
The separation from blue-collar to white-collar is the education and knowledge. And to earn enough books, exam registration fees, and university tuition fees, a simple waitress job is not enough.
Maybe a commercial dance company needs a skilled jazz dancer?
As early as a year ago, I started to plan my work direction. Let's do it in a professional way. Although I'm tired, but I have trained professionally as a jazz dancer in the past, I can still earn more income than a part-time job.
For this reason, I also do a lot of restorative training on weekdays. But even if I trained my right muscles back to make up for Brian's original thin bamboo pole, but his inherently innocuous face has always been very difficult for me.
For Brian, this exquisitely elegant face with furry curls in the sun, plus a smile with an accurate angle to the corner of his mouth, was his most powerful camouflage.
But for me, it's really hard to find a formal job in a commercial dance company with this appearance. Just talking about Brian's temperament in his weekdays, no one thinks he will know how to dance. Not to mention he is still so immature today. It is estimated that the dance company owner will think that he is just a beginner in dance.
From Brian's body, I can't find the maturity that once deceived many people. It is the dance style that was originally used to it, and it has completely changed in order to match Brian's impression.
If the type I used to pay attention to is dangerous and sexy, the dance moves are full of explosiveness and urgency. Then when I became Brian, I only worked in one direction, the joy of sin. In the original vigorous jazz dance movements, the movements that are more biased towards female jazz dancers have been developed, which are feminine and provocative.
The innocent angel face with dancing poses a guilty feeling to the viewing customers, and this guilt makes them unable to extricate themselves from addiction. I can only prove my ability to the dance group owner with facts.
At eight in the evening, after dark, the coffee shop closed early. I walked all the way to Miami's famous bar. Generally, only some waiter jobs are published on the recruitment page, while commercial dance troupes, which rarely recruit people, are only waiting for you to discover.
I walked into a seemingly hot bar among the men and women who swallowed the clouds. According to what I know about the commercial dance company, in addition to taking some work for the stars, they also have to hold various This fighting dance show has gained popularity. They like to let the dancers distribute some leaflets here, and invite guests for the in-house dance show they hosted at the club's charter.
And the dance group that I want to apply for has no intention of recruiting for the time being. Even so, I don't want to give up this opportunity. However, I have carefully surveyed several famous commercial dance companies in this city, and I think this one is the one with the best development potential.
Even if they are not short of people, or do not like to recruit people in a random way, and only accept the recommendations of acquaintances, I have the confidence to find another way to enter this dance group.
My eyes were patrolling in the bar, passing by the women who were watching the autumn light, and I saw two dancers dancing frantically on the dance floor.
A relatively mature, handsome man was distributing leaflets in the surrounding crowd. From the dim light of the ballroom, the text on the leaflets can be seen faintly, and the Chippendale professional dance troupe is my goal.
I wouldn't go headless to join this fight dance performance that obviously enhances the effectiveness of propaganda, it is more provocative than talking. I just watched the laid-back leaflet man in the distance.
At this moment, he happened to hand the leaflet to the two girls.
The two girls were very shy to men, and it was easy to analyze the psychology of the two girls. They came here for the first time, fantasizing that they could be chatted, but when they really met such a and dangerous man, they flinched back. The unfamiliarity with the environment also makes it more difficult for them to accept this type of marketing.
Holding a gentle smile that was harmless to humans and animals, I stepped towards the man and the two girls who distributed the leaflets.
"I ... we ... we have friends waiting for us, just ... don't go ..." I heard one of the girls whispered.
"Hey, my girls. Since you still have friends, why don't you let them all come and see them together? Don't worry, the Chippendale Dance Company is a professional dance group that has danced with many big stars. This is very How about a regular business? "I stepped forward and put his shoulder on the man's surprised eyes, and said to the girls as if they were familiar friends.
For this type of girl, being too prescriptive can make them emotionally nervous, and I know how beautiful it is than praising them and telling them the formal safety of the show is more useful Much more. Because they have long been attracted by the charm of the men in front of them.
The man looked at me playfully, opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something, and for a moment he was silent again. I know he wants to see how things go.
I still drew a few flyers from the man with the innocent smile of humans and animals. "How many of you, take this first. Do you want to arrange some shows at night for such a lively holiday? Can you go back and discuss with your friends, Are you deciding whether to go? "
The two girls stared at each other with blushing faces, and Nono responded and took the leaflets from me. "We have nine people ... Let's talk to them ..." The two lambs who seemed to have strayed into the wolves swarmed each other and hurried away.
The man's sight fell on me again. "Good job kid, being able to stuff flyers into their hands in that situation is half done."
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Mike and I stood on the street corner and watched a line of ten meters long across the door. There were men and women who were all dressed up young people. The posters of the Qibendel show were posted outside the club. The lights are particularly striking.
Mike is the man who distributes the flyers. God seems to finally feel guilty, this man named Mike Tatum is not just a regular dancer at Chippendale. It can be said that Mike is a veteran character of this commercial dance company, with a golden signboard.
Big fish caught.
"Brian, I don't know if you're just curious about the profession of professional dancers, or if you just want to find a place to vent your excess energy. But I want to tell me that this job is not as easy as it seems. I Promised to take you in, and let you participate in our fight dance show. But if you lose my face, be careful that I rub your ass. "Mike said half-smilingly and half-seriously.
"Of course, I can count on this job to support myself." I blinked and smiled and said, "I think you are also worried that in the dance group, except for female jazz dancers, you cannot find superb male jazz dancers. Right. "
Mike looked at me with a smile on his side and said, "You guessed right. It seems you are confident in your strength."
I smiled and didn't speak.
This is not casual guessing. When I set my goal to be the Chippendale Dance Company, I already knew every dancer in their dance group. The two most useful species in commercial dance, hip-pop hip-hop dancers, are mostly male. And jazz dancers, only women in their dance group.
This makes them embarrassingly insert a hip-pop dancer who is totally out of tune with jazz dancers when receiving some situations where female singers want to cooperate with male dancers.
Originally, I was just going to make friends with a flyer from the Chippendale Dance Company, and then gradually induced him to recommend him to the company owner to get a job offer. And now, if I can show overwhelming strength in this group dance, it will be the most convincing self-recommendation. 2k novel reading network